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i feel like a blubbering baby right now.
DIR By: Raven`
Date: August 20, 2014, 8:51 pm
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I just... I don't know any more.
I'm f.cking fourteen. I'm going to be fifteen in a few months.
Nearly nothing actuaply makes me cry except for military return
videos or those animal pound commercial videos. But... I just...
This is like the billionth time this year my parents argued.
But, unlike the other times, they weren't yelling this time.
They weren't making it obvious to the neighborhood. They were
being civil and quiet. It wasn't normal.
And the more I listened, the more I realized that they were
legit talking about splitting up. Saying that this will go to my
mom and this will go to my dad.
This made me cry. The one time I shouldn't be huddled into a
ball crying, I do. I could blame it on the fact the my brother's
birthday was yesterday but... I can't.
Here's whats making me feel worse;
One of my irl friend's parents split up when she was younger.
Another's split up when she was younger too, and this resulted
in several step siblings and half siblings and sh.t
Hell, one of my friend's don't even know who their real father
is, nor ever met him.
And I'm crying over a little fight that my dad was drunk in and
will probably resolve when hes sober.
I would tell my irl friends, but considering the sh.t they all
went through, and the fact that one of them is in the process of
breaking up with her first/year long boyfriend, I know I'll be
talked down by them. They'll probably sympathize then walk away
from the subject.
I just.... i don't even know if I want to sleep any more. ;w;
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Re: i feel like a blubbering baby right now.
DIR By: Jstar
Date: August 20, 2014, 9:02 pm
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Ive been through this. My dad got arrested when I was 3...
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Re: i feel like a blubbering baby right now.
DIR By: dawnfire111
Date: August 20, 2014, 9:59 pm
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raven, there's nothing wrong with crying. nothing. i know you're
the type who doesn't tear up as much, but a problem like this is
something to cry about. you shouldn't compare yourself to
others. if it was wrong to cry about that, then a lot of people
would be irresponsible crybabies. but they're not, and you're
definitely not.
and yes, you're fourteen going on fifteen. you're growing up.
i'm fifteen and i cry a lot. some people show their emotions
more than others, and that's okay. but just because you're older
now, it doesn't mean you have to be strong all of the time.
you are so beautiful and strong, and there is nothing wrong with
you. crying is okay. we're all always here to talk, okay?? love
you, rae<3
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