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       Complete Freedom? 
       By: Kerry Date: November 22, 2015, 12:27 pm
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       Do you want to be free?   Most people will answer yes to that
       question, but do you really want complete freedom?  Really?
       If the answer is yes, then you  want to be able to sin if you
       feel like it.   You will not escape the  bondage   of this world
       as long as you want this illusion called "complete freedom."
       There is no quicker path to becoming a slave than to crave
       complete freedom for self.  That's the way the world operates,
       folks.
       The only way out of the bondage of this world is to imitate
       Jesus.   He did not want to be "free" to do whatever he pleased.
       When he had free will, he was tempted in all things and
       consistently chose to do the good, in harmony with the Will of
       the Father; and in the end, after consistently rejecting all
       temptations, he "gave back" his "free will" to the Father.
       He could sin when he had free will.  He was tempted in all
       things.  Yes, he could have sinned.   But in the end, after
       defeating them all, he was tired of this thing called free will
       and gave that ability to choose evil to the Father.   It was at
       this point, we can say he could not sin.   He was born of the
       Spirit; and as John tells us, the person born of the Spirit
       cannot sin.
       Now at first, when the soul first comes to repentance, the soul
       says, "I no longer wish to sin."   This is an intention of the
       soul.    The worst thing to do when we say we intend to do
       something, most especially if we know it is a good thing, is to
       doubt ourselves and change our minds.    The soul which has the
       seed of immortality implanted knows it wishes not to sin -- but
       still faces temptations.   All those conflicting intentions need
       to be put down.   We cannot be double-minded about it.   If we
       fail, we must also put that down and return to the original
       intention, "I wish to turn away from sin."   If a demon
       whispers, "It's impossible" in our ears, we say, "Oh, go away. I
       intend to do as I said and my intention is to avoid sin."
       The soul in this situation can be considered female as St.
       Catherine of Sienna did.   The soul has the temptations of the
       flesh to deal with,  but vows to be faithful to the "masculine"
       ideals of Spirit.  This is remarkably like a woman who wants an
       ideal marriage and realizes that if she wanders off and commits
       adultery with other men,  she's wrecking  her marriage with her
       husband.   The soul must learn to take guidance from the Spirit,
       that what the soul wants for itself is sometimes the worst
       thing.
       The "free will" of the "bride" has chosen "love."   That is her
       choice.  She does not want to be "free" to change her mind or to
       entertain alternatives.  It is what she wants and nothing will
       change her mind.  If her marriage is to work out properly, she
       must be faithful to her vow.
       If we  harbor thoughts in our minds about  sinning, we are
       secretly relishing the idea of sinning and considering the
       possibility of sinning.  It seems to me that some people believe
       it's okay to think about sinning as long as you don't actually
       go out and sin; but I tell you, one thing leads to another.  You
       won't go out and sin unless you first harbored the thought of
       sinning as a possibility.   One key to success is recognizing
       when trouble starts and cutting it off before it gains strength.
       Thinking about sinning is the first step -- cutting it off
       there is the best way of avoiding sin.
       I've told this before; but perhaps it's worth saying again.
       This is  like someone who knows chocolate is a weakness. He
       knows he always overindulges so he told himself he'll stop
       eating chocolate completely.  He goes to the store and sees the
       candy aisle.    He tells himself he won't buy any, but he'll go
       look at it.   He enjoys looking at the chocolate.  No harm in
       that, right?
       Then he tells himself it would also be harmless to smell it.
       Surely!  So he smells it.  It does smell good, and he hasn't
       eaten a bit of it.  He's not overindulging, is he?    That was
       so harmless, he figures he could buy a box to take home. He can
       look at it and smell it there.  Again, no harm, right?   So
       that's what he does.
       When he gets home,  he tells himself overindulging is the real
       problem.   Surely it would be okay to eat one piece.  Alas,
       alack,  that's what he tries to do; but before he knows what
       happened, he's eaten the whole box.  Then he's depressed!   He's
       failed again!
       Yet how easy it would have been for him at first when he saw the
       candy aisle to say, "No need to go down that aisle since I'm not
       buying any candy."     He would have been acting in line with
       his intention not to buy any, refusing to be enticed into a
       "little harmless" enjoying of it.   You can see his original
       intention was not firm.  He undermined it, changing his mind
       step by step.
