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#Post#: 153--------------------------------------------------
Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Kira Phaserman Date: November 28, 2011, 11:18 pm
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Kira sat in her office her body was still sore as all hell and
she was tired, so damn tired. Repairs were almost finished from
the attack of the Banor capital ship, unfortunately at the last
minute they had released some fighters which made a suicide run
for the Destiny. The were only able to pull 20 survivors before
the ship exploded. Upon returning she was met by her former CO.
Commodore Jonathan Frost, it was just what she needed in all the
crap that was going on. Her new XO was being replaced by
Jonathan and Jessica would step down and take over as the chief
counselor. It had been her profession before command anyway.
Lela met her mother in sickbay, she was fully grown and using
her telepathy again without fear. Kira had yet gotten time to
talk to her one on one but was sure she had talked to Baj. Lela
had told her that she was mad as all hell with Kira and Baj for
what they had done and that she better talk to Gary before Lela
told him. That conversation had gone over better then Kira had
expected. If anything it made her feel worse. Life would never
be normal again on this ship. Lela had taken to wearing a Star
Fleet Marine uniform. She walked around arm and arm with Danny
when he wasn't of Duty. She had to admit she had never seen
either one happier then they were now. While Kira didn't
understand she wasn't about to judge her daughter or Danny, love
did crazy things to a person. She was all to aware of that. Kira
looked down at the PADD in her hand. Jonathan and Joesph, her
son and Chief Tactical Officer, had been on a extended
undercover mission, the intel they brought back did not make her
happy.
A Romulan/ Klingon scientist, a member of the former Tal Shier
had been kidnapping, torturing, and murdering women through out
the federations. The problem was, they had no real proof. Kira
wasn't happy about the orders she had received that evening. On
a secure channel straight from the president himself, find the
bastered and kill him. They were to go off the grid and make his
disappear for the sake of the Romulans, Klingons, and
Federation.
#Post#: 166--------------------------------------------------
Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Lela Phaserman Date: December 5, 2011, 12:27 pm
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This simm is rated 18+ there is graphic and sexual content in
the post below if you don't want to read something like that
please skip over this post thank you.
Lela walked into her new quarters. She looked around in
amazement that this was all hers. It was beyond anything she had
imagined. 12 years old and she was now moving into her own
quarters. Lela set the rest of her things down on the floor it
wasn't much but it was everything she owned. Lela began to
unpack placing knick knacks here and there on the selves. She
put away her cloths all newly replicated or donated to her by
other women on the ship. She looked in the mirror at 5'9''
130lbs soaking wet she looked thin and almost unhealthy. She had
never been skinny before, Not that she was fat but she had
always been a little chunkier around the middle. Lela frowned,
she would need to gain a little weight and work out a lot more
if she wanted to be strong and healthy like she used to be. A
little frustrated she replicated things that she needed around
the house that she didn't have a few people had brought plants
and little things here and there as a house warming gifts and
she appreciated it. Lela placed pictures of her family all
around the house. Her favorite picture the one of her and Danny
days after he had rescued her from the Banor camp. She still had
vivid nightmares of those few days she was tormented at the
hands of those dogs. The chime rang startling Lela out of her
thoughts, she wasn't expecting anyone so she was surprised to
see Danny when the door opened.
Danny wore his uniform, he had just come off duty and wanted to
see how she was settling in. “Hey Lela” he said pulling lilys
from behind his back. He knew lilys were her favorite. “Still
mad at me?” he asked.
Lela took the flowers and smelled them, “Maybe” she smiled,
“Come in” Danny had said something to her about still being a
little girl and it had upset her.
Danny stepped inside and looked her over as she walked to put
the flowers in a vase. She was so tall, thin, beautiful. “Maybe
huh?” She wore a conservative Lilac top that was rather baggy.
Her black slacks were no better. He had a feeling she was very
uncomfortable with her body. He knew it was hard for to adjust
to the physical changes of her body.
Lela arranged the Lilys in a vase and set them on the coffee
table. “You heard me” she smiled.
“What would it take for you to forgive me?” He asked pleading.
“I'm not sure maybe a kiss for starters” Lela teased.
