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       #Post#: 249--------------------------------------------------
       FREAK SHOW (Project of the Week for 30th of January)
       By: moleshow Date: January 30, 2017, 8:55 am
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       [quote]Everyone comes to the Freak Show
       To laugh at the Freaks and the Geeks
       Everyone comes to the Freak Show
       But nobody laughs when they leave.[/quote]
       Go Nuts.
       #Post#: 251--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: Meisekimiu Date: January 30, 2017, 12:17 pm
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       Freak Show was one of the albums I listened to early on in me
       being a Rz fan. Probably because the concept was pretty easy to
       grasp or something. Let's dive into this, shall we?
       First off, I think the album sounds pretty great. The MIDI
       instruments do sound a bit dated, but they're processed enough
       by studio magic or whatever to not sound like they're just raw
       MIDI sequences. Plus they create some pretty interesting sounds,
       which I think go well with the tone of the album. I do think the
       songs sometimes drag on a bit too long in certain places, but
       that's not really too big of a deal.
       As for the album itself... well, I don't really "get" it. I
       mean, I do get it. It's about a bunch of "freaks" and the things
       they go through and feel... but when I listen to this album I
       always feel like there's another layer to the whole thing that
       I'm missing out on. Maybe it's because I haven't played the
       game, or read the comic book (I did manage to find the stage
       show on Youtube though!). Maybe I'm just searching for meaning
       where there isn't any at all. Probably. But there are some weird
       things in this album which feel out of place for a project
       that's just simply describing the freaks with a small message at
       the end about how we're all freaks or whatever. I feel like this
       album might in some way have a deeper meaning connected to how
       The Residents perceive themselves and their art, but I'm not
       sure about that. Anyway...
       First off... I have to admit that this album has some pretty
       weird rhymes. I'm not saying they're neccessarily bad rhymes
       (but I kind of am), but rather that The Residents have set a
       pretty high standard for great rhymes in lyrics. Or in the case
       of GI3P, occasionally just dropping a rhyme for the sake of
       saying something important to the story. Wanda the Worm Woman in
       particular has the painfully awkward rhyme "I love the soul I
       see inside her but I just can't love her / Folding fat that
       rolls around like bowling balls in butter...". The line from the
       same song "I like to watch their faces fall as we disgust and
       shame them / Seeking suckers is my game-- no longer lion
       taming." also sounds so weird to me. Maybe it's just the way
       it's sung?
       But there's one line in particular which really just confuses
       me. I don't even know how to react to it. It's the line from
       Mickey the Mumbling Midget:
       [quote]“Lassie looked at something shapeless lying on the lawn
       Scratching at some scabby sores and stretching as it yawned
       It seemed to be uneasy as it looked up at the moon
       She sensed the tension in the air and smelled a sweet
       baboon.”[/quote]
       Which definitely seems to be a reference to Loss of Innocence
       from The Commercial Album:
       [quote]“The eyes of horse faced women
       Watch the few who wander through
       They sense the tension in the air
       And smell the sweet taboo”[/quote]
       I don't get it. Is it a joke? Is it part of some weird
       meta-meaning I don't get about this album? I truly just don't
       understand the point of that line. Some people may tell me it
       doesn't matter, it's The Residents, but that line is just so odd
       I have to wonder if there's some point to it being there. Coming
       back to what I said earlier, these weird little lines like this
       just pop out to me and make me wonder if they're somehow part of
       some greater design to this album... or if they're just weird
       little isolated oddities... kind of like the freaks themselves.
       Anyway, [s]Jello[/s] Jelly Jack is a truly amazing song, and the
       WoW version of it is one of my favorite Rz songs. Harry the Head
       is a catchy little tune which is a really great way to open up
       the album, and similarly Lillie is a good "twist" as well as a
       good climatic way to close the album. I do truly love this album
       and it's probably high up in my list of favorite Rz albums, if I
       could ever attempt to make that list.
       #Post#: 253--------------------------------------------------
       Now if you would ask me why I would continue on like this...
       By: CheerfulHypocrite Date: February 1, 2017, 8:44 pm
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       [center]Freak Show is something strange[/center].