       The soul which wishes to avoid sin does something similar.  It
       does not feel free to do almost anything even if those things by
       themselves are not sins.   If doing something puts us in a
       situation where we know we will be tempted to sin, we should
       avoid it.  If we do not, we are still not quite serious enough
       about wanting to avoid sin.  If we want to feel free to go look
       at the chocolate, telling ourselves it's harmless, we should not
       be surprised if we wind up at home crying after eating a whole
       box of chocolates and telling ourselves we are failures.
       I say the best thing he could have done was to say, "I came to
       the store to buy other things, and that's what I'm going to do.
       I'm not going to waste time in the candy aisle."   He could also
       devote time and energy to learning how to cook other things so
       he enjoys eating healthy things.    A great many of life's
       failures can be avoided by choosing the good.   Waffling between
       good and evil almost always leads to trouble.  If you know what
       is good and what isn't, make the right decision and then act on
       it immediately.   Don't dawdle. Don't waste time thinking
       "delicious thoughts" about the evil alternative.    Yes, Eve saw
       the forbidden fruit was "good" and "pleasant" in its own way.
       She dawdled and wanted to think about it.   Was it a
       possibility?  Yes, it was a possibility for her since she chose
       to think about it.
       I ask everyone now if their religion is in vain.   Are there
       things you used to do which now don't even tempt you?  If so,
       then your religion may not be in vain.  You cannot sin in those
       things anymore since you've seen something about them and
       learned to say "No" to such thoughts.   Those thoughts aren't
       even taken seriously anymore.
       If the soul takes its intention not to sin seriously,  it will
       face one temptation after another, so such temptations can be
       disposed of.   The flaws of the soul are dealt with, sometimes
       one at a time; and if the soul is serious, it will not sin
       knowingly.   It can still err by not knowing everything, sinning
       through ignorance; but such sins can be turned to advantage
       since experience can cure ignorance.   The soul which  sinned
       through ignorance can learn to avoid even those by learning.
       While these are sins at one level, at another level they are not
       sins.
       No soul which wants to retain the freedom to sin can be said to
       be on the path to perfection.    The purpose of free will was so
       we could choose to love and have it be real and mean something.
       Once we have chosen that, we are not free to do anything we
       please.  We would be violating our own free will if we did.
       In this matter, men and women are their own worst enemies.  They
       want to be good people, want to avoid sin, but then they betray
       themselves, wanting to feel free to take the opposite view.
       You can't have it both ways!   Trying to have it both ways will
       only produce feelings of failure as it did with the man in the
       candy aisle; yet people undermine themselves all the time.
       What we call "free will" isn't worth that much, not really,
       unless we choose the good and stick to it.  What many call "free
       will" isn't their true will at all!  It's them doing things they
       hate and don't really want to do.      It's a "false will", not
       the actual "true will" of the person.   The person wrecking his
       own life and the lives around him isn't exercising "free will"
       -- that's not the "true will" of that person.   He's delusional,
       not in his right mind.   We are all children of God, and our
       "true will" is always right, always loving, always benevolent.
       Anything else is the "false will" which wrecks the person and
       injures those around him.
       It is impossible for two people both acting with their "true
       wills" to conflict with each other.   This does not mean people
       agree about everything.  They don't, and it would be a tedious
       and boring world if they did.  What it means is I arrange the
       furniture in my house as I like and you do yours the way you
       like.   I don't tell you you're wrong and you don't tell me I
       am.   We grant each other the same "freedom" we want for
       ourselves.
       Therein lies the Great Commandment, "Do unto others as you would
       have them do unto you."  True Freedom consists in obeying the
       Golden Rule.  There is no better way of becoming enslaved than
       by craving "freedom" for yourself while trying to deny the same
       freedom to others.    You are opposing the freedom God gave
       others if you try that; and the universe will crush you.   The
       great sin, against both man and God, is to oppose the God-given
       freedom of others.   Indeed I think it may be the only sin.
