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       The Hope of the People...? (Asgore Arc Aftermath Vignette)
       By: guest105 Date: January 1, 2018, 2:13 am
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       [sub]In Character Date & Time: 13th November UUY 1,
       approximately 10-11 PM
       Set after Part II - Fighting For Freedom
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       The sound of his own footsteps padding softly along the castle
       corridors echoed in Asgore’s ears as he slowly passed through
       them, at present having no particular destination in mind. It
       was late and much of the staff were already gone or abed, even
       after everything that had happened with the crisis in Hotland.
       Even his son -- brought back somehow from the purgatory that had
       been his flowered form -- was tucked in for the night, though a
       guard stood watch over that once familiar room should the young
       lad require anything.
       Or, in truth, in case some part of that darker self still
       remained.
       Despite that possibility, the monarch had great faith in his
       son’s ability to do the right thing, particularly given his
       actions toward protecting Undyne against the giant robot that
       had tried to end everyone who’d had the misfortune of being
       present when all hell broke loose. If anything, it was himself
       in which Asgore had little faith at present. The actions which
       had been brought to light had resurfaced some rather unpleasant
       memories for the monster, ones that he was hardly proud of, but
       were the harsh reality of his war upon humanity. People had died
       at his hands for no other reason than their species and his plan
       to break the Barrier with those seven souls once he had them.
       But even now, that plan was cast into doubt. Various monsters
       had called him out on the notion that perhaps this plan to use
       the power of seven human souls might not even actually break the
       Barrier as had been foretold centuries ago. The very idea that
       all his sacrifice, all the blood on his hands might be for
       naught troubled the ruler immensely; he had pushed the idea
       aside at the time during the crisis, but now, in its aftermath,
       it was one that he was forced to revisit again as all the
       happenings weighed heavy on his heart.
       Feet found their way to his study, the darkness of the room
       comforting as only a dim light came through the large double
       doors that led out to the balcony. Shutting the study door, the
       caprine monster made his way across the room to those double
       doors, pulling them open before stepping out onto the high
       balcony beyond. He could see portions of the garden below, hear
       the soft sounds of insects singing among the foliage of the cool
       night, the gemstones above glistening with the magic inlaid
       within ages ago. Further beyond he could see the Capital, a city
       that felt like it never slept as even at this late hour lights
       could still be seen glowing like beacons in the distance.
       Asgore briefly wondered what it had looked like when the Core
       was powered off. Had it plunged everything into darkness, save
       for the soft nightlights in the arching caverns above? He hoped
       there hadn’t been panic, though he knew that the Captain had
       taken steps to try and keep the citizens safe during those
       events. But now, things looked… normal. It was almost jarring
       just how normal everything looked in the aftermath, despite the
       quakes and blackouts that had rippled through the Underground.
       He found himself wondering if any of that reached the surface
       world above, impacted the humans who lived there as well.
       “[font=courier]Their families should not have to suffer as ours
       have, we can be free without taking other's freedom.[/font]”
       Shoulders sagged with a heavy sigh as the King leaned against
       the railing. It sent a mild ache through his shoulder and chest
       where the bullets had torn through and been healed by the Azar
       heir, but he paid it little mind. In truth, the ache of his soul
       was much worse than those mild pangs as he ruminated on
       everything the night had brought to the forefront of his mind.
       So many people had stood against him when they found out the
       truth of the plan he’d been slowly enacting over centuries since
       Asriel’s apparent death. His wife had abandoned him instead of
       offering an alternative. His people had needed hope, and
       humanity had thrown them away like the garbage they still sent
       down from the surface into Waterfall.
       Why shouldn’t they suffer as ours have? How can we be free
       without taking other’s freedom when they must become necessarily
       as trapped as us to help us?
       Pale eyelids slid over troubled grey irises as the noble blooded
       monster ruminated. He knew the answer to the question even as he
       asked it. There was not now a human left alive that was
       responsible for sealing his people in this subterranean world to
       be held accountable for those grievances. The humans on the
       surface world knew nothing of them, except perhaps as broken
       fairy tales and legends. They were mere stories, likely
       boogeymen used to scare errant children. It would be wrong to
       judge them for actions others had performed so very long ago. It
       was wrong to take those innocent lives for his own purposes,
       noble-intended though they were, when in truth he could have at
       the very least let them live their lives out in peace and then
       collect their souls upon a natural death.