“Now that I can do” Danny grinned and pulled her into his arms
he kissed her deeply. He still wrestled with the thought that
she just turned 12 years old two days ago but at the same time
it was hard to ignore the evidence that she had grown up when it
was presented to him like this.
Lela wasn't timid anymore when it came to their kisses. She
picked up quick on what he liked, she wanted more from him but
as of now he still wouldn't give her more of himself.
Danny pulled her down onto the couch with him. She straddled his
lap and he moved his hands up her back holding her close. He
deepened the kiss probing her mouth with his tongue she tasted
of coffee and a granola bar. He heard her soft moan as their
hips seemed to brush against each other at exactly the right
time.
Lela moved her hands behind his head her fingers tangled into
his hair holding him to her. She kissed him her kiss passionate
and deep unrelenting with one hand she undid his uniform top. It
took her a moment but she got it off of him.
This is where Danny drew the line. He would kiss her he would
let her take off his shirt but that was as far as he allowed
this to go. He kissed her and moved his hand up her side cupping
her breast in one hand when her hands went to his pants he
pulled away. “Lela”
“Danny” she whispered with a smile
“No Hon you know we can't” He cautioned.
“We can come on Danny, every time I see you we go through the
same motions we kiss we touch, you have to be giving yourself
some major blue balls” Lela stroked his erection through his
pants.
Danny's breath hitched in his throat the sensations humming
through him were enough to drive him insane. She was right every
time he left he was in so much pain not even a cold shower
helped. “Lela we..” he trailed off as Lela moved off his lap
kissing down his chest she stopped at his pants line.
Quickly she undid his pants exposing his erection. She had been
doing some major reading about these things in the past few
days. She took him into her mouth moving her tongue down the
length of his shaft then closing her lips around him and
twisting back and forth as she came back up his length to the
tip.
Danny moaned in pleaser, in surprise. How could it feel this
good? How could she be this good she was so new at this sort of
thing.
Lela took his testicles into her hand and ever so gently rolled
them around her palm she pulled on the sack gently.
Danny couldn't stand it anymore. “Alright you win, but we are
not going to do this here” he said pulling her up to kiss her.
He lifted her into his arms and carried her to the bed room. “If
we are going to do this we are going to do this right.” to told
her firmly. “Let me show you pleasure.” he whispered in her ear
as he set her down he gently removed her shirt then her bra with
one hand. With the other he cupped her bare breast and took the
nipple into his mouth.
His mouth was like a flash fire on her skin. He had never done
this before and the sensation was a little over whelming, but
this is what she wanted.
Danny undid her slacks and gently slid his hand into her
underwear. He touched her hot flesh and swirled his finger
slowly, gently.
The sensation was to much, Lela threw her head back and moaned.
Her hips bucked forward under his touch.
Danny smiled as he moved his mouth to her other breast, she was
so hot and wet. He slid his finger down and very gently and
slowly slid it inside of her. He moved his finger in the come
hither motion and watched her writh under him. “Do you want
more?” He asked her.
“Yes” she gasped her eyes closed and her hand on his arm holding
his hand in place.
Danny grinned and gently pulled her pants and underwear off. He
kissed down her body until he reached her soft spot. He licked
the lips before gently spreading them and swirling his tongue
around her clit. Lela cried out his name as he moved his inside
of her tasting her and god she tasted good. He moved a finger
back inside of her and started to lick and suck on her clit.
Lela couldn't take it anymore she came hard bucking her hips
against his finger she cried out his name the pleasure was so
over whelming but she wasn't done yet. Yes she had gotten this
far but she wanted it all. She pulled Danny back up and kissed
him she could taste herself on his lips. Lela pushed his pants
and underware down and took his throbbing erection into her hand
and started to stroke up and down his shaft. “Please” she begged
“Lay back” he whispered he moved over her and kissed her “Lela,
this may hurt a little, if you want me to stop tell me.”
Lela nodded and kissed him.
Danny positioned himself at her entrance and eased himself
inside. She was so tight, but wet. Her body stretched and
adapted to his presence. He watched her face as he pressed
gently deeper inside of her. Every wince on her face made him
want to pull out but she would urge him on. As he sank all the
way inside of her he groaned.