       When we see conflicts, we can sure the "false will" is at work
       somewhere.  I could be trying to boss you around about how to
       arrange your furniture or you mine.   Someone is not obeying the
       Golden Rule.   While it is a sin to oppose the "true will" of
       others, obviously it's not a sin to refuse to give the "false
       will" of others respect.
       Some say, "Do what thou wilt is all the Law."   This is actually
       true, but it's also easily misunderstood.  It must be the "real
       person" operating,  someone who knows he is a child of God and
       who is guided by the Divine Nature God gave him.   He is doing
       what he truly wants, operating on the True Will.   He is not
       responding to others, returning evil or evil; he is not
       influenced by such things.  The illusion of this world is that
       it's such a dangerous place, being a dog-eat-world, that we
       can't be who we really are and really want to be -- we can't be
       like little children -- the world would eat us alive.  That's
       the illusion that tells us we must do evil, we must do some
       things we'd rather not do.  We wouldn't survive otherwise.  This
       is how the false will arises; and it would be better to allow
       people to nail you to a cross and kill you than to fall into
       erroneous thinking and believe you need to resist such evil by
       returning evil for evil.  Such thinking is betraying self as a
       child of God.
       Embrace the True Self -- as God made you and intends us all to
       be.   Then have faith He will take care of you even if someone
       nails you to a cross.    Do not betray the "inner child."  If
       you do, it means you aren't trusting God to take care of you if
       you do the right thing.  Something else is looking more
       powerful.
       If people want to crucify you, realize that it's that "false
       will" at work.   They don't know what they're doing.  Everything
       will work out right in the end if and when they wake up and know
       what they're doing.
       Psalm 91:11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to
       keep thee in all thy ways.
       12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy
       foot against a stone.
       #Post#: 3306--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Piper Date: November 22, 2015, 2:01 pm
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       [font=trebuchet ms]So much to think about, but overall-- yes!
       A line from a song that I've always remembered:[/font]
       [quote][font=georgia] . . . now I see
       that freedom isn't free,
       and love's the only true redeemer[/font][/quote]
       #Post#: 3308--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Piper Date: November 22, 2015, 5:20 pm
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       [quote]Embrace the True Self -- as God made you and intends us
       all to be.   Then have faith He will take care of you even if
       someone nails you to a cross.    Do not betray the "inner
       child."  If you do, it means you aren't trusting God to take
       care of you if you do the right thing.  Something else is
       looking more powerful.  [/quote]
       [font=trebuchet ms]I think of a time when a visit from relatives
       went so sour, that I literally spent a week on the floor in
       misery.  I wondered what I could have done or said differently.
       I was so sad things turned out as they did, and even tried hard
       to set things right, but to this day it doesn't work between us.
       I've learned to accept it likely never will.  We've little in
       common, and they will never like me for who I am.  But I am who
       I am, I live as I choose, and they don't have to like it, only
       respect it.
       Even now, my faith takes me places others don't understand, but
       I can't betray the path when it's given me such peace and a
       whole vast horizon of potential learning.  If anyone rejects me
       for my choices, they reject my true self.  I will trust God to
       take care of me, come what may.
       Did I ever tell you I used to pretend I was Saint Bernadette
       when I was a little girl?  I loved her faith and her courage.  I
       loved that she was blessed to see "that lady", though I really
       did not understand then who Mary was, or her vast, infinite and
       eternal connection with Jesus.  Bernadette only lived 35 years,
       a life with much illness, but the Blessed Virgin appeared to
       her, identifying herself as "the Immaculate Conception."  She
       was very close to Mary and is said to have died while praying
       the Holy Rosary.
       Once, a nun asked Bernadette if she had temptations of pride
       because of the visitations. "How can I?" she answered quickly.
       "The Blessed Virgin chose me only because I was the most
       ignorant."[/font]
       [quote]It is impossible for two people both acting with their
       "true wills" to conflict with each other.   This does not mean
       people agree about everything.  They don't, and it would be a
       tedious and boring world if they did.  What it means is I
       arrange the furniture in my house as I like and you do yours the
       way you like.   I don't tell you you're wrong and you don't tell
       me I am.   We grant each other the same "freedom" we want for
       ourselves.  [/quote]
       [font=trebuchet ms]And the world (and forums) would be a more
       peaceful place.[/font]
       #Post#: 3311--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Kerry Date: November 23, 2015, 7:19 am
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       [quote author=Piper link=topic=387.msg3306#msg3306
       date=1448222464]
       [font=trebuchet ms]So much to think about, but overall-- yes!
