A lot of my goals for this home
retreat of the worm moon were
more 'external'; train more,
meditate more, create more. What
seems to emerge is the need to
step back and create a better
foundation.

Today I cleaned the kitchen like
it hasn't been clean in a while.
It feels good. I worked and
clean, and I intend to do more of
that for the next couple weeks.
Not only my physical space, but
my financial life also need some
care. Pay my bills, get
everything up-to-date, plan where
things are going. Stopping the
forward moving current for a bit,
see what needs to be cared for,
and prepare for whatever next is
coming up in my life.

It's uncomfortable. I'd rather
work on improving myself,
training, meditating, moving
forward, but it's needed. There
is a weight from the past that
holds me down, holds me hostage
of my own life. It seems hard to
do so.

From training, meditating,
creating, I move to resting,
healing, cleaning up my life and
my past. Once that foundation is
laid out, I'll see where I want
to go.