       I know I do not really recall it the way I should. Memory is, to
       all intents and purposes, not the recollection of events now
       past but the reconstruction of events that may or may not have
       happened. It is one of the plagues that visits upon eye witness
       testimony. Eye witness testimony is unreliable. We reconstruct
       events we witness through the prism of our life experiences.
       Sometimes we have memories which have no grounding in real
       events whatsoever.
       The only thing I am absolutely convinced of is that the lyric
       [quote]
       [left] Everyone comes to the Freak Show
       To laugh at the Freaks and the Geeks
       [/left]
       [right]Everyone comes to the Freak Show
       But nobody laughs when they leave.
       [/right]
       [/quote]
       Was sung by Lillie as the Barker shouted out the words
       [quote]
       Hurry! Hurry! Hurry!
       Step right up and you will see on display
       a collection
       of some of the stranges specimens
       ever gathered together
       both LIVE and preserved.
       [/quote]
       Not after the Barker but at exactly the same time. Which makes
       sense because, at the time, I was watching Play by Samuel
       Beckett. Adulterous people up to their necks in urns in some
       Circle of Hell simultaneously yattering. Like the Dada Poetry of
       Hugo Ball and Raoul Hausmann. Play and Gadji Beri Bimba and
       Freak Show and Karawane melt together. Events and memory really
       are the test tubes of tomorrow. When I hear the introductory
       Barker's speech I invariably think it is wrong. As though I am
       hearing it for the very first time. By the time I get to the
       Everyone comes to the freak show... line the illusion is
       shattered.
       Which is what Freak Show does best. It shatters the illusion
       that the performers are as they appear. Harry, Herman, Wanda,
       Jack, Bennie, Mickey... Lillie make a story in my mind. It is
       not a peaceful story. It could be biography. It is sad and not
       terribly long.
       Once upon a time, there was a tight knit group of friends who
       pledged themselves to each other. To mutual defence and
       protection. To ensuring each other's health and wellbeing and
       safety and that there would always be asylum for those who need
       asylum from the world. To provide the specie sufficient for such
       a project, they undertook to present a show. In the show, these
       friends presented sketches and performances portraying freaks.
       Harry and Herman and Wanda and Jack and Benny and Mickey
       entertained the world with freakishness through the narrations
       of the Barker. In many ways, it is a parallel story to Bad Day
       On The Midway in the sense of being from that same kind of
       world. This impression was reinforced by me playing Sam & Max
       Hit the Road from Lucasarts when I first heard Freakshow.
       Sam & Max visit things such as The World's Biggest Ball Of Twine
  HTML https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biggest_ball_of_twine
       and Bungee
       Jumping at Mount Rushmore
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       while hunting a
       missing Bigfoot. Bruno the Bigfoot, is free and fleeing the
       Carnival with Trixie the Giraffe-Necked Girl. This is the same
       world. The same kind of workd where a group of friends could
       hide out, in plain sight, pretending to be freaks.
       The stories in Freak Show are all narrated indirectly. A kind of
       hyperkinetic sotto voce the obscures as much as it reveals. As
       though the Ringmaster or Barker are capable of manipulating the
       Performers like puppets. The kind of power that keeps the world
       outside the Show away from the tight knit group of friends. The
       friends dance ever more frenetically under the words of the
       Ringmaster. Performing ever more intricately for an Audience
       that does not understand the Show is not simply a cheap exhibit
       for reward. It is survival for the Freaks.
       Lillie Is the embodiment of all that the Performers fear.
       [quote]
       [center]
       I saw a great big guy who had a little gun;
       He pulled it out and smiled and then he sucked his thumb
       His wife was standing by with a leather leash
       Fastened to a child who cried beside their feet.
       [/center]
       [/quote]
       Not as simple as the the thumb sucker or the merely incapable
       [quote]
       [center]
       I saw a woman chewing with nothing in her mouth;
       Her teeth were in her hands and her tongue was hanging out;
       Then she started drooling and caught it in a cup,
       The cup was full of pennies; it spilled when she got up.
