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       Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 8, 2018, 6:32 am
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       [i] All the fight she usually possessed was drained right from
       her. Not much of an excuse for sitting idly by while Scourge
       destroyed Sonics home, but for the time being it was the best
       excuse the exhausted fennec was capable of conjuring in her worn
       down state. What was happening was almost like an out of body
       experience, she saw and heard everything that was happening and
       being said, and yet she didn’t launch into action the way she
       knew she should have, no wonder with the adrenaline she built up
       throughout the day burning out as swiftly as the hut, the
       thought of trying to move herself from Scourges arms now felt
       about as achievable as swimming with multiple layers of clothing
       on and not drowning from the sheer strain to stay afloat.
       The sincerity in his smile causing her stomach to tiny
       backflips, that oh so pleasant feeling that seeped through her
       only intensified when he spoke softly into her ears, goose bumps
       rippling easily across her soft skin. Not quite managing a
       coherent reply to the intimate comment, she simply tightened her
       hold around his neck, adjusting her head for comfort purposes,
       when he brought her closer. The feeling of his lips brushing on
       her head, causing both her ears to flicker rapidly to attention
       atop of her head, and a fresh shade of rose pink to scatter
       across her muzzle, she released a small yawn. Her large
       turquoise orbs meeting his directly this time round, when he
       looked down at her. Her next words so soft that he would have to
       make sure she remained bundled within close range to hear, she
       spoke.
       “..I’m glad that today hasn’t been all bad, but .. it’s not
       over yet.”
       Forcing herself to stay conscious for most part during their
       travels, the fennec mentally readied her for what she was going
       to do, or more try to do as best as she could in her sleepy
       slightly dazed state. Luckily the cool night air had snapped her
       back to reality somewhat. So when they did make it back at the
       very least she wasn’t in a position where she was going to need
       to be carried to bed and tucked in. Taking a moment or so to
       centre herself with the familiar surroundings, she gently eased
       herself from his arms, thankful that the strength in her the
       lower half of her body was back for the time being. Ignoring the
       mild wooziness she felt, she stupidly blurted out the first
       thing that came to mind.
       “Thank you for carrying me all the way back, I mean I know that
       carrying me made common sense as otherwise we really would have
       taken all night getting back here.. but y’know..”
       [nervous tired laughter.]
       Smoothing down her long soft blonde locks out of more habit than
       necessity, the fennec offered up a shy smile, clumsily patting
       down her grey jacket [which was made a little more difficult
       than usual given she was layered in his jacket also], to locate
       the item of importance. It wasn’t much, but she hoped it would
       at least mean something.
       Finally managing a pull a blue tissue wrapped hand sized package
       from view, Sonya held the present out towards the green furred
       menace, her hands slightly trembling from the nerve alone.
       Inside the tissue paper sat a hand sewn leather brown leather
       cigar case, which Sonya had endured many needle slip ups for to
       make sure that the end result looked right.
       Carefully sewn into the back of the black make shift case was
       also a singular message.
       'Scourge, you are much more than you think you are sincerely
       Sonya.'
       Her heart beat pounding steadily in her ears, the anxious medic
       eagerly awaited his reaction. Resisting the urge to shove the
       tissue paper monstrosity straight back out of sight, her tail
       twitched recklessly in anticipation.
       #Post#: 32028--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: Scourge Date: July 12, 2018, 9:44 am
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       Pulling the paper off his gift the green hedgehog took a moment
       to closely examine the handmade token of affection. Once he
       figured out it was a genuine leather cigar case he nodded in
       approval with a small smirk; upon closer inspection he noticed
       the message sewn into the back of the item. 'Scourge, you are
       much more than you think you are sincerely Sonya.' Reading this
       made his tan muzzle flash a bright red followed by a very
       flustered a rush to move the cigar case to his back pocket.
