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Proposal
By: jennyhicks33 Date: September 14, 2021, 6:39 pm
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Dearest Ukhti,
I wish to relate a wonderful episode I experienced recently with
a young man who contacted me through this forum. I hope you are
interested to hear about him, and why, unfortunately, I was
unable to commit to a life with him.
Last week I was emailed by a young Egyptian, and he was almost
everything a lady like me could wish for. Intelligent, strong,
handsome and very direct and dominant, he stated that he found
me through this forum, used my linked email, and headed in hot
pursuit of my heart. He almost succeeded. He said he found me
extremely feminine, beautifully so, and he did not find our age
difference to be an issue. I am 54, he a mere 21. But what a
mature 21. He said the Prophet (PBUH) married an older lady, and
I should be no different. He determined, yes, that is the
correct word, that I was to become his responsibility and
husband, and that I should submit to his love and care for the
rest of my life. He was so in control, and I loved it.
As you can imagine, to be pursued and taken by a strong Arab
man, virile and handsome, as he clearly is, this is a trans
Muslimah dream. Better still, I was to be part of his polygamous
family, which would eventually consist of two cis Muslimah
ladies, myself, and eventually a fourth (probably a
transmuslimah). We would be subordinate to the cis women, which
I was fine with. I was very very happy to correspond with my
beau, although a little worried about where this could lead.
Even more complex, as he agreed, was when I imparted that I am
in no position to drop everything, much as I wish to in my
wildest dreams, as I am married and have 3 young children.
Nevertheless, my 'husband to be' would not hear of this. He
demanded that I obey him, and treated me very kindly,
encouraging my further transition and imparting the words of
wisdom expected of a man taking charge of his new Muslimah
fiance. He determined that I should do everything he asked me,
and said at some point in the not too distant future we would be
together, and, whilst there was no question of my dropping
everything, neither me nor he, it was stated categorically, that
I was being trained and guided for an eventual Nikah, in which I
would be his veiled bride, totally under his control - in my
sexual as well as spiritual well being.
Ladies, I am saddened that I was unable to take this liaison
further than the beautiful weekend we had together. Though he
was in the Middle East and I in Western Europe, and we
corresponded on hangouts and shared anonymous videos and photos,
I have no doubt of the seriousness of his intentions and
commitment. However, my circumstances do not allow me at
present, nor will they for at least another ten years, to fully
transition into the butterfly within me. That does not mean that
I am not serious in my intentions. But I have commitments which
must be carried out. This life will eventually transform into
the new Muslimah lifestyle, but until I am free and have
fulfilled my obligations, particularly to my children, but also
my wife, friend and soul mate, I cannot desert my family and be
the wife to a strong Muslim man, no matter how virile strong and
handsome.
It is with regret that I have to say 'Good Bye' to my paramour,
so earnest and direct, as well as comforting and life affirming.
No matter how grateful I am for his attentions and reassurances,
as well as his guidance, which I will adhere to, he is too young
and I am not ready. So, if you are reading, 'Good Bye, My
Darling. Cast your net once more.'
Love.
Halima.
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Re: Proposal
By: Neednewname Date: September 22, 2021, 5:33 pm
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Awh sorry to hear that.
Hope someone will contact me though.
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Re: Proposal
By: cumslut arun Date: January 16, 2024, 1:32 am
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its ok ukhti. wish i was as lucky as you
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Re: Proposal
By: sylvieobject Date: February 2, 2024, 1:25 am
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how to post of board???
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Re: Proposal
By: jennyhicks33 Date: January 1, 2025, 10:29 pm
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Dearest Ukhti,
Just an addendum to my post about my liaison.
Things have developed a lot in the years since I posted the
story. I have just divorced my husband of over a year. Online
nikah mutah has been a dream come true from me and my husband
,even if we are unable to continue until death us do part.
Ismail, my Turkish stallion kept e.very very happy for over a
year and we loved and lived as parted lovers do - not
disappointing in today's world of high tech communications.
Love, life and sex were daily topics and I really was,
genuinely, his wife for that time.
We have released one another now, purely due to his need for
physical sex. Nevertheless, one day it is likely me and Ismail
will marry in a nikah, probably a progressive mosque. I love him
as a mare loves her stallion, a metaphor we often used together.
Although I am very cautious about facial, with Ismail we trusted
so intimately and he accepted me as his wife, make up or not.
Despite our divorce - which rightly is the right of the
gentleman, we still occasionally chat and look forward to the
future. I hope to live as a Turkish woman, veiled, modest,
obedient, patriotic and loyal to.my husband.
In the end, and from now on, we converse only in Turkish - which
I use a translator with voice audio.
Life is good Sisters. No matter what you may feel, persevere and
Allah (swt) will provide.
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