       [/center]
       [/quote]
       But the truly terrifying. Lillie is not a freak performing a set
       piece like Benny or Herman, she is simply there. In the
       Audience. Not for the first time and not for the last.
       [quote]
       [center]
       Lillie with her white face.
       Delicate Lille is stainless lonely and
       She is too white
       [/center]
       [/quote]
       Which is where my memory conflates Lilly with a picture by Otto
       Dix, of Sylvia von Harden,
       [center]
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       and a real person in Frankfurt am Main Airport in 1989. Her face
       was plastered with white Leichner Facepaint. She had a circle of
       White on a face that must have seen the best part of the
       Twentieth Century and perhaps some moments of the Nineteenth.
       Her cheeks were red circles. Like a bizzare poppet. It was all
       the more bizzare because she was very, very, very dark brown.
       Not black skinned but between brown and black. She sat in the
       Macdonalds in the Airport drinking a cup of tea at about four in
       the morning.  She was, without doubt, terrifying. She had the
       air of doing the same thing every day. As though a fast food
       place in an Airport was her regular opportunity for tea. They
       were obviously used to her as the person clearing tables waited
       patiently as she decanted the tea into a porcelain cup which she
       whipped out of her bag. Her dress was the most vivid red; and,
       yes, she was terrifying. This, to me, was, is and always will be
       Lillie.
       In my mind it is the Performers who come to the Freak Show to
       laugh at the Audience. Not callously or maliciously but as part
       of the unspoken exchange. The Audience reciprocates with
       laughter at the Freaks. Which the entire work trades on. The
       Computer Game and the Prague Performance capture other aspects
       of the trade between Audience and Performers.
       [center]Prague
  HTML https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=216VCL9tcvs[/center]
       But none of these capture the horror of having the memory of a
       real Lillie. Whose entire presence simply imposes a story onto
       the scene. There is no exchange or negotiation with Lillie. The
       story she is imposing is horrifying. Unlike the babble of
       Beckett's Play, Lillie is closer to the disembodied mouth of Not
       I. Which is the beauty of Lillie's song. Delicate Lille is
       stainless lonely is the eptiome of what Lillie brings to the
       Freakshow. Her presence terrifies the performers in a a way that
       destroys their confined - or even comfortable - universe. Lillie
       is not simply that she rattles out a stream of consciousness
       [quote]
       He.. he... he hated me... he hated me... and hate is white...
       and hate is hot... but I'll not even have disdain for him... not
       even a stain... on a memory looked up to, lacking all respect
       for him... I am blacking out the specks of decent thoughts that
       linger in me... and leave only white... white... peaceful
       white... calm white... swans silently flying in the snow... look
       down and see the bleached bones... of a noble knight who died
       trying to save his lady... his lovely white lady... who brought
       her man milk in the moonlight... but it was too late... too
       late... too late... he said
       [/quote]
       But that she is telling a story that is far more freakish than
       anything taking place inside the tent. it is as though Lillie
       comes for respite from the world torturing her with the half
       told story of her stream of consciousness. Perhaps Lillie was
       raped or assaulted by a white supremacist - the recurring
       'white' and knight imagery suggests this could be plausible - or
       was simply florid and delusional. She is not manipulated by the
       Ringmaster or Barker. She arrives with the stainless lonliness
       and that is as profoundly frightening to the performers as
       anything. She is not simply troubled but genuinely hurt and
       crushed by some experience. The asylum that the good friends had
       is not simply shatter by her presence but made into something of
       a prison. What if they are all nothing more than their
       freakishness?
       She has not simply blundered in, she is a regular. The
       Ringmaster cannot ameliorate her presence. She is the reason
       [quote]
       Life is a lot like a Freak Show
       Nobody laughs when they leave.
       [/quote]
       Before Lillie it was always possible to leave the Freakshow
       behind. But like an Airport stopover in Frankfurt am Main, it is
       always possible to blunder into the Freakshow of real life and
       let memory construct it for you. There is no respite from the
       utter reality of ordinary people. Those whose existence ensures
       that
       [quote]
       We are all equal
       In the grave and in the dark
       Said a man whose head
       Was halfway eaten by a shark
       Now if you ask me why
       I continue on like this
       I doubt that I would know
       I can only make a guess
       Half a mouth may not be much
       but it's still half a kiss.
