Man I'm lazy. I hold myself back from doing the things
that I want to do in life. I don't know why. I spin my
wheels so much in hobbies and existing, rather than
pursuing things that truly interest me. My hobbies are
easy, and don't really require me to grow. They're a
comfortable place, where I can exist as I was years
ago, without challenge or conflict. It just doesn't
feel like an existence at all really.

Don't get me wrong, life could be a lot worse. But I
don't really want to measure my life by how bad it
wasn't.