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       Haunted by the Past - Chapter 31 - No Way To Go
       By: RampageSports Date: April 11, 2016, 8:57 pm
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       Author's Note: The Spenser, Hawk, Susan Silverman, Vinnie Morris
       and Ives characters belong to mystery novelist Robert B. Parker.
       Mr. Parker is one of my favorite authors, and his work is a
       major influence on the the way I write.  Whether I even come
       close to mimicking his style is open to considerable debate, but
       I have chosen to use his characters in this story as something
       of an homage.  My goal is to handle them as lightly as possible
       and to maintain them as Mr. Parker created them.  Any failure on
       that front is completely my own.
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       Haunted by the Past - Chapter 31 - No Way To Go
       Steph and Emma saw me coming and stood as I shuffled into the
       room, pushing my little IV pole in front of me.  I looked past
       them, and got my first look at Danni.
       She looked exhausted and pale, but her eyes sprang to life when
       she saw me, and a little smile played at the corners of her
       mouth.  For someone who had resembled a popsicle the last time
       I'd seen her, she looked pretty terrific.
       Steph paused and squared in front of me, seemingly holding on
       the right moment for whatever she planned to say.  I waited —
       splendorously attired in my flimsy hospital gown and damn near
       useless little slipper booties — for the expected remark.
       "Let's just have it, Steph," I said.
       Her expression tightened into exaggerated disappointment.
       "It's no fun," she said.  "You make it too easy."
       I laughed, and we embraced for a moment.  Then, I pulled Emma
       into it, too.
       "Who's running the show, anyway?" I asked.
       "Officially, it's Emily, but I think it's more of a team
       effort," Steph said.
       "Brit, Leesh, Aly and Ash have been stepping up," Emma said,
       "but it's really been everybody."
       There was a crack to be made about Britney and Elisha being in
       charge of anything, but I was too proud of my little
       organization to ruin the moment.
       Steph and Emma went into the hall, leaving Danni and I to our
       private reunion.  I couldn't help but smile as I watched them
       go.
       "We have a good team," Danni said.
       "We have a great team," I responded.
       I turned and took a conspicuous moment to observe my stable
       leader.
       "You," I said as I sidled up beside the bed, "look like sh*t."
       "Hey, I had a rough day," she protested.  "Some crazy redhead
       pushed me into a frozen river."
       I thought that summed up the situation pretty accurately.
       "How do you feel?" I asked.
       "Tired," she said, "but not too bad, considering.  You?"
       "Alright, I guess.  Better, now that I know everyone's okay."
       "You heard about Meghan?"
       I nodded.
       "Did you see her?  Up on the bridge?" I asked.  "She looked like
       a god damn superhero."
       She shook her head.
       "I don't even remember how I got out of the water."
       The statement hit me so hard, I actually flinched.  I tried not
       to let my face betray my emotions, but Danni read my mind
       anyway.
       "This was not your fault," she said.
       "Can we not talk about it?"
       "No," she said, "because I know what you're thinking."
       Despite my effort to put on a brave face, I was an emotional
       wreck.  Between Meghan and Danni, I really couldn't take it.
       Knowing they were safe and relatively healthy was wonderful.
       Knowing how they'd gotten here was killing me.
       So, at that moment, I was flat out incapable of having this
       conversation.  I grabbed Danni's hand and gave a firm squeeze,
       trying to somehow make her able to see what I was feeling.
       "I'm begging you," I said.  "Can't we just spend a few minutes
       being happy to see each other?"
       The implication hung in the air... that there was a time when I
       thought this moment would never happen.  My saying it out loud
       seemed to catch her off guard, and she swallowed the dismissive
       reply she'd been preparing.
       She eyed me carefully, struggling with the impulse to continue
       to push her point but wondering if it was safe to do so.  She
       quickly decided it wasn't and tried to change direction.
       "Nice outfit," she said.
       "Thanks," I smiled.  "You look pretty good, too."
       "Aww, this old thing?"
       I laughed as I dragged a chair up next to the bed.  Then, I
       folded my hands on the mattress beside her, laid my head on top
       of them, and just looked at her.  I watched her smile.  I
       watched her eyes.  Then, I watched a little sadness cloud those
       eyes, and I quickly realized the reason for that sadness was me.