       [/quote]
       When we leave the Freakshow there is no laughter because Lillie
       has made us all horrifically aware of how we are all equal.
       Listeners, like the Performers, know it and that means there
       will be no more laughter.
       #Post#: 254--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: moleshow Date: February 1, 2017, 10:42 pm
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       [quote]Someone said that nothing hurts you
       Like a vice without a virtue;
       That may be but is it worse than
       Life when it becomes so certain
       That your eyes cannot be open
       To the twisted and the broken?[/quote]
       Freak Show is a project I feel very, very strongly about.
       (capitalization is inevitable in this “review”.) It is a project
       that reaches out across media, manifesting as an album, a comic,
       a CD-Rom, three live performances (one containing other
       material, another containing parts of it exclusively… and the
       Prague show).. What this indicates, from my perspective at
       least, is they care very deeply about the concepts and ideas
       within this album. Opportunity arose and allowed them to
       communicate the ideas within the project in a variety of ways.
       Truly a concept executed almost as fully as possible (although
       they didn’t manage to get the cartoon, cereal and toy line
       aspect). So let’s dig in.
       The key concept in the album is “freaks as people” (eventually
       followed by “people as freaks”). Expanding upon their ideas,
       behaviors and stories in a way that goes beyond what is used to
       attract the public. Bringing out the humanity in the freaks
       occurs again and again in the album. Harry’s desire to be
       preserved eternally along with his difficulties in terms of
       loving and being loved, Herman’s fear and rejection of people
       after being used and betrayed by two of the only people he
       trusted (one being the only woman he ever loved), Jack being in
       a position where love and lust exist in his mind and become his
       God, Mickey’s love for Lassie, Wanda becoming a freak after a
       loss of love, Benny’s dream girl. Love has a reputation as being
       the most natural, beautiful thing of all. A standard experience.
       None of those words fit freaks (within a certain mindset) at
       all. From a cultural perspective, the freaks are unnatural, ugly
       and unusual. But they are people. And what better way to get
       this point across than through the freaks living through, trying
       to come back from, longing for... love?
       The characters that strike me as particularly worth discussing
       as Wanda, Herman, and Jack.. Wanda, in her heart, where the
       audience cannot see, is deeply normal (if not perhaps a little
       inclined to finding mentions of worms in the Good Book - but we
       all have Our Thing, no?). Only within the context of Christ was
       what she experienced unusual. Sinful. Freakish. Within the
       context of a society, deviance, inherent freakishness is the
       conventional equivalent of sin. Freakishness exists on a similar
       plane. Perhaps the standards are changed, but the intent
       remains. And from this, we are lead to Herman. He was born a
       freak. He found his chance to escape the fate of a freak -
       isolation. But he learned, unfortunately, that a life of
       normalcy would never be within his reach. The illusion of it
       would hover before him, but it would only be that. An illusion.
       So through the fear of ever trying again, he embraced isolation.
       It became his ideal state of being. And who could blame him? His
       first and only experience with love and with “normal” people
       (who through the act of having an affair, became different kinds
       of freak) was strange and hurtful. He hides not only from
       people, but from a world that he knows all too well is out to do
       him harm. The one that cannot hide is Jack. His physical body
       serves no purpose to him. He resides within his mind - but he is
       never alone. He has his God. That God would just happen to be
       the concepts of lust and love manifesting with a practically
       tangible presence within him. His wishes of what-if’s and
       if-only’s become nothing in the radiance of his God who tells
       him of all that he cannot know. He is a freak inside and out.
       But he is seen as an object - so what relevance do his thoughts
       have to his observers who simply look at him and grow bored?
       The two “normal” people we have are Tex and Lillie. Tex is a man
       who has lost what he believed characterized him and descended
       into longing and bitterness. He longs for a freak. Though he
       denies himself of the desire he has for Wanda as a person due to
       the parts of her that make her a freak, he himself inevitably
       becomes freakish for loving any aspect of her. But he holds the
       potential to be a freak. He stands in a position where he has
       lost what he took pride in. He stands on the border. Who stands
       within, is Lillie. She is the true freak - terrifying,
       definitely not amusing, traumatized, somewhat incoherent. She
       stands in the audience. She watches. And the freaks watch her.
