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Reese McCartney's Diary
By: Mascii Date: March 31, 2013, 2:32 pm
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Reese's diary is kept outside behind his house, in the
shed-turned-playhouse-turned-hangout. The shed has been
remodeled, with insulated walls, second-hand couches and
shelves, and even a wifi connection. Reese mostly keeps his
diary on a USB port that looks like Darth Vader, and types it up
on his laptop.
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Re: Reese McCartney's Diary
By: Mascii Date: March 31, 2013, 2:32 pm
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Entry 001
Well, today was a weird day. First, slept in until 2 in the
afternoon. I woke up to Yukito knocking on the door, asking to
use my washing machine. Apparently, theirs broke, and his dad is
out of town again on a business trip. I wonder if he was just
lonely, though. He wouldn’t say it if he was, after all. But he
seemed happy to stay over. We tested out my new camera, watched
comedy shows and goofed off on the internet for hours. Tumblr is
a strange place.
But isn’t life stranger? Haha…
And oh, god. I accidentally sent a ridiculous ask to Erin on
tumblr, and forgot to make it anon. I sent it mostly to make her
feel better, because she’s a really nice girl, but I hope it
doesn’t make her feel awkward.
What am I saying? It’s Erin. She’ll probably just roll with it.
She knows better. :) It’s not me she has to worry and fret and
think about for hours.
Which reminds me.
1. Yukito seems really down on himself lately. Working on a
non-awkward plan to get his confidence up. I mean, the guy works
his ASS off, essentially for his father’s dream of making Yukito
fly. It seems kind of sad to me. Maybe I can make him come out
of his shell more. I know the others care about him, but he’s so
quiet, no one wants to approach him. Even if I know he wants
them to.
2. Phoenix is at it again. I don’t even know what to think about
it anymore, but it makes me want to laugh every time.
3. Where did Zinnia go?
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Re: Reese McCartney's Diary
By: Mascii Date: April 9, 2013, 8:19 pm
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Entry 002
Everything has been so tense between everyone lately. I can feel
it, Enhancement or not. In all honesty, talking to my friends
online as well as at school has been a bit strange. I’m on
mostly a level playing field, because they’re all so far away,
it’s kind of nice. Especially if I’m out at the bat-cave. It’s
like I can finally relax and clear my head.
Classes are getting tough. It’s almost the end of September
here, and the weather is cooling down fast.
~~
Haha…Yukito just texted and told me to bring an umbrella
tomorrow, because it’s probably going to rain.
He’s an odd guy, worrying about stuff like that.
In speaking of Yukito, he asked to play video games at my house
tonight. I didn’t think much of it at the time, because he quite
conveniently becomes more social on the times Dr. Ramsey is gone
for a week at a time. But as soon as he walked in the door, I
could tell something was up. At first, I was like, “Woah, he’s
got something big to tell me.” But he didn’t say anything, so I
didn’t either. We played games for awhile, and he played worse
than usual. Then, I had just gone to the bathroom, and when I
came back, Yukito was sitting oddly on the floor in front of the
couch. He was sitting on his knees, his hands all clenched up on
his lap like he had just done something horrible. I was like,
“What’s up?” and he looked up at me with this really ugly look
on his face, and said, “You already know, right?”
I didn’t know what I should say to that, so I just replied,
“Well, I know something’s up, but not exactly. I’m not a
mind-reader, you know. But I figured you would tell me when
you’re ready.”
And then he told me about his movie night with Erin the other
night. Apparently, they went from watching a horror prom movie
to kissing. And Erin asked if they could become a thing. At
first, I was like, “Wait, wut? No way…” And then I was like,
“Oh…okay.”
I had always hoped a bit that Erin…eh, well, never mind. She’s
always preferred Yukito, that much was obvious. Her heart always
skipped in this happy, musical little way whenever he walked in.
So I shouldn’t have been so surprised at that.
