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When Soulmates are spheres apart....
By: Victoria7 Date: May 2, 2014, 7:43 am
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16 Jan 1917
Nero: Tells of his experience in the hells and his soulmate's
help.
I am here, the spirit of one who lived on earth the life of a
wicked man, and a persecutor of the Christians, and a blasphemer
of God and everything that was pure and holy; and when I had
lived the life to its end and shuffled off the mortal coil and
became a spirit, I also became a dweller in the lowest hells
where all is darkness and torment, and the abode of devils and
everything that tends to make the spirit unhappy and at variance
with the loving God.
I introduce myself in this way in order to demonstrate to you
the wonderful power of the Divine Love, for now I am an
inhabitant of the Celestial Spheres, and know that this Love is
not only real, but is capable of making the vilest sinner a
partaker and owner of the Divine Essence of the Father.
My sufferings were beyond all description and I was the most
desecrated of mortals, and was almost worshipped by the devils
of hell because of the great injury that I had done to the
followers of Jesus, who, in my time, were possessed of this Love
and faith, which even the terrors of the wild beasts of the
arena, or the torches of my own evil designs could not cause
them to renounce - in this great religion that the Master had
taught them, and the disciples were still teaching when I put so
many of them to death.
The devils loved me for the very evil that I had done, but
strange to say the spirits of those who I had sent unto the
spirit world before their time were not revengeful to me, or
came to me with their imprecations or cursings. Then when I had
been in the spirit world a sufficient time to realize my
surroundings and the nature of these evils, these spirits of the
martyrs, which I had made, came to me in sympathy and pity, and
in fact, tried many times to help me out of my great sufferings
and darkness. I did not understand all this unexpected kindness
and evidence of love, and I would not for a long time believe
that these spirits were sincere; and so I suffered for year
after year, and century after century, and became convinced that
my condition was fixed, and that for me there was no hope, and
that the God that I had heard of was not my God, and that devils
were the only companions that I was destined to have through all
eternity.
And so I endured, wishing to die, but I could not. Oh, I tell
you it was horrible and beyond all conception of mortals ! The
law was working and I was paying the penalty, and there seemed
no end to the penalty.
I could find no consolation among those who surrounded me, and
the pleasures that I first enjoyed, became to me mere things of
mockery and derision, and my darkness and torment became the
greater. How often I called upon God, if there be a God, to
strike me dead, but the only answer to my call was the laughter
of the grinning devils, who told me to shout louder as God might
be asleep, and may be deaf.
What to do, I knew not, and so I became isolated as best I
could from these terrible associates, and many years of my
living were spent in the darkness of lonesomeness with never a
ray of hope, or the whisper of one word to tell me, that for me
there might be a fairer destiny. And so time went by and I
waited in my misery for some kind power to come and annihilate
me, but I waited in vain.
During all this time the recollections of my earthly deeds were
like hot irons scorching my soul, and burning my body, as I
thought, and the end came not.
Well, I suffered the tortures of the damned, and it seemed to
me that I was paying the penalties for all the sins and evil
deeds that had ever been committed by all the wicked kings and
rulers and persecutors of earth. Many times the shrieks of the
Christian children and the groans of the men and women as they
were being torn asunder from limb to limb, or burned as living
torches which I had made of them, came to me and increased my
torment. I lived the life of centuries of torment in a few
moments, as it seemed to me, and not one cooling drop of water
was mine. It may seem impossible that I should have continued to
live in this ever increasing suffering, but I did, because I was
compelled to. The law did its work and there was no one to say
"enough".
I might write a volume on this suffering of mine, and yet you
would not comprehend its meaning, and so I will pass it by.
In my loneliness and suffering there came to me on an occasion,
a beautiful spirit, full of light and love, and all the beauty
of early womanhood, as I thought, and with eyes of pity and
longing, and said, "You are not alone, only open your eyes and
you will see the star of hope, which is the sign of the Father's
Love and desire to help you. I am a child of that Father and the
possessor of His great enveloping Love, and I love you, even
though you took from me my young life when you threw me to the
wild beasts to satisfy your desire to gratify your thirst for
innocent blood, and see the suffering and hear the groans of
your victims, yet, I love you, not because I am a human with a
kindly nature and a forgiving disposition, but because I have in
me this Divine Love of the Father which tells me that I am your
sister, and that you are a child of the Father, just as I am,
and the object of His Love just as I was the object of His Love.
You have suffered, and while you suffered, His great Love went
out to you in sympathy and desire to help you, but you,
yourself, prevented it from coming to you and leading you to
light and surcease from sufferings. And now I come to you, your
young and innocent victim, who had never done you any greater
harm on earth than to pray for you, and ask the heavenly Father
to take away from your heart, the great wickedness that caused
so many of my people to suffer persecution and death. We all
prayed for you and never asked our Father to curse you, or do
anything to you to make you suffer. And we have prayed for you
often since we came to the spirit world, and we are now praying
for you, and this because we love you and want you to be happy.