       A line from a song that I've always remembered:[/font][quote]. .
       . now I see
       that freedom isn't free,
       and love's the only true redeemer[/quote]
       [/quote]Love is the only way out, I do believe.   And it is not
       quite enough that Jesus loves us.  We must love him and others.
       I do believe if we do not see that, perhaps we have not yet
       "seen" him.  " Lovest thou me?" Jesus asked Peter.  Was that out
       of selfishness?  I say no.  Jesus earnestly wanted Peter to
       become like him.   If we love Jesus and others, we become more
       like Jesus; and that is what he wants.  [quote author=Piper
       link=topic=387.msg3308#msg3308 date=1448234428]
       I think of a time when a visit from relatives went so sour, that
       I literally spent a week on the floor in misery.  I wondered
       what I could have done or said differently.  I was so sad things
       turned out as they did, and even tried hard to set things right,
       but to this day it doesn't work between us.  I've learned to
       accept it likely never will.  We've little in common, and they
       will never like me for who I am.  But I am who I am, I live as I
       choose, and they don't have to like it, only respect it.
       [/quote]A question.  Do they ever actually express anger about
       anything?  I'm curious about that.    If I had to guess, I'd say
       I bet not.
       I'd guess too it has something to do with how they came up in
       the world -- and that may also "trigger" something inside of you
       related to how you were brought up.    There are some people who
       do not safe around anyone else unless that other person is
       "unable" to injure them.   If they're around capable people,
       their wish is to undermine them and diminish them.   Then when
       they are convinced you are powerless to injure them, they feel
       safe enough to show you "love."
       There are people on forums like that.    I usually don't get
       along with them; but I could if I wanted.  In fact, I think I
       could get them to send me money if I put on a pathetic act and
       told wild tales about how desperate I was.  If they see me as
       "above" them or "equal" to them, their goal is to cut me down;
       so all I'd have to do is play along and pretend to be a wounded
       or desperate person.    Why do I oppose them, sometimes even to
       the point of what appears animosity?     I don't feel like
       conning them; and I don't want to "buy" their "love" by putting
       on an act.  If I allowed them to diminish me, that only makes
       them think their tactic is a good one.  It's already succeeded
       enough for them in the past, or they wouldn't be doing it.
       Odds are their parents taught them this too -- beating them down
       mentally and emotionally until the children were so down, the
       parents felt it "safe" to show them a little affection.   Who
       knows where it started?   How many generations have done it?
       I was at a forum once years ago; and someone said to me, "You
       treat everyone else so nice.  You seem to like them.  Why do you
       treat me differently?  You don't seem to like me."  I wrote
       back, "You have never done anything to make me like you."    He
       was an atheist of the bad sort, and he showed up at a Christian
       forum mostly to berate people, to put them down,  to criticize
       -- and try to get them to lose their tempers so he could say
       what bad Christians they were.  His game was obvious to me.   I
       was not going to fall into his traps.  I told him the truth
       straight up; and I hope it woke him up to something about
       himself.    He knew very well that most of the Christians
       putting on the "loving" act were being fake.   The more patient
       and "loving" they were, the more he felt free to keep going
       after them.
       Of course, I didn't go after him at once.  I waited until I had
       a list of his offenses against other people and not against me.
       And when I went after him, a "Christian"  urged me to be
       moderate.   I told him to mind his own business.   The irony is
       he had never advised the atheist to be moderate, so why tell me
       that?   I know why -- he enjoyed playing the "patient victim."
       Maybe  it's  how he got affection as a child, or maybe his wife
       only "rewarded" him if he agreed to be a victim.
       You can count on such victims to be consistently on the "wrong
       side" of things.    Impressed by power and intimidation, they
       usually side  with the aggressor in a situation and gleefully
       join in when the "gang leader" attacks an innocent person.