       Without knowing it, I had begun to cry.  Not open weeping or
       dramatic sobbing.  Just a soundless tear, followed a short time
       later by another, and then another still.
       Danni touched her hand to the top of my head.
       "You really didn't know how this one was going to turn out, did
       you?"
       "It's worse than that," I said, wiping my face with my hand.  "I
       was sure I did know how it was going to turn out.  When I gave
       it up on the dock, I was sure we were all going to die."
       "But, we didn't."
       "No," I said softly.  "We didn't."
       "So, we get another shot at this."
       "More like Powers gets to take another shot at us."
       We both took a moment to grapple with the idea of going through
       this again.
       "What other choice do we have?" she asked.
       "None," I lied.  "None at all."
       I stayed with her for most of the day.  Occasionally, we'd get
       an update on Meghan.  Nothing we heard was cause for wild
       celebration, but all of the news was positive.
       As it got later and later, it became evident Trish was going to
       keep us overnight, if only to be sure we'd stay out of trouble
       for a little while.  She claimed it was for 'observation,' but,
       since we were taken off the IV and had our monitoring devices
       removed, I don't know how the hell anyone was going to observe
       much of anything.
       We had to go home eventually, though, and we weren't going to do
       so in our hospital gowns.  So, in preparation, Hawk and Emma
       went back to Danni's to get us some clothes, and to take care of
       the dogs.
       Actually, the delineation of duties was quite clear.  Gathering
       the clothing was Emma's job.  Not letting Winzig eat Emma was
       Hawk's job.
       We were finally able to see Meghan for ourselves early in the
       evening.  She was tired and sore from her ordeal, but we got the
       chance to thank her for saving our lives and to cry a little bit
       together.
       I was getting really good at the crying thing.
       All the while, I kept telling myself that I couldn't put my
       friends through this, again.  This thing had to end, and it had
       to end without anyone else getting hurt.
       I made up my mind about what I needed to do, and late that
       night, after they dimmed the lights, I made my move.
       I dressed quickly, then peeked down the hall.  To my right was
       the main waiting area.  I could see a few cops scattered about,
       and I could hear Spenser and Pat's voices in the mix.  Since
       Hawk rarely spoke, it was impossible to know if he was there or
       not.
       The elevators I needed to get to were past the waiting area,
       down a short hallway that went left.  That made getting out of
       here without being noticed seem impossible, but I knew better.
       To my left, was a corner of the hospital.  Windows looked out
       from both angles, and there were a few soft benches where you
       could sit and look out at the world.  The area was dark now,
       since the patients were theoretically asleep.
       Around the corner, there was a short hallway that connected with
       a long service corridor of janitorial closets and supply rooms.
       That corridor would also lead me to the elevator bank, albeit
       without the precarious trip through the crowded waiting area.
       When I was sure no one was looking, I went left, toward the
       windows.
       "Going somewhere?" a voice asked as I rounded the corner and
       prepared to disappear.
       There, in the shadows beneath the windows, was Danni.  She was
       fully dressed, and had obviously been waiting there for some
       time.
       "How did you know?" I asked.
       "Because I knew you wouldn't let it drop.  You think this is
       your fault, so you would have to do something.  So, I tried to
       imagine the most outrageously stupid thing you could do, and
       here we are."
       "I still don't want to talk about what happened," I said.
       "That's fine," she said.  "We'll have a different conversation.
       Like, where the f*ck do you think you're going?"
       I didn't say anything.
       "You're going to find Powers," she answered for me.
       "I don't have to find him," I said.  "I know exactly where he
       is."
       "Right," she said.  "So, why not just go get him, all by
       yourself?  That's your plan, right?"
       "Look, Danni... I can't let you come with me.  It's..."
       "Oh, I'm not going with you," she said, "because you're not
       going anywhere."
       "Excuse me?"
       "What the f*ck is wrong with you, anyway?" she continued.  "We
       have cops, detectives... whatever the hell Hawk is... all these
       people trying to protect us, and we still almost got killed
       today.  So, your solution is to try and handle it alone.  That's
       brilliant."
       Though our tempers were flaring, we kept our voices low as we
       went back and forth in the empty hallway.
       "I can't keep playing by these rules," I protested.
       "This has nothing to do with rules.  It's common sense."
       "Look, I can't take this anymore!"
       "So, you quit."
       "No, I..."