Lela couldn't believe how much it hurt, but she didn't want him
to stop. It was a good hurt and she wanted more. Danny stopped
for a moment when his full length was inside of her. He was so
big his presence filled her so completely it was like they were
made for each other.
“Are you okay?” he asked softly.
“Yes, better then okay” she breathed.
“Do you want to keep going?” Danny kissed her neck and nipped at
her skin gently.
“Please” she squeezed her muscles around him.
Danny groaned and and slowly pulled himself back until only the
tip remained inside of her. It took so much control not to go
hard and fast he had to remind himself that she was a virgin and
that would hurt her. It took all he had to keep the pace slow
and gental.
The first few times hurt but as he kept going she was adjusting
to him and the pace was not what she wanted. “Faster please
Danny”
Danny smiled “Are you sure?”
“I'm not going to break please Danny just take me let go of the
Marine control and make love to me” Lela begged.
“If I hurt you, you have to tell me” He said “Promise me”
“Oh course” Lela said.
Danny released some of that control picking up the pace.
Lela picked up on his rhythem rocking her hips to meet his she
kissed him deeply her nails raked over his back. Her body felt
like it was floating on air.
Danny groaned, “Oh god Lela” he said into her neck. He picked up
the pace pushing harder, faster. She met him thrust for thrust.
Danny grabbed her arms holding her tighly to him kissing her
deeply all control lost between them.
It didn't hurt anymore, she wanted more she wanted him to hold
her tighter push harder but words were beyond her at this point
she tried to communicate her need with her body. Danny seemed to
pick up on her need and oblige her. “Danny” she moaned.
“Lela” he groaned.
All the barriers she had constructed around her mind were gone
she could feel his pleaser and it intensified her own his need
became hers her nails raked acrossed his back digging into his
skin but he didn't seem to notice.
Danny didn't feel any pain from her scratching all he could feel
was the pleaser that this woman brought him he could feel it
building inside of him his release was so close he pushed as
hard and as fast as he could pleased that she could keep up with
him. As the waves of pleaser rolled over him he came deep inside
of her.
The intensity of his release triggered her own and they came
together their bodies shook, her muscles clenched around him
milking every last bit from his body. She screamed his name. It
seemed to last a long time before he finally came to a stop.
Both tired from their joining he rolled over pulling her on top
of him. Holding her to him. His eyes closed and he just enjoyed
the feel of her bare skin against hers.
“My god, I love you Lela” Danny said out of breath.
“I love you too Danny” she smiled and looked up at him. She
snuggled up and closed her eyes. They fell asleep right there
tangled up together.
A few hours later Danny woke, Lela lay a crossed him he looked
down at her and smiled as he watched her sleep peacefully. He
moved a piece of hair from her face and marveled at the woman
she had become.
“Danny” she whispered.
“Yes” he said as she opened her eyes.
“That was the best time of my life” she looked up at him.
“Mine too” he smiled.
“I want you again” she giggled.
“oh really?” Danny grinned wickedly. “I think that could be
arranged.” he rolled her onto her back and kissed her deeply.
Where he got the energy to slid inside her and pick up where
they left off before was beyond him but then again he had never
wanted a woman like this before. This time he took it slow but
pushed inside of her hard.
She didn't seem to mind the pace this time wanting to draw it
out as long as long as possible. She met his thrust with her
own, biting and nipping at his neck she held him tightly their
bodies as close as you could get. She moaned with every entry,
breathing his name begging for more. They made love the rest of
night slow, passionate deep love.
#Post#: 167--------------------------------------------------
Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Kira Phaserman Date: December 5, 2011, 2:51 pm
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J/P lela and Kira
Lela woke early in the morning she lay beside Danny his arm
draped around her. She wanted to stay right were she was for
eternity but knew she couldn't. Being careful not to wake Danny,
she slid out of bed and headed for the shower. She stood under
the water her body was stiff and sore. When she finished and
stepped from the shower she inspected her body in the mirror.
Small bruises had formed on her upper arms which was funny since
she didn't remember Danny holding her too tight only that she
wanted him to hold her tighter and she was glad when he did. She
threw his shirt on, it smelled like him. She and heard the chime
ring. Peeking in she saw that Danny was still asleep. She
hurried to the door and was surprised to see her mother standing
there.