       I wonder if your relatives might be trying to push you into
       victim mode -- so you see one of them as "the dominant"  leader
       of the pack.   If that is part of your history from childhood,
       you may think or feel that the way to get along is to see things
       from the viewpoint of the aggressor and try to placate them.
       I don't think placating some people  works.  It only reinforces
       their negative habit of using aggression to try to wear others
       down.   That's why I oppose such people vigorously -- I want to
       show them it doesn't work all the time -- maybe they wear some
       people down, but they can also run into people who can beat them
       at their own game if that's the game they want to play.    My
       goal isn't to play that game; but if it's the game they want to
       play, fine.  I'll try to show them it's not a fun game. But
       doing that with relatives can be awkward.   I have done it
       though.
       Here's something that may astound you.   If what I said is true,
       they do respect you.   They see you as dangerous and powerful
       -- thus you pose a threat to them and they believe they need to
       diminish you.   It's crazy.  Yes, it's crazy; but people do act
       that like.   It's like the man frustrated by his wife because he
       feels unloved -- so he beats her until she says, "Yes, honey,
       you know I love you."  Then they kiss and make up.   All make
       believe.  Fantasy.  But it may be "best" they think they can do.
       It's perfectly nuts.  Anyone should know if you want someone
       to love you, you don't abuse them -- you treat them nicely --
       and maybe they'll love you and maybe not.   But you don't abuse
       people thinking that's the way to get love.
       [quote]Even now, my faith takes me places others don't
       understand, but I can't betray the path when it's given me such
       peace and a whole vast horizon of potential learning.  If anyone
       rejects me for my choices, they reject my true self.  I will
       trust God to take care of me, come what may.  [/quote]I would
       say they are also betraying themselves.
       I don't think it's possible to go against the God-nature in
       another person without doing something to the God-nature in
       self.  The injury to you however painful it may be is not
       permanent.   You can get over it.  What about them?  Can they,
       will they, ever get over it?
       [quote]Did I ever tell you I used to pretend I was Saint
       Bernadette when I was a little girl?  I loved her faith and her
       courage.  I loved that she was blessed to see "that lady",
       though I really did not understand then who Mary was, or her
       vast, infinite and eternal connection with Jesus.  Bernadette
       only lived 35 years, a life with much illness, but the Blessed
       Virgin appeared to her, identifying herself as "the Immaculate
       Conception."  She was very close to Mary and is said to have
       died while praying the Holy Rosary.
       Once, a nun asked Bernadette if she had temptations of pride
       because of the visitations. "How can I?" she answered quickly.
       "The Blessed Virgin chose me only because I was the most
       ignorant."[/quote]
       This is credible to me.    Pride is behind thinking we know when
       we do not.  Pride is  insane, really -- so unrealistic. It
       really is best to know when we do not know for then we might
       possibly come to know.   If our minds are filled with trash that
       isn't true but which pride tells us must be true since pride
       also tells us how important it is to be right and the fellow
       wrong, odds are the mind is closed.
       You can observe pride at work on forums too.   If a proud person
       feels he might be losing an argument, it upsets him personally.
       Why?  Who has always been right about everything?  I guarantee
       you I've changed my mind about many things when I saw I was
       wrong.   I don't feel inferior for having been wrong or
       uninformed, so I don't see others as being inferior if perchance
       they happen to be wrong or uninformed.    In fact,  some of my
       best friends have been what other people might call "average" or
       "dumb."    All I ask is that they don't put on airs and pretend
       to be something they aren't.
       There is irony in pretending to be cleverer than one really is
       since it often makes one dumber.   The proud person will be so
       stubborn in his opinions, he makes himself dumber over time.
       The more truth that is laid before him which he rejects out of
       stubborn pride, the more his mind begins to fail.  I've seen it
       happen.   I once told a man to stop arguing with me since he
       knew he was wrong and his mind was failing him.   People's minds
       often do seem to fail them when arguing with me -- when they
       know they're wrong and argue anyway?   Of course, they're making
       themselves dumber.   The truly clever person admits  when he
       knows he's wrong.   Who can argue with him after that?  And then
       he's also right.     I wrote something silly once at T2O, and an
       atheist caught it.   What could I say?  I was wrong. I thanked
       him for correcting me.  Who cares if he was an atheist?   He was
       right, and I could see it.   So why not just say so?  That
       makes me laugh just thinking about it.  I go to a "Christian"
       forum and an atheist corrects me.  So many Christians have tried
       to correct me but failed to convince me; and along comes an
       atheist and does it easily.   Life can be amusing.   Can you
       imagine how much sillier I would have been if I decided I
       couldn't let an atheist "win" against a Christian, saying,
       "You know, gangs are important!   Have to defend my gang!"
