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i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teach me
how to
By: Raven` Date: June 1, 2014, 5:35 am
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{ notes: angelic will not be present when these are listened to.
something will happen soon, and she won't be here at all.
anyways, until that something happens, this thread is just a
skeleton }
{ you may track if you think you need to }[font=times new roman]
[i]Uh. Hello. Haha.. I really don't know what I'm doing with
this... I guess this is a goodbye message? Yeah, that's a good
way to put it. Well, how will I start this... Oh, I know!
Hello, everyone listening. This is Angelic, the beautiful and
wonderful young warrior that everyone adored! ... Nah. I'm just
the young warrior that most knew, and was very annoying. Yep.
That's pretty much it. Well, this is my goodbye message. I
just... I can't live in this Clan anymore. Its too... drama
filled. I want an easy life, not one where I have to actually
worry what others think of me. Sure, the games were fun, but in
the end, someone got hurt.
And... well, guys, I'm in love. I'm in love with a tom that
lives to far for me to stand. I love him so much and... I just
can't bare to be away from him for to long. I know, this is
sappy, but love is exactly that - sappy. Tell me one love story
that has not had one sappy moment in it! ... You can't, can you?
Anyways, there are many other reasons I don't want to be here
anymore. My real father isn't close anymore, my step father
doesn't even talk to me... my full sister is full of herself,
and my half brother, the only one I could go to if I needed
help, is finding someone else to consult in...
I really do love you all, but I just don't want this life
anymore. By the time you find this, I'll already be settling
into DevilClan. I'll already have my own nest, next to the tom I
love and trust. I'll already be one of them.
Heh... its ironic, isn't it? Me, Angelic, who is the daughter of
Innocence, going to live with the Devils? The one daughter who
was literally set to follow in her mother's innocent foot steps
and keep travelling that path is going to live with one of the
most dangerous cats of all time?
Maybe I am supposed to. Maybe this is my destiny all along.
Maybe I should just change my name to something like Rouge or
Danger, just to fit in there... Or, maybe, I'm supposed to be
their one point of sanity, and save their Clan from destruction?
What an imagination I have... Well, I'm going to stop this main
message soon. But after that, I will come back for small
messages to those who still live in this Clan. I'll let all of
you know how I feel about you. It may be good, but it'll most
likely be bad...
Angels don't always stay good, you know...[/font]
#Post#: 44653--------------------------------------------------
Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:10 am
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[i][font=times new roman][color=white]Hey, guys. I'm back. And
this segment is for Flickeringstar and Innocence, my 'loving'
step-father and mother.
Yes, Flickeringstar, you did love me. I know that. But did you
love me enough to think about me more often? To comfort me? If
you listen to other parts of this recordings, you can tell that
I only had one cat that I could go to.
Why weren't you there for me, Flickeringstar? Why didn't you
make your presence known? hy didn't you come up to me and ask
for walks, or ask how my life was going? That's all I wanted
from you, honestly. I knew Bumblebee could do it, but after my
fight with him, I looked to you for that type of support. Why
aren't you giving it to me?
And Innocence... I'm sorry. I'm going to live in DevilClan,
against your wishes. Please, take care of my old body. I don't
want to know that it ended up all fat and saggy. I promise to
take care of this one, the one of your old daughter's.
Also, Innocence, did you ever love me? Did you ever care? I mean
me as your child, not me as the girl who gave up her original
body for your selfish reasons. The girl who took another life so
she could live a sweater one...
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Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:11 am
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[font=times new roman][color=white][i]Hmm... who's next... How
about you, Balloonpaw? And your 'friend', Flappypaw?
Lets start with you, dear half sister. Did you ever acknowledge
me as your sister? Or was I an accident, a simple mistake, in
your eyes? You had to feel something towards me, didn't you?
What was it? Love? Care? Or was it anger? Jealousy? No, you
aren't capable of the latter two. It was me who is.
Yes, Balloonpaw, I am jealous of you. Extremely jealous. You
have beautiful fur, pretty eyes... All I can offer is gray and
white fur, and boring old blue eyes. You aren't hated by
anyone... and you have Flappypaw. Sure, you two aren't going out
or anything but... I feel something between you two. Let it be
friendship or love but... You have him. Hes in your Clan. Hes
strong, brave, funny, smart... You are lucky to have him in your
life.
Yes, I have Toothpaw, hopefully a warrior by the time I arrive
in his Clan. Yes, hes cute, funny, smart, strong, lovable... But
you know what he isn't? [b]Here[/B]. Toothpaw isn't standing by
my side in my Clan, comforting me and hugging me like Flappypaw
can do for you.