“Hey” her mom said looking up the smile on her face fell as she
saw her daughter. “Is uh, this a bad time?” Kira asked.
“Umm, no come in, I was just going to make breakfast. Coffee?”
Lela asked as she poured two cups of fresh brewed coffee from
the pot. “Love this thing I can set it for a time and its fresh
and hot when I wake up” Lela smiled as she brought the cups over
to the table. Lela grabbed a pair of sweat pants from her duffle
on the couch and threw them on.
“Steal some shirts from Dannys place?” Kira asked.
“Nope this one I stole right off of him” Lela grinned.
“He's here, I can smell him” Kira looked at her daughter, “Did
you... Lela are you having sex with him?” She came right out and
asked it.
“I don't see how that is any of your buissness Mom, but yes last
night was the first night.” Lela sipped her coffee.
“Look I know your father spoke to you but I am sure he didn't go
over everything with you. I just need to make sure you are being
careful. That you have thought this through and understand the
risks and the responsibility that come with having a sexual
relationship with someone. You are a fertile young woman right
now, I don't want you to change your future and be stuck with a
baby at 12.”
Lela thought about that for a moment, “I understand the risks, I
have taken steps to prevent the possibility of pregnancy right
now. Abby is working on a birth control tailord to me
physiology.”
“But you aren't on it right now are you?” Kira asked.
“No...” Lela looked down a little ashamed they had been so
stupid last night not thinking of that.
“That is my point Lela, you are not being safe about this, you
are going by what your hormones tell you and that could end you
up pregnant you need to speak to Danny about this. He needs to
be the smart one here I can't expect you to think about these
things you have well minimal experince in the areas of sex.”
“Your one to talk mom, 5 biological children, doesn't sound like
you were all that safe to me. A one night stand with your co,
and Dad, what about that?” Lela demanded.
“Exactly my point don't follow in my foot steps Lela! You have
no idea how hard it is to raise a baby and maintain a career.
You have no idea what it is like to raise children and you
shouldn't need to know right now. Danny is a grown man capable
of restraint and thinking these things through he has experience
in these matters and he should step up and take that
responsibility to protect both of you.” Kira was angry now. She
hadn't intended on getting angry at Lela she wanted to be
understanding and supportive but now that was out the window.
"I will talk to him." Lela said quietly. She didn't regret what
had happened last night it was the best night of her life but
she did feel a little stupid that they hadn't been more careful.
"I think I will talk to him as well, wake Danny up, the briefing
is in 2 hours." Kira got to her feet she needed to escape her
daughters quarters before she got even more angry. "Don't forget
Dinner tonight in the Admirals mess 1900." Kira walked towards
the door she stopped for a second. "I love you Lela, I just
worry about you." she said before she walked through the door.
Lela closed her eyes as tears poured down her cheek she walked
to her bedroom "Danny" she shook his leg to wake him.
TAG DANNY
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Mara Aranel Date: December 5, 2011, 3:01 pm
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Mara turned over in bed and wrapped her arms around Baj's bare
chest. "Good morning" she whispered and kissed his neck. She had
been thinking alot about what went on between her finacee and
Kira. While it bothered her she understood. The matters of the
heart where always more complicated then they appeared. She
loved Baj, she knew that much. She knew that Baj loved her but
that he still harbored feelings for the woman who birthed his
child. She knew Kira had ill feelings towards her, she didn't
think it had anything to do with her personaly more that Mara
was with Baj and Baj had been hers. Some woman didn't share
well. It didn't bother her any, Mara had been used to her
'spouses' that had many wives. To her that was normal and it was
alright. She had a much diffrent out look on sex and love.
"Baj, you have a briefing soon you should get up" she whispered
playfully.
tag Baj
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Baj Tellok Date: December 5, 2011, 8:06 pm
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Baj smiled and put one arm around Mara, holding her, "But I
would much rather stay here." He kissed her gently and sat up,
looking at his fiance. "But you are right, I probably should get
going." He got up and got ready and into uniform quickly,
glancing at the chronometer as he did. He gave Mara another
kiss, "I will be back afterward the briefing, I'm not on shift
until later. Don't forget we have dinner tonight."