       I think there is a good kind of ignorance as we see with Saint
       Bernadette; and then there is the willful ignorance of the proud
       and obstinate.
       #Post#: 3313--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Piper Date: November 23, 2015, 1:27 pm
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       [font=trebuchet ms]The dynamics between K's sisters and I go all
       the way back to when we were teens.  And, yes, trust me, they do
       express anger.  After the mentioned visit, one sister wrote a
       letter pages and pages long criticizing me for everything, and I
       do mean everything, she could think of.  Right down to the way I
       breathe, and I'm serious. I went upstairs for a bit to visit
       with my little granddaughter, and I was accused of "huffing and
       puffing up and down the stairs."
       I didn't help enough in the kitchen, I didn't express gratitude
       properly for the gifts they gave, I didn't know how to interact
       with my own daughter, my grandchildren need "protection" from
       me, I was "jealous" because K. spent time with his sister, I
       didn't drink wine when everyone else did, on and on and on.
       Insane. I don't know why they hate me so much, but I live with
       it.  Recently, one sister dropped K. as a friend on Facebook,
       and she accused him of putting p orn on her page, which, if she
       really knew her brother at all and really understood how
       desperately -- yes, desperately-- he is struggling right now,
       she would see how absolutely ridiculous that accusation was. Her
       brother could die, he has such a horrendous amount of infection
       in his body, and she thinks he's playing stupid games putting p
       orn on her F.B. page?  No one gets it. No one. So, he told her,
       and said she should have asked him if he even did it, and he
       demanded an apology.  Ha. Nothing but more anger.  Needless to
       say, they are, once again, not speaking.
       Anyway.  People love to play their games.
       Don't they?
       But, if all the hell of the past few years has taught me
       anything, it is that I CAN be strong, and . . . I can stand on
       my own two feet.
       When people WANT to think ugly, malicious things about you, they
       will find a way.  Jealousy is a very nasty, dirty thing, and
       people think nothing of lying and misrepresenting things to
       convince themselves they are right.
       [/font]
       #Post#: 3314--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: bradley Date: November 23, 2015, 2:02 pm
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       If we chose to have our Lord as our master, we cannot be free.
       Yet His burdens are light, and the joy that comes with our
       servitude can only strengthen our resolve to achieve the closer
       union we all desire.
       #Post#: 3326--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Kerry Date: November 25, 2015, 12:40 am
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       [quote author=Piper link=topic=387.msg3313#msg3313
       date=1448306826]
       The dynamics between K's sisters and I go all the way back to
       when we were teens.  And, yes, trust me, they do express anger.
       After the mentioned visit, one sister wrote a letter pages and
       pages long criticizing me for everything, and I do mean
       everything, she could think of.  Right down to the way I
       breathe, and I'm serious. I went upstairs for a bit to visit
       with my little granddaughter, and I was accused of "huffing and
       puffing up and down the stairs."[/quote]This sounds to me as if
       they are afraid to express anger  so they resort to less direct
       methods of dealing with things.   Why not discuss these
       situations as they arose instead of seething inside about them
       and then later pouring things out in a letter?
       [quote]I didn't help enough in the kitchen, I didn't express
       gratitude properly for the gifts they gave, I didn't know how to
       interact with my own daughter, my grandchildren need
       "protection" from me, I was "jealous" because K. spent time with
       his sister, I didn't drink wine when everyone else did, on and
       on and on.  Insane. I don't know why they hate me so much, but I
       live with it.  Recently, one sister dropped K. as a friend on
       Facebook, and she accused him of putting p orn on her page,
       which, if she really knew her brother at all and really
       understood how desperately -- yes, desperately-- he is
       struggling right now, she would see how absolutely ridiculous
       that accusation was. Her brother could die, he has such a
       horrendous amount of infection in his body, and she thinks he's
       playing stupid games putting p orn on her F.B. page?  No one
       gets it. No one. So, he told her, and said she should have asked
       him if he even did it, and he demanded an apology.  Ha. Nothing
       but more anger.  Needless to say, they are, once again, not
       speaking.