       Biting his lower lip he took a moment to compose himself before
       replying to Sonya. "Thanks.....It's something I'll use everyday
       so it's not a bad little thing to have." Try as he might to not
       be overcome with affection Scourge was still a love-struck
       teenager who wouldn't fight his hormones; causing him to act
       nervously not knowing how to advance. He was so used to being in
       control of these situations this act of kindness genuinely
       caught him off guard. He starred off into the distance pulling
       his sunglasses over his eyes as his body went stiff defensively
       trying to process what had happened.
       #Post#: 32030--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 12, 2018, 11:47 am
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       [i]Relief spreading through her the same way sleep took effect,
       slowly and then all at once, she couldn’t put her finger
       on it, but the atmosphere was still overwhelmingly tense. The
       more negative part of her brain picking  apart the situation
       with effortless ease, she felt the urge to cry gradually begin
       to build, as horrid comment after horrid comment seeped into her
       brain. You stupid idiot, what was you thinking giving him some
       handmade craft crap?’  'Of course he doesn’t
       actually like or plan on using this y’know he’s
       going to bin it at nearest opportunity and not give a second
       thought’ 'You really do know how to make yourself look
       more pathetic than you already are.’
       Managing to lift the corners of her lips into a ghost of a
       smile, in response to his comment about his present, she spoke
       timidly, feeling the noose inside her chest, get tighter by the
       minute the more she tried to answer in a way that put the
       situation a more positive perspective.
       “No need to thank me."
       “It really is nothing, I don’t expect you to keep
       it..”
       Forcing composure on her end more than anything, the teeny
       fennec left things a beat or so, before deciding to make as much
       of a dignified exit as she was able given all her previous
       ramblings. Taking her cue from the stiffness of his body
       language she figured some breathing time would be best for both
       of them right now.
       “I’m going to bed to head- i- i MEAN sleep .. um
       good night.”
       Giving herself a mental slap on the wrist, for her embarrassing
       behaviour, she turned and began to make steps towards her room,
       the beginnings of more tears trying but not quite managing to
       spill.
       #Post#: 32072--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 16, 2018, 5:05 pm
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       [i] Sonya ended up sleeping rather soundly that night, though
       taking everything into consideration she really shouldn’t
       have. The dregs of afternoon sunlight eventually stirring her
       from her unusually thick slumber.
       It took the disorientated fennec a good couple of minutes to
       mentally shift through the chaos embedded into her brain from
       the day before, and the longer she allowed herself to recollect
       her thoughts, the more she felt her stomach churn with dread.
       Flashbacks of her best friends home burning before her eyes,
       shook her uncomfortably to her core, while on the other hand,
       the memory of his lips pressed passionately against her own
       caused her pulse escalate to rapidly uncomfortable means, and a
       subconscious amount of pink to spread across her white muzzle,
       she was a mixture of emotions and didn’t know properly
       where she stood. Which was crazy! she shouldn’t of been
       thinking about what happened between her and Scourge as any kind
       of normal rationalisation, what happened was simple yesterday
       had been a mistake, she got swept up in the moment, wasn’t
       properly thinking, it didn’t mean anything. Swinging
       herself out of bed, the female broke into some light pacing back
       and forth, becoming more and more internally frantic by the
       second, loosing herself in the anxiety that drowned her
       thoughts.
       Sonics shack was gone and now he was homeless and instead of
       making it her priority to set out and make amends, she was still
       here thinking about herself more than anything. How selfish was
       she? No how stupid was she?! She made out with a mass murderer
       and the worst part is that she felt really good about it, more
       than good actually, no she didn’t she just wasn’t in
       the right head space right now. Not to mention in no realistic
       universe would Scourge the hedgehog actually have genuine
       feelings for her, ha now that was a naive thought for her to be
       considering, his whole ‘I want you’ confession was
       probably a cruel way to mess with her head, get his personal
       kick, nothing more. That thought alone causing a sickeningly
       sinking feeling in her chest, she fought the urge to cry,
       sinking her teeth viciously into her knuckles, while she paced,
       her eyes watering. She was not going to cry over this! no way.
