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       A Life Worth Dreaming About
       By: WiShBo! Date: December 1, 2012, 7:11 am
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       A Life Worth Dreaming About by Nicholas Dettmann
       ISBN: 978-1468543001
       “A Life Worth Dreaming About” is Dettmann’s debut novel.
       Released in February, “A Life Worth Dreaming About” is about
       Carl Robertson, a 32-year-old man, that does everything he can
       to move out of his small Midwestern town, losing many friends
       along the way. He dreams of living the elegant lifestyle of New
       York City. He uses his anger and hatred to move out of his
       hometown, discredit it and never wants to think about it again.
       For a while, it works. He is selfish and egotistical, with no
       regard for those around him. Then, he finds his life on the
       ropes and doesn’t know why or how to change it. That is, until
       he meets a man who will change his life forever and in a way he
       never could’ve seen coming or believes he thought he needed.
       Suddenly, he finds himself trying to catch up to a new reality,
       just in time to save his life and in hopes of finding a life
       worth dreaming about.
       ~
       Carl Robertson wakes up on a Sunday morning wondering why his
       left arm is sore and why he is feeling out of breath. He brushes
       off sweat from his forehead.
       A two-car garage door hums open. He walks out the back door of
       his four-bedroom ranch home in a quiet suburban neighborhood an
       hour from New York City. A neighbor’s running lawn mower echoes
       nearby, and shouts of kids playing football in the backyard next
       door echo off his house. He walks down the concrete stairs from
       the back door to the driveway.
       With a sore right knee, the fifty-two-year-old limps up the
       driveway. The sun beams down on a cloudless day, underneath an
       ocean-blue sky. A gentle breeze passes across the yard. A bird
       chirps in a nearby tree.
       He grabs the lawn mower next to the kids’ bicycles. He turns on
       the radio, which sits on a shelf overhead. The football game is
       on—the New York Giants against the Chicago Bears. He loves the
       Giants. It is scoreless midway through the first quarter.
       He rolls the lawn mower out of the garage and pulls on the cord
       to start it. It whirs loudly, and he starts on the backyard. He
       loves the smell of freshly cut grass.
       Jeff, his thirteen-year-old son, comes through the backyard gate
       with his friend Timmy.
       “Hi, Timmy!” Carl shouts over the lawn mower.
       “Hello, Mr. Robertson.”
       Timmy follows Jeff inside the house to play video games. Jeff
       just got a new football game for his PlayStation 3.
       Carl has just started back on the lawn when he feels a pain in
       his chest. He stops, makes a fist with his right hand, and
       clenches it over his heart while his left hand holds the lawn
       mower’s handlebar. The mower whirs loudly. The pain quickly
       subsides.
       “Hmm,” he says. “That was weird.”
       Bethany, Carl’s seventeen-year-old daughter, pulls up in the
       family’s sedan, returning home from high school volleyball
       practice.
       “Hey, sweetheart!” Carl shouts. “How was practice?”
       “It was good.”
       Bethany shuts the door and notices something’s wrong. Dad’s skin
       color looks different. It is slightly pale. She takes off her
       sunglasses to try to get a better look.
       “Dad?”
       “Yeah, sweetie?”
       “Are you okay?”
       “Yeah?”
       Bethany notices her father struggling to breathe. He takes a
       deep breath, trying to get some more air. She watches him
       closely as he takes a step with the lawn mower.
       Suddenly, Carl lets go of the lawn mower. It stops running. He
       clenches his right hand over his chest. He falls to one knee,
       struggling to breathe.
       “Dad!”
       Bethany runs to her father and catches him before he lands flat
       on the ground. He closes his eyes. His breathing is labored. She
       reaches into her purse and pulls out her cell phone, holding her
       dad in one arm.
       She fumbles with her phone. Her hands are shaking furiously.
       With her fingers trembling, she dials 9-1-1.
       “Nine-one-one. What’s your emergency?” an operator asks.
       Bethany is trembling, crying. She’s scared.
       “It’s my dad!” she screams into the phone. “I don’t know what’s
       wrong with him. He’s all white. His eyes are closed. Not
       breathing. I think he’s dead!”
       “Try to remain calm, ma’am. I’ll send a unit out right away.
       What’s your address?”
       Jeff is in the kitchen getting a chocolate-chip granola bar out
       of the cupboard over the oven. He catches sight of Bethany
       holding Dad in her arms, crying, and talking on her cell phone,
       which sits on her shoulder underneath her right ear. Jeff slams
       the wooden cupboard door closed and runs outside.
       The door swings open violently and slowly closes. Timmy catches
       Jeff running outside. He follows him.
       “Dad?” Jeff shouts.
       He and Timmy are by Bethany and Dad’s side.
       “Mr. Robertson? Are you okay?” Timmy nervously asks.
       “Call Mom!” Bethany shouts at Jeff.
       The boys rush into the house to call Jeff’s mother on her cell
       phone.
