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I just don't have the brainpower for this anymore
By: Vulcanatus Date: September 15, 2017, 2:22 pm
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[font=arial]I have neither the brain nor will power to put up
with people saying I don't exist anymore
I'm just so tired
Everything feels so heavy and I wish I could just disappear
right now
It's not like anyone would realize anyway
Because apparently I don't exist
Because apparently the parts of a fictional character that I
identify with are wrong and aren't real
Even though they are canonically confirmed to be there
It's just
So stupid
And tiring
And I just want to disappear
Become the nothing I seem to be
I don't know what to do anymore
Right now I just want to type
Or draw
Or do something
But I don't know what that something is
And I barely feel compelled to even keep typing this post
I barely feel like I can move
And it sucks
Because I'm tired
I feel empty
My body hurts and I don't feel like doing anything to stand up
and fix it
I'm just
so
tired[/font]
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Re: I just don't have the brainpower for this anymore
By: Darksea14 Date: September 16, 2017, 5:04 pm
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*hugs*
Things will turn up.
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Re: I just don't have the brainpower for this anymore
By: Rivulet Date: September 17, 2017, 6:00 pm
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You've probably felt this before? Correct? And you will feel it
again. I've felt it too. Thankfully I have things in life that
can rebuild that hole, but you may still need to find yours. And
trust that your parents and friend will miss you. Others may
not, but it's no reason to quit. Somebody is not nobody, and you
are not nobody.
Sometimes all you need is a little brute honesty. Works for me,
but my brain works more practically then most.
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