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Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Coolcat207 Date: November 30, 2020, 6:48 pm
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Oyuki: Learned that lesson the hard way back in my world. One of
the most embarrassing moments I had was when I faced Chelsea. I
thought that she was some spoiled Hellsing punk who needed to be
taught a lesson. Long story short: My hubris costed me a broken
rib, a sore tail and a fang she knocked out.
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Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: November 30, 2020, 7:28 pm
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Kindron: Yeah... I know the feeling. I thank god for the
Darkfire regeneration sometimes. He says jokingly.
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Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Coolcat207 Date: November 30, 2020, 7:45 pm
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Oyuki: Yeah, that kind of regeneration saved me more times than
I thought. Though what made you remain with Hellsing? You
could've chose somewhere completely isolated.
#Post#: 6620--------------------------------------------------
Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: November 30, 2020, 8:45 pm
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Kindron: That's a good question... He says in thought. When I
lost my previous organization, I don't really know what
possessed me to join Hellsing. Maybe it was the fact I had
pretty good relations with them, and I can definitely say I
didn't want to make a third organization from scratch at that
point after being cast of out one, and mostly everyone in the
second one dying. My last group before Hellsing was allies with
them, and I had pretty friendly ties to Hellsing for a long
time. I was pretty good friends with Integra, Alucard, and Raven
even before I found out Raven was my cousin. Hell, I was even
asked to be the wedding minister for Alucard and Raven's
wedding. Which was kind of fun.
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Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Coolcat207 Date: November 30, 2020, 8:57 pm
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Oyuki: I don't know what to call it either. I'm not a fan of
saying that it was fate or something so cliché or stupid since I
want to make my own path. A path where I don't always have to
cut down someone just to survive. But they sound like really
good people.
#Post#: 6623--------------------------------------------------
Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: November 30, 2020, 9:05 pm
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Kindron: I'm pretty glad to call them friends. Having people who
will help you no matter how dark your path gets, even if they
have to fight you is a pretty inspiring thing. Personally, I
believe everything happens for a reason. And even more, I
believe that no matter how dark our path gets, we can always
start on a new path depending on the choices we want to make.
#Post#: 6624--------------------------------------------------
Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 8:26 am
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Oyuki: Right. Man, this is a lot to grasp on.
#Post#: 6627--------------------------------------------------
Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 1, 2020, 4:01 pm
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Kindron: Yeah... Sorry. I didn't mean to get so philosophical. I
just wanted to see if I could help you out after what some of
the other Crow Mercenaries told me about you. You may not
believe it, but they do care about you.
#Post#: 6629--------------------------------------------------
Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Coolcat207 Date: December 1, 2020, 5:29 pm
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Oyuki: I'm... a little surprise. I know that Heiru and Kennen
cares a lot about me. And that Dr. Oliver and the Holy Brothers
did chip in to help. Normally I thought the brothers did it
because I'm half Darkfire but I also learned that my mother and
Mrs. Raven were very close back in the 50s which is pretty cool.
But to be honest, I thought the rest wouldn't even trust me.
I... did some things when I was with the Order, and the Order
did hurt them and the people they cared about so I understand
their mistrust of me. If I was in their position, I would've
reacted the same so I have no right of feeling upset or angry
towards them.
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Re: RP: Werepire Training
By: Zorbak the Ebil Moglin Date: December 1, 2020, 5:57 pm
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Kindron: I never told anyone this. Not even Integra. You don't
have to keep this secret, since I don't care if this knowledge
gets out anymore. But back when I was young, there was a point
when I was with my teacher when the kids found out what I was.
Up till that point I always wore a mask and hood, covering my
body so no one would find out what I was. After they found out
what I was, I ran for a while. When I came back, my teacher's
church was on fire, and I found him dead, having been killed by
the other villagers. Then they came after me to kill me. I
assume they killed him for harboring a monster like me. I killed
everyone of them. They were going to kill me otherwise. But
after that... That's where I made some decisions I regret. After
all the adults in the village got in on the attack, there was no
one left to take care of the children in the village. They
couldn't even be near me, and for fear of them being killed by
wild animals or starving because they couldn't take care of
themselves, I made a decision to kill them. I figured if they
were going to die anyway, it was better to kill them quickly so
they could reunite with their families in heaven... Or at least,
that's how I tried to justify it. The truth was that with
everyone dead, I didn't want to deal with the kids who hated me.
It's the single worst decision I had ever made, and to this day
I still regret it. However, I learned that no matter how evil we
are, there is always the option to turn from that evil. Now, I
fight to protect people, and someday, I'm hoping I can do
something to make up for that bad decision I made. The hardest
part about doing something evil isn't gaining forgiveness from
others. He turns to Oyuki and pokes her forehead softly,
pointing to her as he says what he says next. The hardest part
is forgiving ourselves. That's the only way you're going to ever
move forward. And trust me, it's not easy, you could spend years
trying to find a way to forgive yourself. It took me over 500
years to forgive myself of that incident because I lost the only
guiding hand I had who could help me overcome it. But if you can
forgive yourself, it will make you stronger as a person, and I
believe that by rejecting to repeat the evil we do in the past,
that is repentance in it's truest sense. We won't find
forgiveness unless we forgive ourselves first. But if you need
the help, know you'll have friends like me here to help you. I
know firsthand how hard it is.
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