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#Post#: 4142--------------------------------------------------
I'm not sure
DIR By: Caos
Date: October 2, 2015, 7:14 am
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I'm not quite sure what good an apology will do. This won't be
the first, and it probably won't be the last, I've made one.
Every time it's always an apology, just something that I've
learned to do and, might I add, not too well. But, doesn't
everyone deserve one? I suppose.
So some people wanted to leave. Some people rejoined. Some just
don't want to deal with this. I suppose the last straw was me,
then. A common denominator. For those of you who lied and said
it wasn't me, I will say I'm not stupid. I can tell it was.
I'll say it, then. I was soooooo stupid. Yes. Feel the sarcasm.
But listen to this part:
I've always felt bad after a meltdown, this was probably one. My
fault? Yes. Could I have stopped it once I started? Yes. Did I
feel attacked? Of course. Do I still? Yes. What did anyone
expect from me? Everyone wanted to offer me their thoughts on
why I was rude. On how bad I was. Didn't matter if I was
insulted by them, or hated them, or was threatened by them and
disrespected. It looked like everyone was suddenly perfect, or
acted like it, and I was not.
So was I sorry? Yes. Would I have done differently if I knew
what I would do? Yes. Do I want it to go away? Yes. Do I Want me
to plead? You damn well know no namenian will drop to their
knees.
I'm sorry for the actions, the thoughts behind them, and the
things that happened. I guess that's the most sincere you can
take from the apology.
#Post#: 4151--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Columbia
Date: October 2, 2015, 12:47 pm
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That was possibly the worst, most narcissistic apology ever put
together. But, I'll accept it anyways.
#Post#: 4157--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Confederacy of Turkducken
Date: October 2, 2015, 1:37 pm
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I'll pretend I didn't read that
#Post#: 4160--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Caos
Date: October 2, 2015, 1:47 pm
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My apology or him?
Because that was sincere. I honestly do feel bad for the actions
I took, but I couldn't word it like a parole statement.
#Post#: 4174--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: diddyland
Date: October 2, 2015, 6:02 pm
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Wow. So many rhetorical questions!
#Post#: 4178--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Columbia
Date: October 2, 2015, 7:28 pm
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Caos you'll get better at apologizing as you get older and as
you are more and more willing to accept your mistakes as yours
alone instead of also including others. I believe you are
sincere but the note itself you wrote was not. I hope that makes
sense. Like in your heart you're sincere but that statement was
not...I dunno.
#Post#: 4180--------------------------------------------------
Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Confederacy of Turkducken
Date: October 2, 2015, 8:25 pm
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I'll pretend I didn't read that.
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Re: I'm not sure
DIR By: Columbia
Date: October 2, 2015, 9:30 pm
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Oh so it's stuff that I'm sayin okay gotcha
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