       Yes everything was a mess right now, but this was all temporary
       she would fix all of this somehow, selfish as her actions was,
       they was only selfish short term right?.. with her current
       mental state she wasn't going to be any reasonable help to
       anyone Sonic especially so in a way she was sparing everyone
       around her the hassle,or that's what she tried to reassure
       herself. It was frustrating, with every positive thought she
       tried to rationalise the depressed part of her brain was all to
       quick to interject with how she could now officially label
       herself as a worthless scumbag and given her current situation
       she saw little reason not be in agreement with her illness for a
       change. Not that mentally beating herself up was going to do
       anything right now, she could do that AFTER she dealt with this,
       hurt as her feelings were she should have seen this coming, and
       now it was up to her to deal with this in a calm, mature way.
       Squeezing her eyes tightly shut, the female allowed herself a
       few minutes to get in some inhales and exhales, before she
       quietly threw on some clothing, nothing fancy, she didn’t
       want him to think that she cared in the slightest about how he
       saw her physically, but at the same time if she was going to be
       confrontational she needed to look somewhat put together.
       Settling for jet black skinny jeans, a tight fitting cropped
       white tank top, with his leather garment slipped on rather
       absent mindedly to complete the rushed look, she styled her long
       blonde locks into a high pony tail, allowing a few front parts
       of her fringe to fall prettily down either side of her face,
       fifteen minutes of not so half hearted preparation later, and
       she was about as ready as ever to stroll into the living room,
       her stomach somersaulting at the sight of the green furred foe,
       however she managed to keep her tone blunt.
       “We need to talk, right now.”
       'What's there to talk about? .. after throwing yourself at him
       yesterday you've already made yourself look pretty ridiculous
       alright.'
       #Post#: 32116--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: Scourge Date: July 19, 2018, 4:32 am
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       When Sonya approached with a determined look in her eyes the
       green villain's interest was piqued; he was a little worried
       she'd stumbled off to bed after their romantic encounter without
       a word. He went to placed his hands in his pockets only to
       realize Sonya was still wearing his favorite jacket, settling
       for placing his hands on his hips he tapped his foot gesturing
       to his jacket. "I'm going to need that back." He told her before
       leaning against the wall while pulling a cigar out of the
       handmade leather pouch she'd given him the night before. "Whats
       on your mind, Blondie?" He questioned lighting up being sure to
       blow the smoke away from Sony'as direction. The smoke danced on
       the air before it faded onto the wind; biting down on the rolled
       tobacco the green hedgehog looked out the window to the blue
       skies above. "We shouldn't be cooped up on such a sunny day."
       He thought to himself as he puffed his cigar and played with his
       lighter; he seemed disinterested in what the fox had to say but
       in truth he wanted to hear nothing else at the moment. This
       little fox had suddenly become the most important person in the
       world to him, not that he knew how to express these feelings.
       #Post#: 32121--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 19, 2018, 1:12 pm
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       [i]It took Sonya a couple of moments to realise what Scourge
       meant when his opening was.
       “I’m going to need that back.”
       When common sense did happen to catch up with her, oh boy was
       she mortified. Of course he wanted his jacket back! the jacket
       she’d had no trouble slipping on so carelessly before she
       wandered on out here for his ‘supposed’ serious
       chat. Crimson seeping slowly across her white muzzle, from
       embarrassment more than anything else, she silently encouraged
       herself to breathe through her idiocy, and instead focused on
       removing the garment, one arm at a time in as much of a
       dignified manner as she was able, while she came at a stop at
       about an arm’s length distance.The jacket now neatly and
       nervously folded back in her arms and almost shyly offered back
       towards him. Although her nerves did get briefly replaced by a
       spark of joy, at the sight of him using the leather holder she
       was almost convinced that he would throw in the trash. Grateful
       that he at least blew the toxic air away from her breathing
       space, she willed herself to continue, albeit sounding a little
       more timid, the more she tried to will herself to be direct but
       she at least managed to look directly at him.
       “Well, I’m glad you asked listen..”
       Ok here she went.
