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random things to distract me from doing real work
By: Raven` Date: November 29, 2015, 6:56 pm
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*i recently wrote in my essay about how you can't ask many poem
writers what their poems mean because, well, half of the suckers
are dead. my teacher's first comment was on that like and his
comment was laughter. that should've gotten me at least a 66
lmao
*luna, the new addition to the family, is definitely the
weirdest cat ever. or normal. we can't tell. she does internet
cat things is what im trying to say.
*storm will lay on only one portion of my bed, and no other. if
that spot is taken, she will move to a pillow, or a pile of
clothes on the floor. the princess is picky.
*rayn is catching wiff of lunas maturing parts and its kinda
weird cuz hes fixed and im scared hes gonna try to get it and
end up confused while lunas like O3O
*my boyfriend and i have been dating for ten months now holy
hell.
*im gonna be sixteen soon.
*im in a spanish class full of white girls who still pronounce
the "h" (its silent) and over pronounce everything (instead of
"hola, me llamo malenya y me gusta dibujar en mi dormitorio"
they say "HHHHolllla, mee yamo malenyya ee mee gustsa dibugar in
me dormitorryiooo") and they do it on purpose.
*i hate it when i tell people i cant do things bc of money
issues. they always pull the "your parents own a building!!"
card. like. do you not understand what it means to own a
building? it means collecting rent from tenants every month and,
when the tenants don't pay in full, having to find ways to come
up with the money to pay the rest. it means to fix every issue
the building has with money out of our own pockets, all while
finishing things the past owner didn't even touch on (yes, we've
lived there for five years. yes, there are still many unfinished
things.) like?? nobody understands. everyone thinks that since
we own a building, we have money pouring out of our arseholes.
we don't. learn some sh.t thank you.
*i can read for days and have fun with it, but if the book is
forced upon me to read, i lose all interest in it
*i have very minimal irl friends. i suck at making them and have
a hard time with keeping them. my circle is literally me, my
boyfriend, and maybe three or four other people. i can only talk
seriously to my boyfriend and one of my other friends. other
than that circle, though, i have tonnes of acquaintances.
*our dogs, melody and coco are honestly the most lovable things
in the world and i feel terrible on how we treat them. or, more
so, on how my parents (moreso my dad) treats them. theyre both
good dogs and great companions. but because my parents don't
care for watching either of them, they are both constantly in
their kennels. it kills me, honestly. i want to let them out,
but coco is a pit and melody is a tiny maltese. coco could
literally eat my baby. not that she would. they're both great.
its that coco could accidentally hurt melody in terrible ways so
they can't be together for long. plus, i go to school and my mom
doesn't want either of them out and about because theyre "not
her responsibility" i mean i understand that but theyre both
constantly locked up and it. kills. me. my mom literally hopes
that coco runs away, too. i personally think its because she
lost her dog due to him eating a ton of shi (hes fine now and
adopted by a diff family) and she blames it on coco. but it,
again, kills me because coco now lost three/four major figures
in her life (parents((2)), our eldest dog ((who died)) and her
brother ((already explained))) and has terrible anxiety. she's
the most beautiful thing inside and while with other dogs that
comfort her. but if shes outside alone, shes scared and
terrified and sticked to your side and wont leave and its so f
cking sweet and i hate that shes reduced to practically nothing
by my parents and shi i swear this bothers me so f cking much
and my parents beat her when she misbehaves like???? thats not
how you do it!!! honestly my 'rents say that im staying home
after graduation and while i go to college but if that poor
beast is still being constantly locked in by the time i actually
do leave, im taking her. she deserves so much more than just
being in isolation. so does my dog. i hate it. and it kills me
that i cant do shit about it other than letting them out in
short bursts when my parents aren't paying attention.
*i can honestly talk about our dogs all day and about how we
keep them in their kennels and only let them out to go to the
bathroom. literally i can write a book. its even worse when you
see melody outside the kennel and she will jump on you, beg to
be held, dance for you, run in circles and overall be a happy
dog but once she gets back in her kennel, shes shut in, closed
down and quiet. same goes for coco
*im not crying you are
* ok back to real work now
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