Plan for the summer:


Walk at night
in the forest
with 3 witches

Find a nook
in the woods
Draw blood
cast circle
drop acid

Dance all night
to the full moon
make love
'til sunset


Work was slow yesterday I went
for a walk, had a micro-dose of
lsd, about 0.125um. It was short
lived but really fun. I saw the
tracks of a mountain lion. I've
seen these tracks before, but
closer to the canyon. It made me
a bit worried.

Bears, wolves, coyotes, even
bobcats don't really bother
me. But a mountain lion is a tad
more impressive. I still
continued my walk, and went even
deeper off the trail into the
woods, where I day dreamed about a
summer ritual filled with love
and magic.

I slept a lot, and in the morning
had a very clear lucid dream. I
only wanted to stabilize my
reality in the dream, so I simply
'acted' what was going on. When I
get too excited in my lucid
dreams I often wake up.

I was in a store buying some
clothing. I realized I was
dreaming, but instead of breaking
away from the dream, I observed,
and continue shopping. I looked
around the objects, the people.

If I keep my attention on one
object for too long, the dream
have a tendency to slip into that
object. So I kept on being aware,
without too much excitement or
wonder about what is going on
around me. A 'soft' awareness of
some sort.

I bought some clothing, but
realized that I had already some
on me. I got myself a leather
jacket, very sturdy and black. I
realized that I didn't have my
money and start talking to the
cashier. Talking is another
activity that tend to break the
lucid dream as the mind slip into
another 'subject' another dream.

I was able to sustain the short
and mundane conversation, I could
pay later if that helped me. Then
with my new coat I went
outside. For some reason I
started to fly around and having
too much fun I lost the control
over my dream.

It's feels nice to have a lucid
dream around the new moon. I've
been wanting to get back into
my dreamworld, but felt I needed
to cultivate more energy in order
to stabilize. OBE requires a load
of energy and awareness, but lucid
dreaming is mostly about
awareness.  I even wonder if too
much energy that is unstable would
hamper lucid dreaming, creating
more emotions and imagination.