       “I’m not usually confrontational actually i'm the
       opposite but I think this is the most logical approach to take,
       and so instead of rambling i’m going to come right out and
       say it.”
       “The other night I don’t usually do stuff like that,
       ever i mean that much is probably obvious and well i
       didn’t expect for you to kiss me and let alone for me to
       like it so much that i felt like i was physically melting in
       your arms even though I know that’s not possible at all,
       anyway you kissed me and instead of feeling wrong it felt
       right.. but also wrong, because I know that I was only that
       impulsive because I’m not right in the head at the
       moment.”
       [Deep breath.]
       “A-and.. [color=white][stammering] if i’m being
       honest with you .. i feel so messed up and confused from all
       this because i’m still trying to get over someone that has
       made it patently clear that he will never feel the same way
       about me, as i do him.. and it’s heart-breaking not that
       this is about me, it’s not fair to you i.. i
       shouldn’t have kissed you back Scourge, and I’m
       sorry.. but i don’t regret that i did, and i guess
       that’s all..”[/color]
       Trying to ignore the anxiety that threatened to rip her apart
       entirely, the fennec allowed her blue orbs to flicker downwards,
       wishing more and more that the floor would open up and swallow
       her by the second.
       #Post#: 32134--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: Scourge Date: July 20, 2018, 10:12 pm
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       Scourge smiled as he passed his cigar between his fingers
       lightly tapping the end causing the ash to fall off. "Way I see
       it you're trading up. Green is the new blue if you follow me.
       Why are you sorry? If it feels good do it, that's how I've
       always got by. Besides I'm twice the hedgehog Sonic is. You
       spent our birthday with me despite being his best pal.....that
       meant a lot to me. Don't read too deeply into it, you get any
       ideas that collar goes right back on." The green speedster pull
       on his jacket and neatened up the collar by running his fingers
       down it; finally feeling like himself again he stepped closer.
       "Sounds like all you're looking for is a little reassurance." He
       placed his finger under her muzzle lifting her head until her
       lips met with his. He gave her a quick taste of his affection
       before pulling away looking down into her shy and unsure eyes.
       "You've got something special about you. You're the one person I
       don't wanna tear into a million pieces when I look at them. If
       you wanna stick around and join the side of evil I could always
       use a henchgirl. We'd blaze a path of destruction across this
       wicked world and beyond." Scourge seemed excited by the prospect
       as he placed an arm around Sonya gesturing towards the city with
       his free hand, his cigar still burning between his fingers.
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       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 21, 2018, 1:31 am
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       [i] “Sure Scourge."
       Sonya curbed the instinctive urge to sheepishly rub the back of
       her head in response to his opener. This hedgehog made Sonic
       look humble, that was for sure. Not that she was really
       surprised this guy was basically her best friends ego amplified
       off the scale.
       "That may have not been planned.. but i’m glad i did,
       making you happy helped me feel slightly less like throwing
       myself off a building roof briefly, so if anything i owe you for
       that one. I’m sorry because i should be .. i mean again
       you probably will not find this hard to believe i don’t
       get by on doing things because they feel good to me. In fact in
       case it’s entirely the opposite i always over think
       everything i do so much to the point where i end up so locked in
       my own head that i loose touch with everything and nothing makes
       sense. Really when you compare the way we think your way of
       handling things seems a lot less hassle. We don't need to bring
       back the collar.. i'm on best behaviour, as best behaviour as
       someone like me can be on anyway." Her large ears shooting
       upwards, the second his lips against her own, she savoured the
       affection, despite the gesture being only fleeting this time
       round, her muzzle redecorating in its reoccurring shade of
       crimson. Ears twitching, she listened intently to his next
       sentences, loosing herself in his ice blue eyes. With how easily
       he praised her it was no wonder her self-doubts crept in.
       “Trust me there isn’t anything special about
       me.”
