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well then
By: Jstar Date: September 18, 2015, 11:25 pm
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for those of you who have skype, you know that my ex, john,
treats me like crap. i really truly did like him. and he liked
me. but then something happened. he got a whole bunch of new
friends and forgot me. when i tried to get his attention he
snapped at me. so lately i've been feeling very crappy from
this.
so recently i joined his group of friends to spend more time
with him. it was pretty good for the first few days, then weeks
passed, and i really loved this people. but john still talked to
me less, for some other reason.
anyway, a few days ago, a conversation about snapchat was
brought up. john stated that he knew who was prettiest in the
group, but those two can fight it out. i jokingly said it was
me, i'm pretty.
then he says 'nah'
everyone immediately started feeling sorry for me, yet laughing
all the same. i of course overreacted to this, even though john
states it was a joke. i freaked out at john and got kicked out
of the group. causing me to be even more upset and even relapse.
so much for being cut free for 3 months.
so i talked to john earlier about how i was under depression,
feeling suicidal, and needed something to talk to. and this
happened
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:27 PM
> Hi
John - Today 3:34 PM
> What
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:34 PM
> Kinda need someone to talk to atm but kk then
John - Today 3:34 PM
> Why?
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:34 PM
> Because I'm upset with myself and I feel lonely
John - Today 3:35 PM
> Sucks.
John - Today 3:35 PM
> And what do you want me to do about that?
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:36 PM
> Idk, try to help make me feel better?
John - Today 3:36 PM
> Nah
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:37 PM
> Wow.
John - Today 3:37 PM
> You almost made me lost friends
John - Today 3:37 PM
> Then decide to talk **** about me behind my back
John - Today 3:37 PM
> now you want me to help you when you're sad?
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:37 PM
> If you don't wanna ****ing talk to me then don't
John - Today 3:38 PM
> If you're gonna snap at me, Then stop talking to me.
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:39 PM
> Sorry for snapping.
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:39 PM
> Sorry for causing all your friends to almost hate you
John - Today 3:39 PM
> Cool
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:40 PM
> Sorry for everything
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:42 PM
> And thanks for your ****ing help.
John - Today 3:42 PM
> Don't apologise then snap at me again
John - Today 3:42 PM
> just stfu and stop speaking to me.
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:43 PM
> Well maybe I'm trying not to ****ing cut again and no one
wants to help
smol blu jay (=•v•=) - Today 3:43 PM
> Bye
yeah.
that happened.
rude but he has a point.
though, i did not talk **** about him. i just talked to my
closest friends about it and what he said and how he treats me
badly to get help from them and they must have told him i was
talking behind his back.
well i wasnt, tyvm.
so this caused me to cut again.
and i know, guys.
'jay, what a silly thing to cut over. it's not worth it!'
i know. and i've already went to therapy as well.
'jay just forget him. he's An ass and doesn't deserve you.'
yeah I know this too.
but it's so ****ing hard to move on from someone who ment so
much to you at one point.
but now that love is gone.
now he hates me..
#Post#: 57704--------------------------------------------------
Re: well then
By: dawnfire111 Date: October 12, 2015, 11:27 am
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oh my god jstar i really had no idea this was going on. i'm so,
so sorry
i wish i could say something to make you feel better, or make me
seem like a better friend but i really have no idea what to say.
yeah, i want to say he's jerk. you tried to get support from
him, he had to have known you were struggling with something,
but in the end all he seemed to care about was being popular
with his other friends. but then again, i'm not in your
situation. i can't imagine what it feels like to lose a friend,
or a crush. you know him, and i don't. i don't blame you for
anything or think you're wrong. you reacted in the way that you
felt would help, but it still makes me upset to see you like
this. i wish i was there when you were hurting, maybe i could
have helped.
i'm gonna work on getting that skype account okay? because no
matter how many times i say that i'm always here if you want to
talk, i'm not really being honest if i'm not available when you
need to talk. i honestly don't know if you even want my help at
this point but i want to be there for you because i love you a
lot and i hate to see you feeling this way.
i'm really sorry about what happened, i'm praying things get
better for you. you're an amazing friend and you deserve better
than all of this.
#Post#: 57720--------------------------------------------------
Re: well then
By: Jstar Date: October 20, 2015, 8:52 pm
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ty dawny <33 this is all over now and he and i fell out with
eachtiher sorta but it'd still be nice to talk to someone c:
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