He grabbed a PADD as he made his way out into the corridor and
toward the briefing room. He entered, being the first to arrive,
and sat at his customary seat, bringing up a schematic to study
while waiting for everyone else to arrive.
TAG
#Post#: 171--------------------------------------------------
Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Gary Phaserman Date: December 6, 2011, 10:36 am
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Gary crawled out from under the Tomcat's warp system to the
sound of an NCO's voice. "Sir, staff breifing is in one hour."
She said. Staff Sergeant Natalie Haskins was looking down at
him. An attractive human female in her mid 20's, Gary was caught
off guard to see her right there, from this angle. Unlike the
Ship's company, the flight detachment generally wore khaki
flight suits with name patches under their commbadges. Gary
stood up and cursed. "Sorry Staff Sergeant." He apologized for
his language.
"What's the problem with this ship?"
"The Variable Geometry Nacelle Pylon is jammed, so the port warp
nacelle doesn't deploy like it's supposed to. I thought it was a
problem with the hydro-servos, but I think its an issue with the
pylon itself."
"Engineering could help." She said. She was admin, not a
technician, so everything Gary said was just technobabble. "I'll
fix it." Gary said and walked to his small office just forward
of the flight deck. Once there he showered quickly then changed
into a new uniform before heading to the staff briefing.
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Kira Phaserman Date: December 6, 2011, 1:23 pm
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Kira walked into the briefing and nodded to Baj, Jon, Gary, and
Joe and took her seat at the head of the table feeling a little
uncomfterable. She knew she had to talk to Baj about Lela but
after the away mission she as still a little uneasy about being
around him.
Gary hadn't come home the night before she had kind of expected
that. She knew they needed to talk about them and about Lela she
just wasn't sure how receptive he would be. She could sense the
anger that seethed underneath the surface of his calm exterior.
Her young son was with the now live in Nanny, while she hated
that idea it was a necessary evil because Gary had reactivated
his commission. Kira waited for the others to arrive.
tag ALL
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Lela Phaserman Date: December 6, 2011, 1:54 pm
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Danny woke quickly, sitting straight up, before remembering his
lack of clothes. “Good morning, Beautiful.” he said, then
noticing she was crying. “What's the matter?”
“My mother just stopped by, Danny we were really stupid last
night” she said sitting on the edge of the bed.
“Probably.” Danny said, knowing why. “We should have waited
until Abby finishes that birth control. We uh....got a bit
carried away though, didn't we?”
“Yes” she cried, “What if I get pregnant because of last night?”
she couldn't look at him.
“Then we will have a baby, I suppose.” Danny said, knowing it
probably wasn't a wise choice of words. “But we'll have to cross
that bridge if we come to it.”
Lela sobbed quietly, “But, my career would be ruined and I would
be stuck with a baby at 12. I don't want that I want to enjoy
time with you before we have a baby.” she said overwhelmed by
the prospect of possiably having a baby at 12. “Mom said
somethings and it made me think about all I would miss out on
just because I couldn't wait to have sex with you, I am being
stupid about this, they were right I am not ready for this. I am
not thinking like an adult. I'm sorry Danny, I'm so sorry”
Danny thought for a moment. “You were thinking with your
hormones, not with your head. It's understandable, it happens
even to adults. Reynolds does it by default.” Danny said
smiling. “Your Mom is concerned about you, Lela. She wasn't
trying to scare you, she just wanted you to understand that your
actions can have unintended consequences.”
“No I think she was trying to scare me. She made that loud and
clear in her thoughts.” she finally turned to look at him. “This
is so confusing!” she took in his naked body. “I want nothing
more then to jump you right now and pick up where we left off
last night but I know I shouldn't, I don't know what I am doing
Danny. I don't know how to deal with all these new emotions and
these new experiences. Mom and Dad have been right and instead
of listening I have been a stubborn.. Child.” She was mad at
herself.
Danny wrapped her in a hug, “It's alright Lela there will be
time for everything don't worry.”
Lela sighed and rested her head on his chest, his scent was
strong and promised a delicious meal. This too was unnerving she
never had a problem resisting Danny's scent before. She searched
her memory and remembered her mother say that as an adult Joe's
sense became super heightened that as a child our senses were
dull now she understood what that meant. Lela pulled back and
pushed herself away from him. “Danny, you should leave, please
leave.” she begged she wasn't sure she could make her feet work
to get to her serum.