I was, however, surprised at Yukito’s reaction. He’s pretty hard
to read at times. I couldn’t tell at first if he was happy or
just felt weird about it. But I think it’s an odd mix of the
two.
And fear. He’s really scared of something, and he refuses to
tell me what. “I just had to tell you.”
Okay, that’s nice, Yukito. But now I gotta know what you THINK
about it, man! He’s so confusing!
But…you know what? He seemed really happy, too. I mean, like, he
wasn’t sitting there beaming from ear to ear, like a lot of guys
I know would be. But sometimes, I saw him looking down at the
ground, and this little smile would come to his face.
I think he really likes her.
~~
Anyways. Apparently, Zinnia had a really rough weekend. I feel
bad for her. I mean, it seemed like she was trying to brush it
off as not as important to her as it actually was, you know? And
then for it to all fall apart like that…it’s rough..
Eh…
I hate to admit this, but since it’s a diary, I might as well.
The last few days, I’ve felt a little invisible. Like…I feel
like I’m just going from day-to-day without much change.
Everything lately has been about my friends and how they feel,
making it to my classes on time, trying to keep up on things. I
could really use a ‘for fun’ kind of a night. But I don’t know
what to do.
I just want to stay up until 3am eating horrible food and
laughing until my chest hurts at this point. But there’s a quiz
in history I have to study for, and a 3 page paper for English.
Gah….
Maybe another day. :)
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Re: Reese McCartney's Diary
By: Mascii Date: April 11, 2013, 11:56 am
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Entry 003
The last couple of days have gotten interesting.
Chevy has suddenly started to talk a lot more. I mean, he’s been
outgoing most of the time, but now it seems like he’s starting
to invest himself in our little group. He’s an interesting guy,
I’ll give him that.
Today, I finished up the apple pie Erin gave me. I kind of kept
it out in my batcave and didn’t let anyone else in my family
know about it, so I could have it all to myself. Yukito found
out about it, and he said to me, “That’s why you’ll become fat.”
Haha..
But it would be a good way to die. From Erin’s homemade apple
pie. And I think Yukito was a bit jealous, in all honesty.
Oh, and the other day, Clarence apparently played Designated
Driver for Chevy, and a good thing, too. Chevy apparently got a
laced drink and Clarence came in at just the right moment. Chevy
spent the night crashing at Clarence’s. I hope it wasn’t
anything more serious than that. Clarence is an odd one. He
tries really hard to seem like a big grunt, but he’s really like
an older brother to everyone. Like one of those older brothers
that is like ten years older than everyone else, and he’s meant
to help raise and take care of us all.
I wish I could be that kind of a brother..
Chevy and Phoenix have been including me a lot more in their
conversations and stuff, and Erin, too. (But Erin is always like
that..haha) Although it’s nice to be ‘one of the guys’, I can’t
help but feel a bit removed from both of them. Like the new kid
at the lunch table, or such. Like I’m not really a part of the
group, in a way. But, ah, well. I think it’s one of those things
where you’ve got to get used to each other for awhile. It’s
because of that horrid feeling everyone gets when they start to
think, “I don’t belong here, do I?” that I want to reach out to
people on the outskirts, like Zinnia or Yukito or them. So…I’ll
give it some more time.
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Re: Reese McCartney's Diary
By: Mascii Date: May 24, 2013, 2:23 am
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Entry 004
And-um- this probably shouldn't be common knowledge. Silas is my
best friend but I really, really want you, Reese... if that
helps any. Just so you know.
That's exactly what she wrote. And I just don't know how to
reply to it. I'm suddenly stuck in this weird sort of
emotionally deprived bubble when it comes to Syd, I don't even
know.
I mean, it really looks like she's moved on and decided to get
closer to Silas...but I can't help but hope that she reaches out
to me, and not just when she needs help with something,
but...just wanting to talk, you know?
But I guess I can't afford to be the needy one here. As long as
I can support her as a friend, I guess that's alright.
She says he's just her best friend, but...I dunno.
Things have become so confusing..
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