       Her strangeness is violent and vengeful. The ones she pays to
       come and see are not freaks at all. They intend no harm. She
       holds onto a rage that almost goes over the barriers of her
       closely guarded interior to shift into action. But from her
       song, it sounds as if she implodes. Every aspect of her is odd.
       And she exists as a reminder to the freaks - they may pretend to
       be anything but normal, but she needs not pretend. It is natural
       to her. Her position as an audience member makes her stick out
       like a sore thumb within the tents. The freaks notice her
       because she lives what they act out. Her deformity, her
       strangeness is within her and leaks out, manifests on the
       surface. She is simply too white.
       What can be said about the freak show? It displays deformity.
       Exception. Deviance. Very little of which is willing or genuine.
       But it connects those who exist on the outskirts (of town?).
       Within the Freak Show of the album, they all acknowledge
       (perhaps silently) that the space they share is theirs, and
       unlike many things, it cannot be stripped away from them,
       because what has placed them there cannot be taken away. It will
       not be taken away. It is theirs to clutch to and build upon,
       because it is what (from an outside perspective) characterizes
       them. But the stories told show that what characterizes all of
       them… is exactly what characterizes those who are not displaying
       their deformities. Their personhood. Their experiences. The
       playing field is forcefully leveled when the confines of “freak”
       become less tight. They become visibly loose and vague.
       As those confines become loose, the spaces in which those
       deformities can be displayed become innumerable. The singular
       summary for those spaces is life.
       [quote]Everyone comes the to Freak Show
       To laugh at the Freaks and the Geeks
       Everyone comes the to Freak Show
       But nobody laughs when they leave.[/quote]
       But even when the playing field is leveled, we cannot say that
       the mentalities enforcing the feeling of “us v.s. the other” are
       not present. But the freaks exist unavoidably. Most just don’t
       get paid for it. The ones that live the experience of being
       freaks are the ones who see through the idea that equivalence
       can and does exist in spaces where it does not. In the
       experience of living on “the outside” of normalcy, they see the
       similarities. They see the freaks within those who believe
       themselves to be anything but, and they see conventional people
       within themselves.
       In modern scenarios, the presence of the freak show has not
       dissipated, but shifted. We gather online en masse to view
       deformity. But the deformity is no longer simply physical. We
       request and desire social deformity. We observe and make fun of
       those engaging in behaviors that simply do not align with what
       we believe to be normal. Things that we may well enough may
       do... that nobody sees. And thus, the line between a "normal"
       person and a "freak" become dangerously blurred. Dangerous for
       the observer.
       [quote]We are only equal in the grave and in the dark
       Said a man whose head was halfway eaten by a shark
       Now if you ask me why I would continue on like this
       I doubt that I would know so I could only make a guess
       Half a mouth may not be much but it's still half a kiss.[/quote]
       The freaks must live with and work with what they are presented
       with. No one chooses where and how they start off. But everyone
       chooses where to go from the starting point. Even if what they
       have is not the most or even the standard, it is what they have.
       And because it is what they have, it is enough. Due simply to
       the fact that it has to be. They realize from early on what some
       may only realize when it is too late.
       [quote]Life is a lot like a Freak Show
       Nobody laughs when they leave.[/quote]
       Once you realize what you have seen, you must carry the weight
       of having laughed at those who you reduced to deformities. You
       must carry the weight of your own deformities.
       And they grow to be unspeakably heavy.
       #Post#: 255--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: TheSleeper Date: February 2, 2017, 12:25 am
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       [quote author=Meisekimiu link=topic=59.msg251#msg251
       date=1485800259]
       I don't get it. Is it a joke? Is it part of some weird
       meta-meaning I don't get about this album? I truly just don't
       understand the point of that line. Some people may tell me it
       doesn't matter, it's The Residents, but that line is just so odd
       I have to wonder if there's some point to it being there.