Danny saw the look on her face. “Oh.” He stood and put his pants
and boots on. “Stop by my office later.” He said and slipped out
the door, and took a Jeffries tube to his quarters.
When Danny was gone Lela found it in herself to get her serum
and take it, she sent a message to her mothers office. 'Come see
me when the briefing is finished it's important.'
Tags
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Daniel Hardfighter Date: December 6, 2011, 3:28 pm
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Danny escaped to his quarters and jumped through the shower. His
mind was moving at a mile a minute. Last night had been great
but this morning she had scared him a little. He tried to
remember that she was half vampire, and the serum would keep her
sane...
Danny got out and got dressed, then headed to the briefing, a
stack of padds in his hand.
"Morning all." He said, and tried to ignore the fact that kira
and baj looked at him with murder in their eyes.
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Re: Mission-02- The Devils game
By: Lela Phaserman Date: December 6, 2011, 4:34 pm
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After everything had died down Absynia had taken to exploring
the ship to better learn it if ever they had fighting on board
again. Aside from her duties and the rare meal that she asked
Mara to make she pretty much was by herself. Having fought
against her own race and finding out her father was the one to
cause so much harm it left her feeling lost, confused and above
all, angry. She remembered nothing from before she was taken
from the floating stasis pod, only the strange human smells and
being hungry. What made things worse was that she could
remember her native tongue, something that till now hadn’t been
noticed. She did her best to keep out of sight especially from
Kira, her mate and basically everyone close to her. She felt
utterly ashamed and guilty, even though none of it was her doing
or her fault.
Lela sat in her quarters on the floor having settled a little,
she needed someone anyone to keep her company to help her figure
out what was going on in her head. Her thoughts flew to her new
friend. =/\=Lela to Syn, can you please come to my quarters=/\=
she said realizing how desperate her voice sounded.
The Comm summon startled her and she nearly dropped her tea, she
tapped her own to reply “Yea-“ Unfortunately her tea spilled
making her curse, one could hear the clatter of a cup and plenty
more curses. “Be there in a sec Lela, what’s the location?” She
stuck a couple of fingers in her mouth mourning the loss of her
tea and trying not to think about what could be the cause of the
girl being so upset. It wasn’t that she didn’t like Lela, but
she was one of the people she had been trying to avoid. Her
mother hated her and the little reason she gave her to want to
claw her the better. Especially after everything that happened,
once again the guilt made her back her ears. Damn, all because
of that attack I feel like I aught to curl up in a corner and
pretend I don’t exist. I have nothing to be ashamed of, but… She
took a quiet deep breath to calm herself, but it didn’t help
much.
=/\= Marine Deck section 5 number 653=/\= Lela said into the
comm. She waited for Syn to arrive.
She didn’t need to reply, she just dressed in some jeans and a
shirt, brushed out her hair and headed the short distance to
Lela’s new quarters. Her hair when not braided and styled to
keep out of her face hung to the middle of her back in a thick
mane. Technically she didn’t need to wear much clothes in the
way humans did, but she had done so for so long she hardly
noticed. Naturally she had to make edits for clothes to free her
tail, but that was it.
Lela heard the chime and called “Enter” she sat in the middle of
the living room floor her emotional state chaotic. “I almost
attacked Danny” she said, “I almost bit him.” she fought back
the tears. “I don't know whats wrong with me”
As soon as she cleared the door she could only stop and stare,
she honestly didn’t know what she could say to help. “Well…I
suppose since he’s not scattered around the room he must be fine
right?” An awful mental image that was, but she wanted to at
least try and get her to not be so freaked out. “I’m pretty good
at jigsaw puzzles, but failing that I could make myself a
pillow? I don’t know what else I can offer, my experience with
biting kinda landed me in the brig once so…I’m not sure if I can
give good advice.”