       It wasn’t as if he was going to die of old age anytime soon. He
       could have afforded to wait.
       Perhaps it would have prevented the events of today from
       occurring at all had I been so patient. Prevented Undyne’s
       sacrifices… Asgore’s features crumpled into anguish at the
       memory of her lost arm. He knew she accepted such sacrifices as
       part of her duties, and her loyalty was admirable, but he found
       himself feeling decidedly unworthy of it when it was his actions
       that caused her to have to make such a sacrifice in the first
       place. If I hadn’t murdered Peter, she wouldn’t have been forced
       to take action against June and at the very least Austin
       wouldn’t have felt the need to attack us had her death been
       natural…
       He lifted a hand to cradle his face in with a deep groan,
       curling through his golden hair and coming to brush against the
       crown still adorning his head. It prompted him to pull it down
       and look at it. Such a simple piece of wrought metal that held
       such significance. His reflection looked back at him in the
       polished gold, tired and weary. How can the souls be used while
       alive, though? Humans apparently have no magic of their own, and
       even they cannot pass through the Barrier without someone else’s
       soul. A heavy sigh fogged the metal as he felt the flames
       licking up inside again. What kind of progress had Gaster and
       Sans made with their project before his death? His gaze turned
       toward the horizon again. We’re stuck here, impotently waiting
       for something to happen so we can go free, and now we’re down a
       soul.
       In frustration his fingers clenched around the simple coronet
       before he cast it aside with a loud clatter. There was no way
       that he could tell his people about that lost soul. They had
       been so close to the seven souls they needed to break the
       Barrier, and now they needed two.
       If the need for seven was really truth at all.
       Another sigh, this time with more of his heat behind it. They’d
       been operating off the notion for so long that it had become
       gospel for monsterkind. Now, he wasn’t so sure, and the fact
       that he may have taken those innocent lives for nothing made his
       soul feel far heavier than Papyrus’ blue magic had even come
       close to tonight.
       That thought prompted him to draw his own soul out, looking at
       the amethyst surface. It bore a number of hairline cracks along
       it, though these he knew had little to do with the injuries he
       had sustained tonight. No, he could trace every single one back
       to the deaths he had caused to those innocents. True, some
       humans -- like the one who took the life of Sans and Papyrus’
       mother -- were harmful, hardly innocent; but there were
       certainly others like Peter and June who were victims of
       circumstances and became trapped down here just like all of
       monsterkind through no fault of their own, and certainly no harm
       brought to his people.
       Was letting June go the right decision? Everyone else seemed to
       think so. That was the will of the people tonight. But could
       their judgement be trusted? They certainly didn’t have the
       weight of centuries of life backing them when making those
       decisions, but then again Toriel had felt that was the right
       course also.
       He sighed. It seemed there wasn’t really a good answer to be had
       no matter where he looked.
       Asgore drew his soul back inside, not wishing to look upon that
       sight any further. It certainly wouldn’t give him any answers it
       seemed. The caprine yearned to talk to someone, share this
       burden, get some external insight, but there was no one. Gerson
       certainly wouldn’t have the patience for his nonsense, Undyne
       deserved her rest and a strong leader to look up to, Toriel had
       already given plenty of her thoughts tonight whether he welcomed
       them or not…
       We’ll just have to capture any humans who fall down and then
       decide how to handle them from there… We can’t afford a mass
       panic from a sudden change of plans. At least, not a public
       change of plans. The Guard clearly needs some adjustments and
       redressing… I’ll have to talk to Undyne about that very soon. We
       can’t afford another security breach like tonight, and if the
       Guard can’t even handle that I certainly don’t think they could
       handle keeping the peace for the whole of the Underground if
       word of this got out to the public…
       His blood ran cold at the fact that Mettaton had been there,
       half wondering if the celebrity had further snooped on them, but
       also knowing that there had been a lot of people at that party
       and who had volunteered, and in truth he wasn’t sure if all of
       them could be trusted to keep their mouths shut. Fingers tugged
       at his beard anxiously, the monarch moving to pace a slow but
       certainly agitated circuit back and forth across the overhanging
       patio. They would have to say that the soul had been recovered
       in some kind of public statement, because Undyne surely hadn’t
       been very quiet in her anger upon learning it was missing.