And Flappypaw, I swear to everything above and beyond, if my
sister is hurt by you in any way, shape, or form, I will find
out and you will not be happy with the result.
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Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:11 am
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[font=times new roman][color=white][i]Oh... Vanillapaw... you
know, I have so many choice words for you... And since I'm
already spilling out everything that angered me or forced me to
leave in this clan for everyone else, why don't I do the same
for you?
You are self-centered, Vanillapaw. All you care about is
yourself. Mother has new kittens? You worry about your own life
and try to steal spotlight. Father leaves? You blame it on
mother and cry about everything.
Can't you let anyone else stand in the light for once? Poor Link
and his siblings almost lost their light when you decided to
jump in and ask stupid questions. They were just born,
Vanillapaw. Couldn't you have gave them that?
And what about afterwards, when you 'realize' how much of a...
but you have been being? You play it off. You sit back and do
something cute, like nothing happened. And, somehow, everyone is
fine with it. Well, I'm not. Your attitude annoys me,
Vanillapaw. But that's not how you contributed to my leave.
Vanillapaw, remind me, how were we created? By accident? Yes, of
course. We and a few others. But, quickly, you and I became the
only ones who remained active in this Clan. But what did you do?
You turned around. You left me alone in the dust. You left me
feeling abandoned by my own sibling. But you know who made me
feel even worse than you did...?
Bumblebee. Yes, that's right. Even though his ass isn't going to
see this, I want to talk about him. I'm just going to continue
recording in this segment, so buzz off if you don't like this.
Bumblebee was my father. Not a great one, but he was. And I kept
trying to tell him and show him that he was a good father. What
did he say when I tried?
"I don't think your mom would like this."
"I don't think we should."
"Flickeringstar will kill me, though."
"Your mom will murder me."
You worry about everyone else, Bumblebee. You didn't care about
your little girls more than yourself. Then, you left.
You...
Just...
Left...
You don't know how much I cried that day, Bumblebee. I...
*sniffle*
I'm sorry. I need to pause.
*static*
Okay, okay, I'm good. Shall we continue?
A few days after you left, I went looking for you and found you.
What did you do? You brought your new child out to see me. Your
replacement kid. And then you expected me to be buddybuddy with
her. What? Do you really think it was that easy? You have to be
so naive.
But, you know, thanks to you, I was able to open up my feelings
to Toothpaw, and he was able to comfort me.
Thanks.
#Post#: 44656--------------------------------------------------
Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:11 am
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[font=times new roman][color=white][i]I left after the last one
about Vanillapaw and Bumblebee. Hunting, you know. Have to look
busy!
Anyways, who was next on my hitlist? ... Firework.
Firework oh Firework... You know, I can't trash you like the
others. You were my favorite sibling. The one I could go to when
I felt down, or I needed to talk to somebody. But, tell me this
Firework, when I told you to find someone to love, did you take
it that seriously? Did you search out that she-cat because I
asked you to, or was it a coincidence?
And even after, can you tell me, why you drifted away? Was it
her fault? Was she demanding you every second of the day?
Because, I didn't do that for Toothpaw, and he understood. Are
we continuing our relationship wrong? Or are you?
I love you, Firework. And I'll definitely miss you the most. If
you go to the tree you found this recording under, you'll see
something. It took forever, but I etched a tiny heart in it for
us. Sibling love forever, bro. Tell me when you have babies!
#Post#: 44657--------------------------------------------------
Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:11 am
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[font=times new roman][color=white][i]Well... well... well...
Slingshot... I...
Slingshot, you proposed to me. You asked me to be yours. But...
I can't. I love someone else, Slingshot.
Yes, I'm stupid for not taking a strong tom like you in. But,
you see, I'm in love with Toothpaw. Have been ever since... a
long while back, actually. I do love you, Slingshot. But I'm not
in love with you. Can you please understand that?
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Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Raven` Date: June 13, 2014, 11:11 am
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[font=times new roman][color=white]That's the end of them. I'm
sorry if you weren't mentioned. I just... I want to leave, now.
I want to be with him and away from all of you. I'm sorry
guys...
I'm...
...
I'm sorry...
You here a sniffle and a small splash, as if someone was crying
on the recorder. Next thing you know, you here several footsteps
getting quieter and quieter. Angelic had run away; and she left
the recorder running. Though, it was only a few more minutes
before the thing cut short and stopped.
#Post#: 44684--------------------------------------------------
Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: black rose Date: June 13, 2014, 3:19 pm
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track
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Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: wolfie Date: June 13, 2014, 3:23 pm
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track
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Re: i don't know how to focus { angelic's recordings } baby teac
h me how to
By: Jstar Date: June 13, 2014, 3:37 pm
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track!
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