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#Post#: 33443--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 16, 2013, 7:56 pm
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"I don't know everything and I don't want to." She was getting
very frustrated now. If dis girl weren't careful, she was gonna
get a face full of truthful thoughts and possibly a butt whoop.
This is why she doesn't deal with emotions. They make everything
weird and complicated. "It's a sin when you're doing to keep
yourself from getting any help, especially when you're either
too stubborn or prideful to talk to anyone including your best
friend."
#Post#: 33483--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 16, 2013, 9:36 pm
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"I like being stubborn. It's my personality. And I'm not
changing it because I don't want to be fake. Also not trusting
anyone is part if my personality too." She just didn't get it.
Streamflow needed an identity like she needed air. If she did
something against her personality she felt fake, or that maybe
she didn't even have a personality. She'd have to keep all her
traits and act on them all the time, including the negative
ones. Of course she didn't consider them negative traits. They
were her quirks, that made her unique. Point was, the medic
wasn't changing now to all of a sudden be trusting. That would
mean the world was going to end soon. Openly arguing and showing
her negative emotions was bad enough and it was causing the
she-cat great distress. She longed to go back to when no one
knew she liked anyone, or when she didn't even like anyone at
all.
#Post#: 33485--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 16, 2013, 9:41 pm
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"I'm not asking you to change it! No one is! I'm just asking you
to be honestly and genuinly happy. And not because I'm asking
you to be happy but because you want to be happy. Tell me what
is wrong with being concerned about your friends. Give me a good
solid reason and I'll leave you alone."
#Post#: 33489--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 16, 2013, 9:49 pm
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"I can't be happy though. It's not just like poof now I'm happy.
I mean it looked like that but it's not. I'm just destined to be
like this forever. I just know it. Maybe some Twoleg is
controlling my every action and emotion and making me like this,
who knows." That was ridiculous. Who could control her acyions?
Surely not a stupid Twoleg. Oh well, there were worse theories.
"Nothing's wrong with wanting to help your friends... I just
can't trust that anyone actually cares for me. Nobody. Not even
StarClan."
#Post#: 33493--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 16, 2013, 9:56 pm
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"If you really believe that, then you a blind idiot. You have a
friend staring you in the face, openly admitting that she cares
about you and want to help you, who has been doing this for a
while now and getting very tire of this because you're being too
stubborn to see that she cares about you and wants to help you.
Even though she's repeating this stuff to get it through your
head that SHE CARES ABOUT YOU AND WANTS TO HELP YOU BE HAPPY
AGAIN."
#Post#: 33497--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 16, 2013, 9:59 pm
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"Urgh. I probably know that. I just. Can't talk about serious
stuff. At all. Anything with emotions or crushes or that stuff I
turn stupid. Please I really don't feel comfortable!.."
#Post#: 33498--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 16, 2013, 10:03 pm
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"I wish you would, it really will help, but if you won't then
just sit with me and talk about stupid stuff and just enjoy life
for a few seconds."
#Post#: 33499--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 16, 2013, 10:07 pm
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"Sure. Whatever." Now it would just be awkward because
streamflow was sure owl feathe could tell she still wasn't
happy.
I just let the autocorrect take over I'm tired of fighting it
#Post#: 33592--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 18, 2013, 12:17 pm
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She nodded, satisfied with that answer. "And don't try to
pretend to be happy. You know I'll know if your faking."
#Post#: 33598--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 18, 2013, 4:04 pm
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She growled and rolled her eyes.
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