Trying a new path, a new way of
seeing reality.

Mantras shifted reality in a
radical way. Like a dream,
symbols appears during the day
in such a orchestrated way that I
can't simply dismiss that to
chance. This mantra is powerful
and I am scared of where it's
leading me. But what is the
alternative? Do nothing and keep
my energy to its lowest so I can
get by without too much happening
in my life? I did that for way
too long. 

When I re-started my mantra
practice, it felt like my life
came back to me as a wave. 
It is scary and exciting.
The mantra creates waves in my
life, what I am trying this time
is to stay afloat, using the wave
to move forward instead of being sucked
into the current.

Mantras are like psychedelic, they
creates more vibrations, a more
intense reality. It makes
reality, (the illusion) more
appealing too. It wakes up the
lion and I have to become the
tamer, so I don't get devoured by
reality. The more potential one
have, the bigger the shift in
reality. There is a push and pull
with reality itself, a dance of
illusion and temptation that
cannot be avoided. In a way it's
tempting for the ego, it
motivates and has a pulling
effect. Like a gravitational
field, that can be used to create
momentum, but could also trap
you, and you end up in a crash
landing. I have to feel the pull,
let go to move toward the
attraction, and then use that
momentum to move further in my
evolution. 

I don't think I can evolve by
keeping my energy level at the
lowest. I've done that for many
years, in order to avoid myself,
my own potential, but also what
life would look like if I live
fully. So I'll try and see what
reality can look like when it's
filled with potential.