       “Hello?” asks Sydney, Jeff’s and Bethany’s mom, picking up the
       cell phone just outside the grocery store.
       “Mom! Something’s wrong with Dad. Bethany’s crying.”
       “What’s wrong?” she anxiously asks.
       “I don’t know. Bethany just told me to call you. She’s on the
       phone with nine-one-one.”
       “Is everything okay?” Worry creeps into her voice. Her hands
       shake slightly.
       “I don’t know. She says he’s not breathing.”
       “I’m on my way!”
       She shoves her empty shopping cart aside and rushes to her car.
       She fumbles with her car keys, finally opens the car door, and
       starts her car.
       She pulls up to the house, and there is an ambulance out front.
       She’s scared. She runs up the driveway and finds Carl motionless
       on the lawn. She drops to her knees next to him.
       “Sweetheart!” A tear drips down her right cheek.
       The familiar smell of the freshly cut grass is in stark contrast
       to the paramedics as they are working quickly to stabilize Carl.
       “What’s wrong? What’s going on?” she asks frantically.
       “We’re not sure, ma’am,” a female paramedic says. “Possibly a
       heart attack. We’ll transport him to St. Luke’s here in a sec.
       Once we get him there, the doctors will be able to tell for
       sure. You can ride along with us to the hospital. You’re his
       wife?”
       “Yes!”
       Mom looks at Bethany as she follows the paramedics to the
       ambulance. “Sweetie, I’m going to ride along with your father.
       Take the car and take your brother to the hospital with you.
       Meet us there.”
       Carl is put into the ambulance. Sydney climbs in to sit beside
       her husband. Her tears drip onto the floor. She takes Carl’s
       right hand with her right hand and holds it tight. The ambulance
       sirens wail and echo throughout the neighborhood. The neighbors
       stand on the sidewalk in front of the Robertson house as the
       ambulance turns the corner and races out of sight.
       Ben, a thirty-year-old newlywed from across the street, asks
       Bethany, “Is there anything we can do?”
       “No, thank you. We’re okay. We’re going to meet them at the
       hospital.”
       “I hope everything is okay. Please call us if you need
       anything.”
       “Thanks.”
       ***
       As Carl is wheeled through the swinging doors of St. Luke’s
       Memorial Hospital, his wife follows closely. Before the doors
       swing shut, she sees Bethany and Jeff arrive in the lobby.
       “Kids!” she says. “Wait here. I’ll come and get you as soon as I
       can.”
       “But we want to come with!” Bethany says.
       The emergency room doors swing closed. Bethany wipes away a tear
       from her right eye, turns around, and leads her brother to the
       nearby waiting area. They sit down on a two-seat blue couch with
       its back to the window. The sun beams through the window. They
       are worried about their dad. Loud and overlapping chatter
       surrounds them. A page is made over the public address system in
       the hospital calling for a doctor to report to the emergency
       room. The phone rings behind the front desk. An elderly man sits
       alone in the waiting area across from where they sit. The TV in
       the waiting area has a soap opera on. A man on a stretcher is
       wheeled in through the swinging doors by paramedics. And they
       lead him through the same set of doors Bethany and Jeff just
       watched their father go through. Bethany wraps her right arm
       around her younger brother. A nurse approaches them.
       “Is everything going to be okay?” Bethany asks, with tears
       rolling down each of her cheeks. Her brother sits quietly next
       to her, worried and afraid.
       Doctors frantically attempt to revive Carl. Suddenly, he slowly
       opens his eyes, and the heart monitor at his bedside starts a
       high-pitched and sporadic beep.
       “What happened?” he asks groggily. “Where am I?”
       His wife’s eyes are red from crying. He doesn’t know why she was
       crying or why she was leaning over him.
       “Sweetheart,” she says, sniffling and catching her breath, “are
       you okay?”
       “Yeah. I guess so. I’ve been better. What happened? What’s going
       on?”
       “Well, Mr. Robertson,” the doctor says, “you’ve just had a mild
       heart attack. We’re going to run more tests to see if there is
       any damage, and we’ll also schedule an echocardiogram. Right
       now, just try to relax and get some rest.”
       Carl looks at his worried wife confused. He reaches for her
       hand. She reaches for his hand, and they firmly hold each
       other's right hands. Faint chatter echoes through the doorway.
       The heart monitor continues its high-pitched and sporadic beep.
       “Is there anything I can get you, sweetie?” his wife asks.
       “Water maybe?”
       “Okay. I’ll be right back.”
       He watches her leave the room and sighs deeply, trying to relax.
       He leans his head back into the pillow. Suddenly, the hairs on
       the back of his neck stand up, and he looks around.
       “Hi, Carl,” a familiar male voice says from a dark corner in the
       room.
       The voice surprises him.
       “Do you remember me?” the voice asks. A faint image begins to
       appear of a man. Carl rubs his eyes trying to get a better look.
       He suddenly recognizes him.
       “How could I forget?” he replies.
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