       "Yes," she countered.  "Meghan is hurt.  We almost got killed.
       You think it's all your fault, so you're going to handle it.
       Even though you have no chance at succeeding."
       "I don't think that's true."
       "Sure, it is," she said, "but you don't need to worry about
       that.  Because, if you end up dead, the problem's still solved,
       right?"
       "That's not..."
       "Please," she said, "don't lie to me."
       She was right, of course, and I'm sure she saw it in my eyes.
       "What am I supposed to do?" I asked.  "Wait till someone does
       get killed?  Is that when I say enough is enough?"
       "And if you're dead, what does that accomplish?" she asked.
       "Then, all of this was for nothing."
       I felt defeated, yet determined.  What she was saying was true.
       This was most likely a suicide mission, and that really wasn't
       an idea that thrilled me.  But, the alternative was
       unacceptable.  No one else was going to get hurt because of me.
       Not again.
       "I have to do this," I said resignedly.
       Danni shook her head.
       "I'm not going to let you," she said firmly.
       "What are you gonna do?" I asked.  "Are we going to fight it out
       right here in the hospital?"
       "That's up to you," she said steadily, "but I'm not going to let
       you leave."
       I shook my head angrily and tried to stride past her.  She put
       her hand on my chest to stop me.
       "Take your hand off of me," I said coldly.
       "You're not leaving," she said, pronouncing each word sharply
       and distinctly.
       I reached for her wrist, but she caught me with her other hand,
       fluidly turned me over her hip and tossed me to the waxed tile
       floor.
       I rolled right to my feet and sprinted at her, shooting in
       before she was ready and slamming my shoulder into her
       midsection.  She folded in half as I knocked her off her feet,
       and I came up in the mount position.  I slammed two fists into
       her face before she got her hands up, but she got hold of my
       wrist on the next strike and pulled me across her body.  She got
       her arm around my throat and started to squeeze, but I was too
       firmly planted for her to change my angle the way she wanted.
       With both hands latched on my head, she had no way to defend
       herself as I started to pound away with my right hand.
       Realizing she wouldn't be able to take the punishment long
       enough to finish me, she started to work her way out from
       underneath.  Quick, jerky motions allowed her to improve her
       position gradually, and she eventually got her knees up into my
       chest.  Another twitch of her body, and the soles of her feet
       were flat against me.  She kicked me off, and I skidded into a
       collection of spare bedside tables that were lined up along the
       wall.  The tables slammed together, and a number of them fell
       over with a thunderous crash.
       Not much chance that went unnoticed.
       I sprang to my feet — my guard up in front of me.  Danni was
       already standing and set in her stance.
       She should have pressed her opportunity, but she chose to wait
       on me.  I noticed a red mark beneath her right eye as I studied
       the grim determination on her face.  I also noticed the sadness
       sitting just below the surface.
       I looked at my own fists... up and ready to hurt her some more.
       To hurt my friend... whose only crime was trying to keep me
       alive.
       What the hell am I doing?
       I swallowed hard and let my hands drop.  Then I fell to my
       knees.
       "Danni," I said, sounding as if I was shocked to find her there
       when I came out of my rage.
       She dropped out of ass-kicking mode, and came over and knelt
       down beside me.
       "I can't..." I mumbled.
       She put her arms around me.
       "I know," she said.
       "I don't what to do," I said.
       "Not this," she said.  "You can't give up."
       "Maybe you can let us help," I heard Spenser say.
       We both looked to where he stood at the end of the coriddor,
       with Hawk and Pat beside him.
       "I can't keep waiting for him to come for us," I said.  "I can't
       let this happen, again."
       "Then let's go get him," he said.
       I stared blankly at him, partly wondering if I'd heard him
       right, and partly wondering if he was messing with me.
       "Powers made his play," he said.  "Now, it's our turn."
       I studied the group some more, and my Sesame Street past came
       flooding back to me.
       One of these things is not like the others...
       "You're on board with this?" I asked Pat.
       "Officially?" he said.  "No way.  Officially, I'm not even
       standing here."
       There was an emotion on his face I didn't often see from him.  A
       subdued anguish that was just enough to knock him off from his
       usual steady and controlled self.
       "There's an officer... my officer... lying in a hospital bed
       because someone tried to kill her.  Someone has to answer for
       that, and finding the shooter isn't going to cut it.  I want
       Powers."
