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       I messed up
   DIR By: Admin
       Date: June 11, 2013, 11:26 pm
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       So today i got to see my best friend for the first time in over
       a year. Just for reference, I'm a guy and shes a girl(is that
       redundant, idk). Anyway i met up with her and i was so excited.
       We talk almost everyday, but its not the same is seeing and
       being with one another. It was fun and enjoyed seeing her but i
       noticed something stupid after i had left.
       I almost never stopped talking. I was so nervous cause shes one
       of the only people who actually matter a lot to me. I had to
       contain myself and not jump around and freak out about being so
       glad to see her cause she was calm and she also said she was
       tired so i didn't want to seem like a over attached weirdo.
       So like a nervous reaction i just wouldn't shut my fucking
       mouth. I never kept her from speaking or interrupted what she
       said, but i was just never quiet. I realized after that she
       didn't care about the random stuff i was saying, but whats worse
       is that i didn't even care about what i was saying.
       If i had it my way, we would've just sat on the beach and look
       at the stars and talked a little here and there. I thought about
       saying that i was nervous and didn't know how to act but then it
       would seem weird that i was so anxious around someone who's just
       a friend.
       I walked her home, and the whole time i must have seemed like
       some adhd dumb ass and now I'm feeling sick about how stupid i
       was being. She knows me so well that i wasn't sure how to act,
       because i tend to act differently with different people but she
       knows all my moods and attitudes so i was just kind of stuck in
       between all of them.
       A little bit after i left her at her house, i texted her saying
       sorry about being such a dork and i said that it was cause i was
       tired too but she hasn't texted me back. I'm hoping its cause
       she went to bed when she got home ( she really was that tired, i
       saw it in her eyes) but im scared that maybe i just made a fool
       of myself in front of the only person I've ever tried to
       impress.
       I guess i just need some advice on how to go from here, or what
       you think might be going on. thanks.
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