       Deciding to abandon expanding on that, for the sake of sparing
       them both another one of her miniature break downs, she snuggled
       up to him without really thinking, when she felt the familiar
       weight of his arm wrap securely around her shoulders. If she
       wasn’t currently so emotionally conflicted she would of
       laughed off his offer. An offer which judging by the excitement
       channelled through his body language Scourge thought she would
       consider taking seriously. Now it was her turn to get
       affectionate, hesitating for a couple of seconds, before she
       stretched up her tip toes, she brusheing her lips softly against
       his cheek, as a means to bring him back to reality.
       “Yes to sticking around, on the other hand becoming your
       henchgirl hoochie  that’s going to have to be a hard pass,
       i may not be much of a hero but i still am one all the
       same.”
       [Thin smile]
       "Besides do you think i don’t see what you’re doing
       here? Scourge i’m depressed not naive, i know that
       whatever is happening here.. it probably doesn’t mean the
       same thing to you as it means to me, i mean i get it
       you’re killing time until someone better comes along.
       Although i have to admit it is really nice to hear that i'm the
       one person you don't want to tear into a million pieces as you
       not so elegantly put it.”
       Her attempt to shift her negativity was feeble one, but an
       attempt at least.
       #Post#: 32191--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: Scourge Date: July 24, 2018, 3:57 am
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       When she turned down the offer Scourge scowled dropping his
       hands mid-speech, rather annoyed he wouldn't be robbing banks
       with his fox friend. Scourge exhaled a mouthful of smoke while
       giving off an annoyed sigh. "You're really dedicated to this I
       hate myself deal, aren't you? Why would I be waiting for
       something better when I've got the platinum blonde package right
       here." Scourge wasn't sure how to purge his new friend of her
       self-loathing but he knew spending time with people helped.
       "Look if you'll quit your whining....you wanna go get ice cream
       or something? You skirts like that type of thing right? There's
       this little place down the road that lets you mix any two
       flavors you like. I read about it in a magazine while I was at
       the strip club." With his cigar finally burning out he dropped
       it before stomping the stub underfoot, extinguishing the embers.
       The green hedgehog was now very worried about his forced captive
       as she was very blunt with her condition. While he didn't
       visibly show it he hoped Sonya would eventually come around to
       his way of thinking.
       #Post#: 32194--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Home Sweet Home. [Scourge And Sonya Only.] 
       By: EternalPeace Date: July 24, 2018, 5:15 am
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       [i]Not even bothering to feign being apologetic for turning down
       his offer, the mentally ill fox watched as he blew out his
       latest dosage of his cancer inflicting air, her large ears
       twitching while he spoke.“I guess so .. I mean it’s
       really not that hard..” His blatantly flirtatious comment
       causing her muzzle to blossom a fresh shade of pink, she
       couldn’t help the slight giggle that eked past her soft
       lips in response. It was still so weird being complimented in
       way that didn’t end with “Yes you pass for female..
       at certain angle, from long distance anyway.” She liked
       feeling like this. His next suggestion perking her mood up more,
       she flashed a light grin.“I would love to get ice-cream
       also I’m kind of impressed that you read-“Realising
       how openly rude her comment came across, she quickly made an
       attempt to rectify herself.
       “Not that I’m overly surprised! anyway ice cream..
       if we’re going to go get it first some Sonya proposed
       ground rules.” Gently stepping out of their cosy half
       cuddling embrace, in favour of standing almost nose to nose with
       him, she spoke. “Rule one.. or more proposition one I get
       temporary loan of the shades, because I have eye bags and look
       worse than usual..”[Her having like maybe one eye bag XD]
       Stretching out a palm, she continued factually.“Okay this
       one is a rule if we’re off out together the lighter- or
       however many lighters you have they stay with me until we get
       back I want to go get ice cream and know that when we leave the
       place your will have some impulse control and not whip out the
       good old G.”
       Now looking a little more shy for this last part, she casually
       begun to fiddle with the tips of her long hair. “And
       finally.. um .. I’m basically an anxious wreck.. so .. can
       you hold my hand while we walk there? And before you say
       we’re not walking yes yes we are it’s a nice day and
       if the place is only down the road then there’s no need
       for the fast route today.”
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