I slept for over 12 hours last
night, woke up really happy. 

It was quite needed. The magic
mushrooms released a great deal of
tension. Nice dreams, social
life, lost in the city. Driving
through some dangerous rock
walled highways. Dodging some
massive boulder on the road. I
want to stay alert.

Dream of my ex-wife who comes in bed
with me, and I'm weird out by
this. Feeling her excitement
which turns me off. That was
weird, and oddly familiar. I
haven't dreamed about her in such
a long time. 

Dream of a girl, trough a door,
she remembers my name, I don't
but I remember talking to
her. She is attractive, we
talk. She prop her foot on the
side of the door, I come closer.
I caress her leg, she doesn't
mind. This moment when there is
a physical connection, when you
know there is a mutual
interest. We continue talking as
if nothing happened. We both
knows, we like where this is
going. The warmth, the
excitement, the smile it brings
to my lips. 

I woke up really happy. I decided
to give up smoking, but not
coffee, for now. I give up
smoking all the time, so this is
not a big deal. But with the
boxing and training, I feel it's
keeping me out of shape. And I'm
like a gold fish with food, when
I have smokes I smoke them all,
when I don't, I go for a walk
instead.