       Probably make up something about the thief being caught and
       suitably punished. Well, it’s not entirely made up. We did catch
       and punish the thief, so to speak… Eyes closed as he paused.
       I’ll have to reach out to everyone who saw what happened and
       impress the importance of keeping those events private…
       Asgore exhaled heavily, moving to sit in a nearby bench with a
       deep groan. That was really something that should have been done
       before anyone went home. As it was, the rumor mill was probably
       already churning, and he’d simply have to work to do damage
       control in some capacity.
       Will the people still listen to me?
       Fingers combed through his hair again, tugging it back in a half
       nervous, half agitated gesture. He’d been so sure he had the
       backing of his people, and yet now, those who had seen what kind
       of reality they were facing in backing his plan, they mostly
       stood against him, or at the very least were silent with any
       support they might have given.
       Can I even expect Undyne’s loyalty after all that transpired
       tonight?
       That thought troubled him perhaps most of all. He certainly
       didn’t feel he deserved it at present, not after his actions had
       caused her such grievous injuries. He knew she was tough --
       always had been -- but he couldn’t help but see the young
       monster that had tried to beat him all those years ago everytime
       he looked at her. He was so proud of her, and he felt like he
       had failed her in some fundamental way given how everything had
       gone down tonight and his failure to step up to the plate until
       so many others had already made sacrifices on behalf of
       monsterkind.
       Elbows on knees, he buried his face in his palms with a
       frustrated groan. He truly felt out of his elemental trying to
       figure out everything on his own like this. Asgore knew he
       always made better decisions with outside information, and the
       confidence of the people had long helped him stay on this
       difficult path in the war on humanity, long after the fires of
       his anger had died down and left him only with an endless grief
       that no human’s death had ever given him solace from. June had
       admonished him to be real again, to be the monster Undyne
       believed in; that he didn’t have to stay in the same place as
       he’d been in when he’d taken those two lives.
       In truth, he never wanted to sink that low again. He wanted to
       be the monster that Undyne believed in and admired. A beacon of
       hope for his people. That was all he’d ever wanted. He hated
       fighting. The war that had sealed them all away had left him
       with little taste for it anymore, and yet in his anger and grief
       he’d opted for such a foolish path again.
       Have I become the pure evil that June claimed I was? The same
       one others seem to fear my son still being? He took a funny
       sounding breath. Is it my fault that Asriel became such a
       monster when he was stuck without a soul in limbo as that
       flower?
       Asgore paused on that thought and reflected backwards, realizing
       that if the child had been watching from the shadows this whole
       time, seeing him being so ready to take the lives of even
       innocent children -- just because they were human -- couldn’t
       have been setting a very good example to follow. It was quite
       possible those actions had -- directly or indirectly -- shaped
       the boy into something he most certainly was not in life: a
       murderer.
       That thought prompted a shudder down his spine. Asriel certainly
       didn’t seem like that to him right now -- he’d helped save
       Undyne’s life, after all -- but could simply having a soul be
       enough to guide him from that path? That wasn’t so clear cut.
       Asgore knew he wanted to set the better example for his child
       now that he had been gifted that precious life once more, for
       however long he was blessed to have it. They would need to see
       Alphys sooner rather than later to figure out anything they
       could on that front, that was for certain.
       So what does setting the better example look like?
       The King paused to ruminate on that for a bit. Not murdering any
       other humans was probably a good start, he figured rather
       sardonically. It was obvious that they couldn’t just immediately
       withdraw from that public war on humanity, however. They would
       need to come up with a viable alternative to present to the
       people and give them hope instead. Something tangible. He’d have
       to talk to Alphys about what kind of progress she’d made toward
       the Barrier and the needed power to break it or otherwise free
       them, but he was also starting to wonder if putting all his
       investment on an alternative in one person was misguided.
