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       Xetheir Side RP: no RE 2: Getting back on track
       By: Neratic Date: August 21, 2020, 6:44 pm
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       Xetheir had just gotten through with his meeting with Ombra,
       being told that the staff would take sometime before it would be
       finished, having really nothing else to do for the day he chose
       to do something he hadn't done in a long while, he reflected, he
       looked back on what he had done and what he could have done.
       Looking back he felt many things, Joy at all he had achieved,
       Pride in having become more than what he once was, happiness at
       the success he brought to the gang he inherited from his
       step-father taking it from a simple street gang to a Mafia that
       ran Uger from the shadows, all of the Nobles in his pocket, and
       the former royal family under his banner...but most of all, he
       felt regret. "What have I been doing?" he said to himself "I've
       strayed from my Goal, my one true Goal, yes I still have the
       experiments going, but... it's all taken the back seat in my
       hunger for more power...I wished to Further Humanity as a
       whole...yet what have I done to do so?" he looked again, into
       his memories, seeking an answer, and an answer he found.
       "Nothing...I've done ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!" he yelled, throwing a
       beaker that he had near him before calming himself "I must fix
       this, but.. what can I do, no, what must I do?"
       He thought, and he though hard. Looking through his memories he
       found multiple answers the first is that he must finish what he
       started, focus on his experiments, and finish them. Second, he
       must recenter himself, Find who he is again and what he truly
       WANTS to do and be, in his hunger for more he lost himself, he
       had tried to become something he is not and that could not
       continue, yes he would still strive for Godhood, but not with
       the same Fanatical pace he did before. Third, He must gain more
       connections and Allies that he can rely on, sure there ViVi, but
       he hadn't seen that man in years, having left to support a man
       who called himself  Axe God in putting down a rebellion, The
       Little Witch Natsumi Crinkledust had died a while ago, something
       he wished had not happened, he liked the little witch and the
       help she provided him, a friend that he had nearly
       forgotten...so yes, Finding more allies was a must.
       'But first,' he thought, 'I must finish up my experiments, and
       get that Staff when it's' done'
       With that, he left his personal lab and went down to the newly
       rebuilt greater lab "Ha! that Idiot thought he could put me
       back, but forgot that I was the one who taught him" as he moved
       through the lab he found what he was looking for, the
       sub-section that was marked Project: Nephilim...
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