       [/quote]
       I'm pretty sure it's just a reference to the fact that "Loss of
       Innocence" is also about a freak show. I know I'd do something
       like that too, just for giggles. It's not supposed to mean
       anything, even the line itself doesn't say much. Personally I
       get a big smile every time I hear him sing that line.
       #Post#: 256--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: dunwich Date: February 2, 2017, 10:39 am
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       [quote author=moleshow link=topic=59.msg254#msg254
       date=1486010560]
       Freak Show is a project I feel very, very strongly about.
       (capitalization is inevitable in this “review”.) It is a project
       that reaches out across media, manifesting as an album, a comic,
       a CD-Rom, three live performances (one containing other
       material, another containing parts of it exclusively… and the
       Prague show).. What this indicates, from my perspective at
       least, is they care very deeply about the concepts and ideas
       within this album. Opportunity arose and allowed them to
       communicate the ideas within the project in a variety of ways.
       Truly a concept executed almost as fully as possible (although
       they didn’t manage to get the cartoon, cereal and toy line
       aspect).
       [/quote]
       Freak Show for me is almost entirely about the concept,
       particularly because 90s MIDI can get on my nerves a bit. If I'm
       in the mood to listen to a record conceptually, then the album
       does it for me. If not, the music can get monotonous and grating
       (with some exceptions!). It's why I enjoy so much the Icky Flix
       rendition of Benny - you get the mix of concept and improved
       musical execution. In the midst of some clunky rhymes, you also
       get some beautiful moments like "Nobody Laughs When They Leave".
       I also think it's worth talking about how successful the project
       was at exploring different forms of media. For me, with the
       other CD-ROM projects their subsequent albums have something
       missing. While I think this can be forgiven pretty easily - they
       were made as soundtracks to a game! Plus, I've played the Bad
       Day game many a time and thoroughly enjoyed it. I've more to say
       about that project, but I'll leave it alone for the moment! My
       point is, Freak Show alone seems to be successful in making an
       album convey its theme and keep attention (even if I'm critical
       of the sounds used), as well as having successfully reproduced
       its story in comics, in CD-ROM form (which I've also played and
       enjoyed, although BDOTM is even better). Ideally in my head, the
       Lynch/Rez project would've been based around this record.
       Despite my sonic criticisms, I'm a massive fan of the CD-ROM
       era, and I'd love to see them dip a toe into those waters again,
       particularly with the increasing prevalence of 'walking
       simulator' games.
       ...That's my 2 cents anyhow. I wrote a bit on the record (among
       others) a few years back too:
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       P.S. Hi!
       #Post#: 260--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: moleshow Date: February 2, 2017, 4:55 pm
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       interesting writing on the album there. i, personally, find the
       MIDI to be okay. it just marks where the album lies in time. the
       rhymes also have a charm despite being unconventional. i think
       the roughness of those strange strings of words is meant to
       invoke a sense of discomfort in the listener by exposing them to
       things that, from a standard perspective,  just dont work.
       #Post#: 261--------------------------------------------------
       If There Were Only One Freak
       By: CheerfulHypocrite Date: February 2, 2017, 8:49 pm
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       Once upon a time, a group of friends ran away to become the
       circus. To begin with there had been four of them. They were
       outsiders. Slightly  different but not social exiles.They needed
       to care and provide for themselves and wanted to keep a life of
       relative freedom. So they created a Freak Show. Their idealism
       led to them welcoming others into the Freak Show and accepting
       those who chose to leave.
       They could all perform the stories of Freaks. They had the
       talent to take on the persona, even the appearances. They would
       never be profoundly cruel or vindictive. They were friends,
       after all. They were becoming the circus.
       The comings and goings went on for some years. The constant
       Ringmaster knew all of the stories of all the society of
       friends. Never passing judgement upon exactly what each person
       portrayed. The Freak Show portrayed strangeness and
       eccentricity. The Crowd, would always pass over some money to
       enjoy the oddity. There was never any horror. There was never
       anything so extreme that dreams were lost to the night hag.
