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       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 6:16 pm
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       Oyuki: I understand that but I don't get why you felt guilty.
       The children I get but the adults attacked you and killed the
       person who took care of you. I just don't understand why you
       would feel guilty for someone who made you suffer in the first
       place...
       A memory flood into her mind of how her parents were killed by
       hunters and how she joined the Order to get revenge on those
       hunters along with trying to protect the people she cared about.
       Though the truth of it was that she wanted the hunters to pay
       and it was a start of her viewing humanity as dangerous
       creatures and feel that she would be much better being with the
       creatures who would understand her. Man, was she wrong. Though
       the memories of her parents' grisly demise made her fight back
       angry tears.
       #Post#: 6635--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 1, 2020, 6:36 pm
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       Kindron: I feel if I'd been stronger willed, I'd have found a
       better solution. Maybe if I'd left instead of attacking them,
       those people would have lived and I wouldn't have killed the
       kids there. I don't think they were evil. They were simply
       afraid of me. Fear and anger are particularly carnivorous
       enemies. They devour minds until people do things they wouldn't
       ever normally do. Good people do some of the worst things when
       they're afraid or angry. If we're going to be better than them,
       we must overcome our own fear and anger. Supernaturals are
       particularly vulnerable to fear, anger and hate. But those are
       emotions that will consume us if we let them. If we can't be
       better than the people who wrong us, then we become the monsters
       they think we are. I don't know about other werepyres and their
       own motivations, but I refuse to be the monster people think I
       am. I'm done trying to hide what I am, and I'm going to show the
       world that not all monsters are evil. That's my ultimate goal. A
       tough one to be sure, but I will someday find a way to show
       people that there is good in even the worst of monsters. The
       problem is that it also works in reverse. Even in the best of
       us, there is evil as well which can devour us if we're not
       careful.
       #Post#: 6637--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 10:05 pm
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       Oyuki: ...It's amazing how different you are from him. Both of
       you went through so much, and yet you still choose to remain
       optimistic despite everything that has happened. Anyone in your
       position would've said "Screw it" and either went into isolation
       or go on a killing spree. Yet, here you are, helping people left
       and right... even those who don't even deserve the help or
       compassion from you at all.
       #Post#: 6639--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 1, 2020, 10:34 pm
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       Kindron: Yeah. To think it was one tiny change in our histories
       that made us so different. He stops and thinks. But I think
       that's why I feel I am the one who has to beat him. I'm the only
       one that can show him what he's given up on, and I know he
       probably won't want to be redeemed, but I have to try. I believe
       that no one is beyond redemption,, no matter how far they fall.
       If I was able to overcome the darkness in my heart as
       weak-willed as I am, then I think anyone, with the right
       influences, can be put on the right path. There are plenty of
       people who aren't evil, but have done evil things because they
       didn't have anyone to help guide them in the right direction.
       Though he didn't say it, he considered Oyuki one of those people
       who did evil things because they didn't have the right guide.
       And that's what I want to be. A teacher who guides others when
       they need a helping hand to walk through the darkness.
       #Post#: 6640--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 10:46 pm
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       Oyuki highly doubts that Blackfire can be redeemed. There are
       those who just that stubborn to the point that they refuse to
       change. And there are others who are just jerks to begin with.
       Sure, she was one of the people who was lead through a violent
       dark path, but she could've been much worse. Hell, she could've
       been a mini Blackfire if she still remained there.
       Oyuki: I... have a confession to make. The only reason why I
       turned against Blackfire and his organization was because they
       harmed the people I cared about despite telling me that they
       would not lay a hand on them. I... never told anyone about this
       but my main goal of joining the Mercenaries was to help defeat
       the Order. It was my way of repayment for the misery I caused to
       the people who cared about me and lost their lives. After that,
       I was planning on going on my own. Maybe retreat to the
       mountains if I have to. But... a part of me didn't want to leave
       the group. My mindset was business with them to defeat a common
       enemy but a small part of me slowly started to see them more
       than acquaintances. It's... weird. It's a warm feeling in my
       heart that I tried to keep frozen for so many months. And yet,
       the thought of it also terrifies me. Like the fear of being hurt
       again. Every time I try to keep my heart frozen, it slowly start
       to thaw out. Hell, I even tried Dufort's method of not showing
       my emotions and it failed me. It's just so frustrating and
       overwhelming!
       #Post#: 6642--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 1, 2020, 11:10 pm
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       Kindron: That's not healthy you know... I tell Dufort the same
       thing. Despite not saying it, hearing her talk about trying to
       find an isolated place to live reminded him of his teacher,
       Wolfwing, and how Kindron thought Wolfwing had pretty much lost
       the will to live, but wasn't going to go out on anyone's terms
       but his own. He looks over to Oyuki None of us are perfect. They
       all seem to genuinely care about you. As long as you're on the
       right path now, that's all that matters. And if you ever need
       someone to talk to, come talk to me. I'm not gonna force any of
       my views on you or anything. If you want me to be silent and
       listen, that's what I'll do. I know how hard it is to come back
       from the things you've done. He pats her on the head softly.
       You're not alone. Even if the Mercenaries were to turn against
       you, you can always rely on me to help out if you need it.
       Though... From what I've seen, I'd say the possibility of the
       Mercenaries turning on you is pretty much near zero, but I'm not
       as smart as Dufort is to try and give you an exact probability,
       nor am I psychic like he is. he says the last part jokingly.
       #Post#: 6645--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 11:59 pm
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       Oyuki: I'll... remember that. I'm not the most social person. I
       think I'll also try to cut some of them some slack for trying to
       help out.
       #Post#: 6647--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 2, 2020, 4:39 am
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       Kindron: You don't have to work too hard. Just don't overstress
       yourself.
       #Post#: 6648--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Coolcat207 Date: December 2, 2020, 3:52 pm
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       Oyuki: I won't. Though I did learn a few new moves from my
       elemental Darkfire abilities.
       #Post#: 6651--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RP: Werepire Training
       By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 2, 2020, 6:19 pm
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       Kindron: That's good. I recently did some alchemy training, and
       developed a few elemental techniques of my own.
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