       Papyrus had insisted rather strongly that Gaster and Sans had
       been close to some kind of breakthrough in their own research,
       but after his prior interaction with the short skeleton and the
       death of the first royal scientist, the monarch wasn’t so sure
       that Sans would be willing to resume work on the project.
       Well, can’t know unless we try, right? Maybe for his brother or
       even monsterkind he’d be willing to give it a go, and if not, at
       least I made an effort and can absolve my conscious of such
       burdens. A sigh. I do still owe him an apology, so perhaps I
       could take care of both at once.
       The caprine stroked his golden beard as he tried to figure out
       what else he could do. They’d have to address any rumors that
       cropped up if they were pervasive enough and get a proper public
       statement out, likely come Monday morning. It’d give him time to
       consult with his advisors and figure out the best way to allay
       any fears tonight’s more noticeable events had caused. They
       needed to get the Guard back into proper fighting form again,
       that was certain, and adjust the orders regarding humans to
       merely be for their capture somehow, but in such a way that it
       didn’t raise suspicions. He’d have to talk to Undyne about that
       and figure out what the best way to accomplish that might be.
       Well, assuming she still trusts me enough to even carry such a
       plan out… After everyone was lashing out at me, I can’t be
       certain she’ll even want to continue working for me.
       It was a depressing thought and he hoped he was very wrong about
       it.
       A heavy sigh fell from his lips as he slumped in the bench he
       was in, staring up at the ceiling stars with their soft glow as
       an errant breeze wafted by and rustled through his hair and fur.
       It almost felt like the earth was sighing with him, but he knew
       that was silly and improbable. Certainly a little too self
       indulgent for how small he felt right now. His crownless brow
       felt rather appropriate, but he knew that he should at least try
       to make amends before giving up entirely. There had to be
       something he could do to set things right again and prevent
       further tragedies related to those looking up to him for his
       care and guidance.
       It certainly wouldn’t set a good example to Asriel if he just
       gave up immediately either.
       Drawing in a deep breath -- a mild twinge reminded him that
       wasn’t an entirely good idea -- Asgore sighed it out again
       slowly, but more meditatively as he tried to bring his thoughts
       back to center from all the dark paths they’d run away to. There
       was a lot that was still very muddy about how to proceed, but he
       knew that he wanted to try and be a better person, for his son
       and his people. He needed to talk to Undyne and various other
       advisors to figure out the best way forward without inciting
       public unrest. That would have to wait until tomorrow at the
       earliest, and he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to pester Undyne
       unduly given that she probably needed rest after her injuries.
       He chuckled. She’d kick my butt for even insinuating such a
       thing though.
       That thought cheered him slightly, and he did want to at least
       check up on her somehow tomorrow, even if via text. He’d wait
       until a decent hour of the day for that, however, he decided, as
       it was definitely getting late and he was starting to feel the
       day’s events catching up to him rather strongly.
       With another softer sigh that was almost a yawn, Asgore pushed
       himself out of the chair, going in search of the crown he’d
       chucked away in his frustration. He found it with a bit of
       fire-aided light and looked at his reflection in the scuff his
       tossing had produced across its face. It seemed somehow
       appropriate, so he didn’t bother trying to buff it out before
       setting the coronet back on his scalp. It felt unusually heavy
       for a change, but he knew it was more important than ever to
       keep up appearances, so he wore it anyway.
       He had persisted through centuries of hardship. This was just a
       bump in the road and he could do the same through it, whatever
       that ended up looking like, Asgore decided as he closed the
       balcony doors and made his way out of the study. The monarch
       certainly didn’t have all the answers, but as he padded down the
       hallway along the familiar path to his bedchambers he reflected
       that nobody else would either. It was all simply a guess based
       on best evidence at the time. The results were always at least a
       little uncertain, but with some input from people he trusted,
       the caprine noble was certain that they could find the best way
       forward from here together.
       It was just a matter of perseverance.
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