Lela looked up and kinda laughed, that hadn't been what she was
expecting. “Yeah he's alright he left before I could hurt him. I
just need a friend” Lela rocked back and then jumped to her feet
in a fluid motion. “Why the hell did this happen to me, one
minute I am a little girl the next I am some adult wanna be.”
she started to pace then stopped and turned to Syn. “I slept
with him last night and it was great but now I am feeling really
stupid like everyone was right and I wasn't ready for all this
responsibility.” she sighed.
Syn sighed “I think leaping in to an adults skin faster than a
caterpillar turning to a butterfly would naturally make stuff
all sorts of freaky. Not just for you, but for everyone around
you. Then you have people expecting you to assume all the
responsibility and bullshit that an adult does. On top of it all
you have hormones, getting ginormous in all sorts of places
compared to how you were and THEN being curious? Kiddo, it’s a
ton of pressure and the good thing is at least you’ve not gone
insane. As for sleeping with someone…so what? Nothing wrong with
it and frankly being warm is a good thing out in a big cold
metal ship.” Clearly she was misunderstanding something.
Lela looked at Syn, “What if I get pregnant because of my
stupidity last night, I didn't think about the consequences of
having sex with Danny.” she sighed. “I know I am probably
talking to the wrong person about this...” she sighed, “All this
is making my head hurt and I feel like I am going insane” Lela
plopped down on the couch.
She ran a hand through her hair suddenly feeling a bit
uncomfortable “So you had sex…” She shook her head “That’s one
issue I’ll not be much help with, I have no mate nor anyone to
get frisky with. Frankly from what I’ve seen having sex with
anyone makes things complicated. I’m surprised you hadn’t been
erm…told about this possibility by your mother. Still, if you
don’t want to have the child you could just get rid of it if you
do find out you are pregnant. Just depends on what you want to
do, it’s the decision only you can really make since you will be
the one carrying it. Part of being an adult is doing for
yourself when you feel as if you can’t turn to anyone else. No
one else can make your decisions for you anymore, whether you or
anyone else likes in, you are old enough to do as you please.
Just expect people to raise a fuss and scream cuz this leap will
not be easy on anyone.” She however was taking it well since she
hadn’t known the girl for very long.
“Get rid of it!” Lela's eyes widened. “I could never do that to
Danny. I love him, I couldn't just get rid of a baby” she said a
little angry that she even would suggest that. “It's a living
being, I couldn't I am not like that..” Lela said. “I mean sure
it would screw up my plans for the future but I would just have
a baby sooner then we had wanted or that was expected. I could
never hurt anything that was half Danny.” she said gently now
calming down god she hated these mood swings. “I know these are
my decisions but I didn't get time to ease into adult hood it
was thrust upon me. Now I feel like I am losing my mind.” Lela
sagged a little feeling much older then she really was. All the
stress and worry, all her fears were putting a real strain on
her. She was so confused and lost she thought she could do this
on her own that she was strong enough and smart enough but when
it came to life experience all she had was the time as a child
and her time fighting. She knew how to kill, she had that down
to a science, she knew how to play, how to study. Reading about
being an adult was one thing living it was entirely different.
Syn walked over to her and sat beside her “Good, so you know at
least one thing you are sure of. People who feel like they are
going insane rarely do, it’s those that don’t that you need to
worry about. You’ll be fine once you can catch your breath
kiddo, some things regardless of the leap take time.”
Lela looked over at Syn then leaned against her. “Are you sure
I'll be fine? I don't feel like it” she said quietly.
Syn chuckled "Your head has yet to explode so far, yes you will
be fine. Just look at it like this, if this doesn't drive you
nuts something else will. Life is like this all the time
eventually, eat a rare steak and the world will feel fluffy
again if life makes you want to chew on men. That way you don't
get thrown in the brig."
Lela gave a half laugh. “The thing is, I desensitized myself to
his smell, I have never had an issue since then but today, I
just, I almost couldn't stop myself. I don't know how I was able
to but I think I freaked him out a little. He looked a little..
wigged out when he left. Your smell doesn't bother me, in fact
you kinda stink.. more then usual, I never really noticed it but
today it is horrible. Sorry not trying to be mean but I don't
know what it is, its like all my sense are hyper aware my eye
sight is better my sense of hearing even touching you like this
it feels strange and different. You would think only being half
vampire I wouldn't have this issue.”
J/p Syn and Lela
To be continued
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