A nice fire ceremony yesterday.
I kept it simple, burning the
past, making place for the
future.  It felt relieving,
letting go of the physical
objects. The night was filled
with enjoyable dreams.

Healing from a past relation is a
start, but now I got to deal with
feeling lonely. Or is it? Is it
the loneliness or the purpose in
life? When I am in love, I have a
purpose to care for the other,
cultivate the relation, there is
something I can focus on. Right
now, the motivation is fairly
low.

The snow has covered the whole
forest. There is a sense of
relieve as the winter had been
quite dry. The community is
hoping for a bit more snow, in
the hope the ground will be
covered for at least a few weeks.

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I plowed the driveway today.
There wasn't a lot of snow, but
it was nice to see I could do it
all without breaking a sweat.
The training, both hiking and
boxing pays off already.

So little but so much happened
today. I received my new bed,
which is a huge shift for my
energy. We spend so much time in
bed, it's an important energy
spot. I gave away a book that was
to be a gift, the last piece of
objects holding past energy.

New year in the horse, new moon,
solar eclipse... I just talked to
my daughter flying out right now.
It's scary... We'll see what
comes out of that, for now I'll
have an awesome first night in my
new bed.