       Anyway.  People love to play their games.
       Don't they?
       But, if all the hell of the past few years has taught me
       anything, it is that I CAN be strong, and . . . I can stand on
       my own two feet.
       When people WANT to think ugly, malicious things about you, they
       will find a way.  Jealousy is a very nasty, dirty thing, and
       people think nothing of lying and misrepresenting things to
       convince themselves they are right.[/quote]
       I'd say none of the criticism was real.   If they had really
       rational answers that would improve a situation, they would
       talked when the situations arose.   The fact they didn't tells
       me they were afraid to talk when the situations arose.  They
       waited until they were out of "firing range."
       So who did your daughter come to when she runs into problems?
       To these "capable and intelligent" relatives who "have all the
       answers to life"?     It would be very interesting -- but a
       complete waste of time and probably more vexation too -- to call
       them on the phone, put on an act of being incapable and wanting
       their advice and help, and ask them what they can do to help
       your daughter.   Almost guaranteed, it would be nothing.
       Their words don't mean anything; and they're afraid to express
       anger directly.   They resent something, but almost guaranteed
       again is that what is frustrating them has nothing to do with
       what the letter was about.  It's about something else --
       jealousy or something else.   Such people often feel inferior,
       and that's the real problem -- but they try to feel better about
       themselves by cutting down others.  They almost never discuss
       their real problem.
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       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Kerry Date: November 25, 2015, 12:49 am
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       Your daughter might be able to get some money out of the
       relatives though.  If they feel bad about themselves, it might
       make them feel better about themselves if they gave her money.
       They could also feel superior to you if they did that.    As
       crazy as it sounds, people can have such motives.  But then
       there is  hell to pay if you ever take their help or money.
       Since their real goal is to tear others down, they use the fact
       that they helped you to get even bossier and more demanding.
       If you don't go along with them, they'll remind you you owe them
       and should feel guilty for not doing everything they say.
       #Post#: 3332--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Piper Date: November 25, 2015, 11:09 am
       ---------------------------------------------------------
       [font=trebuchet ms]Ha.  Kerry.  They've come between my daughter
       and I so many times, always full of "love" for her and open
       disdain for me, telling her openly they did not like me "from
       day one"---at which time I was the shy 15 year old girlfriend of
       their brother.  However, for all their great love for my
       daughter, they disappear very quickly when she has problems. My
       daughter seems to crave their approval, but, yes, when her life
       becomes messy, she comes to me.  They won't help her.  And, she
       generally wants to maintain the illusion with them that her life
       is under control.  Appearances.  Pretense.
       People are so strange.
       Anyway, I'm not sure what to do.  I don't want to give her money
       to satisfy the bank if they will just be missing payments again
       in a couple of months.  What's the sense in that?
       I don't want to enable them to remain in what is ultimately an
       impossible situation.
       I've lost enough money because of the nefarious Tree Service.
       ::)
       Time will sort things out.  The kids have the ex's homes, as
       well, and I could temporarily shelter their dogs.  Maybe the two
       of them need time to resolve things on their own.
       Sorry.  If you want to discuss this further, we should do it by
       pm or email. Thanks, though. :)[/font]
       #Post#: 3333--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Complete Freedom? 
       By: Piper Date: November 25, 2015, 11:22 am
       ---------------------------------------------------------
       [quote author=bradley link=topic=387.msg3314#msg3314
       date=1448308955]
       If we chose to have our Lord as our master, we cannot be free.
       Yet His burdens are light, and the joy that comes with our
       servitude can only strengthen our resolve to achieve the closer
       union we all desire.  We often must learn the hard way.
       [/quote]
       [font=trebuchet ms]Wise words, Brad.  Not all, but many of our
       burdens, we create by our own poor choices.  Refusing good
       advice, being impulsive, bad decisions, trying to live a
       lifestyle we can't afford . . . spells trouble for many
       Americans.[/font]
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