       As the years trundled on, the Ringmaster became increasingly
       empathic. Not merely introducing the performances but telling
       the stories from the personas the friends had etched inside
       their skulls. The Ringmaster was gradually becoming perfectly
       attuned with all of the friends. So empathic as to be incapable
       of bearing the loss of any of them. Harry the Head would live
       forever in formaldehyde, ensuring the empathic balance of the
       Ringmaster. Such became the need of the Ringmaster for the
       presence of the Friends.
       On the one side there was always the Audience. Fripperies and
       inconstancies that never really intruded into the consciousness
       of the Ringmaster. Until Lillie. On the other side there were
       the Friends. Compassionate and willing to project Freakishness
       for the greater good. In the Freak Show, the Ringmaster is
       increasingly overcome by apparent telepathy. Increasingly
       capable of narrating the tales of mute freaks. Giving voice to
       the internal monologues of even mumbling midgets.
       And the Audience: so insipid. Not horrors that visit upon the
       calm of introspection. Not monsters whose presence tears
       humanity away from the world. The Audience play their part.
       Laughing at midgets or sighing sentimentally at the stories.
       Everything channelled through the Ringmaster. But not Lillie.
       Lillie was a freakish human hurricane.
       In the past. In the past the Freakshow had welcomed new members.
       Friends. People who were outsiders like the Friends. People who
       knew the need for mutual support and aid. Freaks who were not
       freaks. Which all made sense before Lillie. Lillie arrived and
       immediately the Ringmaster sensed that she was one of them.
       Lillie was of the tribe or caste or community of freaks. Lillie
       had a natural home under the big top. Lillie could be a
       companion for Wanda; a confidante of Benny; or even an audience
       for herman. Lillie was the eye of a huge and destructive
       hurricane.
       Since the friends ran away to become the circus, Lillie had
       always been in the Audience. Calm and waiting. The Ringmaster
       had never understood that she was, along with them, at the eye
       of a terrifying, destructive hurricane of horror, misery and
       terror. The Friends had been lulled into a false sense of
       awareness. As the psychic connection between the Ringmaster and
       Lillie became more complete, he anticipated that he could
       channel her story to a new Audience. That Lillie would be a new
       Freak. Part of the group of friends.
       Yet the moment it happened - the psychic connection - the eye of
       the hurricane passed and suddenly the entire, complex collapse,
       destruction and reconstruction of Lillie tumbled into The
       Ringmaster and then into the other Freaks. No longer insulated
       from the entire story of Lillie, the Freaks all become utterly
       aware of the tragic and obscene pains of Lillie's life. Not
       merely knowing what happened but all of them experiencing every
       moment empathically. Their bond of friendship linking them into
       a single pool of experience. Experiencing every moment of the
       degradation and destruction and humiliation and finally absence
       of Lillie. Her being gone. Evaporated. Leaving only traces of
       who she really was. The Hurricane grinding Lillie out of
       existence left behind the story for all the Friendly Freaks to
       know for themselves.
       It then that they know what the Ringmaster has done.
       #Post#: 262--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: dunwich Date: February 3, 2017, 4:25 am
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       [quote author=moleshow link=topic=59.msg260#msg260
       date=1486076129]
       interesting writing on the album there. i, personally, find the
       MIDI to be okay. it just marks where the album lies in time. the
       rhymes also have a charm despite being unconventional. i think
       the roughness of those strange strings of words is meant to
       invoke a sense of discomfort in the listener by exposing them to
       things that, from a standard perspective,  just dont work.
       [/quote]
       It's obviously a product of its time, and should be treated as
       such. It's purely an aesthetic judgement of mine that prefers
       the odd warmth of those weird Mole Trilogy synths and the more
       elaborate instrumentation of the Mute years to to the MIDI of
       the CD-ROM era (and sections of Wormwood).
       #Post#: 264--------------------------------------------------
       Re: PROJECT OF THE WEEK (30th of January): FREAK SHOW
       By: eggoddleo Date: February 5, 2017, 3:35 pm
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       Hello Rz fans. I'm not sure I can muster a cohesive piece on
       Freak Show, but I'll try to compose a loose assortment of
       thoughts and observations, despite the weight of winter
       depression on my shoulders. Thanks for being such cool, lovely
       people. Y'all have so many interesting things to say about The
       Rz. I look forward to participating in future projects with you
       angel-headed creepsters.