       "You have an entire police force," I said.  "Why not go get
       him?"
       "First of all, there's no evidence," he said.  "Second... I'm
       not sure I can control this.  If the others know who did this,
       there's going to be a lynching.  I don't mind that so much, but
       I think a lot of good cops are going to cross a line that cannot
       be uncrossed."
       "And this is better?"
       "As you said, you're friends can do things I can't.  This is a
       situation that calls for that."
       "What if there's still no evidence?"
       "That can be handled."
       Speaking of crossing lines.
       "Don't look at me that way," he said.  "A cop has been shot.
       The rules have changed."
       Even from ten feet away, I could see his eyes were wet, and I
       knew that meant his decision had already been made.
       Unequivocally.
       "I'm going with them," I said.
       Pat's eyes rolled automatically.
       "I know," he sighed.
       "And I'm going with you," Danni said.
       Cue one eye roll for me.
       "I know," I sighed.
       She bumped me lightly with her elbow. I smiled without looking
       at her and returned the favor.
       With the minor skirmish behind us, Richelle and Danni were
       together again... and we were ready to put an end to this sh*t,
       once and for all.
       "When do we go?" I asked Spenser.
       "First thing in the morning."
       I stood and extended my hand to help Danni to her feet.  We
       picked up the scattered tables, then headed back to our rooms.
       "You know, you really are an idiot," she said as we walked.
       "Care to cite some specific evidence, or was that just a blanket
       statement?"
       "Where were you going?" she asked.  "You have no car."
       I stopped mid-stride as my eyebrow went up involuntarily.
       "Huh," I said.  "Why didn't you mention that sooner?"
       "Needed some exercise," she said with a shrug.
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       Character Reference
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       Name: Richelle Winterfeld
       Nickname(s):
       Background: Owner of the RSI stable, former underground fighter
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/9av3z511b/Danni_100x120.jpg
       Name: Danneel Harris
       Nickname(s): Danni
       Background: RSI stable leader, reigning DEF welterweight
       champion
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/dsafuiy67/Stephanie_100x120.jpg
       Name: Stephanie McMahon
       Nickname(s): Steph
       Background: RSI's fighter development coordinator, former SCQ
       super heavyweight champion
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/cj46pxcov/Emma00x120.jpg
       Name: Emma Watson
       Nickname(s): Dr. Watson
       Background: Reigning FAC featherweight champion, training
       partner and romantic partner of Tiffany Mulheron
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/j5quj3udb/Emily_100x120.jpg
       Name: Emily VanCamp
       Nickname(s): Em
       Background: Reigning ESL lightweight champion
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       Name: Britney Spears
       Nickname(s): Brit, Queen B
       Background: Team leader of Britney's Brutal Beauties, DEF
       middleweight contender, training partner and close friend of
       Elisha Cuthbert
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/q3qdbb33z/Elisha_100x120.jpg
       Name: Elisha Cuthbert
       Nickname(s): Leesh
       Background: Team leader of Leesh's Lethal Ladies, DEF
       middleweight contender, training partner and close friend of
       Britney Spears
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       Name: Ashley Tisdale
       Nickname(s): Ash, Tiz, Blondie Girl, Sharpay
       Background: ESL bantamweight contender
  HTML http://s19.postimg.org/s96w0l2f3/Aly_100x120.jpg
       Name: Alyson Michalka
       Nickname(s): Aly, Hellcat
       Background: Team leader of The Aly Cats, FAC light heavyweight
       contender
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       Name: Dr. Patricia Leone
       Nickname(s): Trish
       Background: Head of the RSI medical staff
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       Name: Patrick O'Rourke
       Nickname(s):
       Background: Major with the New Jersey State Police, family
       friend of Richelle's
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       Name: Meghan Taylor
       Nickname(s):
       Background: New Jersey State Police Detective, works for Major
       O'Rourke
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       Name: Gavin Brown
       Nickname(s):
       Background: New Jersey State Police Trooper, works for Major
       O'Rourke
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       Name: Vince Jordan
       Nickname(s):
       Background: New Jersey State Police Trooper, works for Major
       O'Rourke
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       Name: Tramp
       Nickname(s):
       Background: Richelle's dog
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       Name: Winzig
       Nickname(s):
       Background: Danni's dog
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