Look into my eyes and you will see that love is there, and what
I tell you is true. And now, can you not love us a little and
open up your soul to our sympathy, and let your feelings of
gloom and despondency leave you for a moment, and realize that
in this world of spirits there are some who love you?"
Well, to say that I was surprised, does not express my
feelings, and as I looked into the lovelit eyes of that
beautiful spirit, I felt the great sins of my earth life
overwhelm me, and in my anguish, I cried, "God be merciful to
me, the greatest of sinners," and for the first time in all my
life in the hells, tears came to my eyes, and my heart seemed to
have a sense of living; and there came to me feelings of remorse
and regret for all the evils that I had done.
It would take too long to tell what followed this breaking up
of my soul, all shriveled and dead, and suffice it to say that
from that time, I commenced to have hope come to me, and to get
out of my awful condition of darkness. It took a long time, but
at last, I got into the light, and this Love which the beautiful
spirit first told me of gradually came into my soul, until, at
last, I reached the condition of bliss in which I now am. And
during all the time of my progress, this radiant loving spirit
came to me very often with her words of love and encouragement,
and prayed for me, and never left me when I became, as I did at
times, doubtful and discouraged.
And as my awakening continued, the Love came into my soul, and
as she told me of the heavenly things that would be mine as I
progressed and reached the soul spheres, where beautiful homes
and pure bright spirits are, I became more and more bound by my
love to her. After a while I got into the third sphere, and
realized that what she had told me was true, only I had not been
able to comprehend the greatness of the truth.
She then commenced to tell me of the happiness of the beautiful
spirits of the two sexes, that I so often saw together, and
explained that they were soulmates, and that their love was the
greatest of all the loves except the Divine Love, and that every
spirit in all the spheres had its soulmate, and at the proper
time would find it.
My love for this loving spirit had then become so intense that
in the very depths of my soul, I wished and prayed that my
soulmate might be such a one as she; and, at last, I became so
filled with my love for her, that I told her that the only thing
in all the heavens that I needed to make full my happiness was
she as my soulmate, but that I realized that that desire was
hopeless as I had destroyed her life, and of course she could
not be my soulmate. And oh, how I suffered when I realized that
she could not be mine, but was another's.
As I told her of these longings and hopeless feelings of my
soul, she came close to me and looked into my eyes with such
burning love, and threw her arms around me, and said, "I am your
soulmate, and knew the fact a short time after you came to the
spirit world and entered your hells of darkness, and during all
the long years I prayed and prayed for the time to come when I
could go to you with my love and awaken in your dead soul the
response to my great love. And when the time came that I could
go, I was so thankful to the Father, that I almost flew to you,
with some dread of disappointment I confess, to tell you that
you were not neglected or unthought of, but that there was some
love in the spirit world that was going to you.
Of course, I could not tell you of my soulmate love, for you
would not then have understood, but as your soul awakened and
the Love of the Father came to you, I became happier and
happier, and have waited so anxiously for this moment, when I
could tell you that this love that had been consciously mine for
so long, is all yours."
Well, I will draw the veil here, but you can imagine what my
happiness was, and as I progressed from sphere to sphere, my
happiness and love for her increased and increased.
Thus I have told you the story of the life in the spirit world
of the wickedest man that God ever permitted to live and gratify
his feelings of hatred and revenge. And I, who have passed
through this experience, and realized all that it means, say,
that the Divine Love of the Father is able to and does save the
vilest sinner, and transforms the chiefest of devils into a
Celestial angel of His highest spheres.
I have written long and you are tired.
I thank you, and will say good night, and subscribe myself.
Your brother in Christ,
NERO,
The Roman Emperor, and at one time persecutor of God's true
children
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Re: When Soulmates are spheres apart....
By: pierrejoseph Date: May 2, 2014, 6:29 pm
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Thanks Victoria. That's one of my favorite message in the new
Gospel...
How beautiful real love for our brothers in Hells is
How beautiful soulmate love is
How much compassion is possible for another
the softie.... :'(
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Re: When Soulmates are spheres apart....
By: Elvira Date: May 2, 2014, 9:08 pm
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I haven't read this for a long time, thanks for putting it up
Victoria. For me I feel overwhelmed when I think how long
Nero's soul mate waited for him loving him all the while, I
can't imagine my capacity to endure the suffering of Nero or
longing as his soul did for such a long time. For me a big part
of this message is about the torment that Nero felt in
compensation for the evil things he did on earth while he was
not able to call on God's love to help him him feel repentance
and remorse. Many times in this process I have realized how
trapped I have become in compensation and self punishment, I do
some processing, get stuck not wanting to further until the pain
becomes unbearable and do some more. I keep wanting to leave
God out of the equation even though it always works better when
I include him/her. Nero's message has reminded me again that I
have a choice about which way to go and that help is available
to me if I am prepared to seek it.
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Re: When Soulmates are spheres apart....
By: pierrejoseph Date: May 3, 2014, 3:37 am
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Thanks Elvira, very similar experience for me of escaping and
resisting God's Way all the time...
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