       I think it is worth noting that the first proposition of this
       album is false. If life is a freak show, then some people do
       laugh when they leave. Just take the Greek philosopher,
       Chrysippus, who laughed himself to death. According to
       Wikipedia, the philosopher saw a donkey eating figs and
       remarked, "Now give the donkey a drink of pure wine to wash down
       the figs," before dying in a fit of laughter. I guess you had to
       be there. Now, the philosophers of Ancient Greece are subject to
       great speculation and hearsay, one might say to a point where
       their life stories are closer to allegory than fact. It's
       doubtful that Pythagoras had a golden thigh, and there are
       conflicting accounts of the death of Chrysippus. What does it
       really say about Stoic philosophy that one of its most prolific
       proponents died of good humor?
       What do The Residents mean when they say that everybody comes to
       the freak show, but nobody laughs when they leave? Perhaps
       they're warning us against laughing at the expense of others
       when, after all, we're all freaks in some way. Few people are
       natural-born Stoics. When faced with our flaws, or the
       inevitability of the death, laughter doesn't come so easily.
       Listening to this album in the shower, I couldn't help but think
       about the freaks of today. Donald Trump, Kanye West, Caitlin
       Jenner; the laughingstocks of pop culture. The Freak Show really
       hasn't gone anywhere. We're still laughing at the expense of
       others, and learning so very little about ourselves -- failing
       to see, once again, the freakishness of humanity. Everyone comes
       to the freak show, everyone is subject to abasement and
       ridicule.
       It's clear from the outset of this album that the freaks
       represent more than physical deformity. What makes Lillie a
       "freak"? It's not a bump or a mole or anything about her
       appearance. In my opinion, she is a "freak" in the sexual sense;
       a groupie who takes pleasure in the degradation that comes with
       submitting to the needs of the "real freaks". Indeed, many of
       the freaks in this album have sexual quirks. I can't think of an
       example more endearing than Benny the Bouncing Bump's
       infatuation with women in the ring.
       Sometimes the freaks seem like stand-ins for aspects of the
       human condition. In some cases, this goes so far as to make a
       freak nothing more than a personification of a human body part.
       What does Benny's large, flaccid, vascular bump remind you of?
       Of course, the eloquent, mouthy, abusive character who longs for
       immortality is a head. Then you have Jello Jack, the eyeball in
       a pool of flesh surrounded by some hair, who seems to be an
       embodiment of every human orifice, longing to feel fingers up
       inside of something sticky, sweet, and wet.
       Herman the Human Mole could be a personification of agoraphobia,
       reclusion, hermeticism, etc. Wanda the Worm Woman is a clear
       exhibitionist -- the classic geek. And, Mickey the Mumbling
       Midget? Well. . . I don't know. . . the point is that the
       external, superficial qualities of freakdom aren't the only
       things denied by society. Sure, we place the handicapped, and
       the derformed, into homes where nobody sees them. I've worked
       with the developmentally disabled for years. Few people know
       better than I how your tax dollars goes into pushing unsightly
       human refuse to the far outskirts of society, into care homes in
       suburbs, out of your sight, and out of your mind. But we don't
       end the denial at the superficial. We deny the freak within. We
       hide, rather than celebrate, that which makes us different. We
       alienate ourselves and others, continually failing to console
       the freak within, and I think that's what the Residents are
       ultimately lamenting when they say "nobody laughs when they
       leave".
       EDIT: I wanted to cite the comic book w/ visual examples to
       support my argument but I'm lazy. Anyway, I did want to mention
       one thing. Freak Show is technically not the first comic book
       the Residents have adapted into a live performance IMHO. Some of
       the stage props for the Mole Show featured comic book-style DPI
       a la Roy Lichtenstein, so I have always considered Mark of the
       Mole something of a musical motion comic modernization of The
       Book of Exodus (or Grapes of Wrath) adapted to the stage;
       thereby, using modern pop formats to express the timelessness
       and eternal relevance of the Exodus story. Derp. That is all.
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