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#Post#: 33178--------------------------------------------------
That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 14, 2013, 11:26 pm
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Streamflow pouted on her own out in the forest. Her life was
meaningless and stupid and she was only here to be a slave to
others, to entertain them and heal their petty wounds and
sicknesses. She never really got time to herself, to have fun
and relax without duties. She doubted if anyone really cared
about her. Not her talents. Not her positive attitude. Not her
helpfulness. Of course cats liked her for that. Those qualities
benefited them. But there was no one who genuinely cared for
her. She could trust no one.
The only one who she could think of confiding in was
Emptypromises. Streamflow'd convinced herself that he cared for
her, that maybe the thing with him and Pheo was just a bad
dream. But she couldn't hide from reality forever. They were in
love, and she couldn't do anything about it. Was Streamflow
really that unloveable? Seemed like everyone had a mate or loved
or something. Maybe she just seemed to emotionless. Like she was
always happy and hid her negative emotions so people didn't
think she needed anyone? Well it could be true. Only the cats
with the sad stories really found true love it seemed like.
Hmph. And then if she tried to talk to someone, she felt like a
complaining baby, and that she was wasting everyone's time. Ugh,
if only Eppy loved her. She felt like that was all she needed.
Why did he even love Phoenixpaw anyway? What was even do special
about her? Seemed like an average, boring cat to her, to tell
the truth. Why did anyone love anyone? Seriously, the strangest
cats who were in no way compatible were now in love and get
along perfectly? Streamflow didn't get this bullcrap. She didn't
get anyone's bullcrap except her own. And even then she didn't
fully know herself. All she knew was that she was downright
depressed, and she really had been all along. She'd chosen to
avoid it, to pretend those emotions didn't exist for the sake of
her Clanmates, and she was stupid enough to believe she was
okay. Things were not f.cking okay. She had the sh.ttiest life
ever! She'd rather be one of those crippled cats with their
eyeballs plucked out! It was better than dealing with emotional
suffering and having no one to talk to! No freaking sarcasm
there at all. It was torture.
The medic's eyes started to get watery and she flattened her
ears angrily. Nobody better see her like this or she swore she'd
kill herself. She smeared the tears across her face with a
silver paw and buried her face under her arms.
#Post#: 33185--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: black rose
Date: October 15, 2013, 4:59 am
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[i want to have eppy love her so she isn't depressed but i
really like the emptyfeather better </3]
Emptypromises had been swimming, as usual. The tom, once he was
done, had gotten out to head back to camp, but on the way back
he saw Streamflow. Seeing her head stuffed under her arm, he
could tell she was upset and walked over. "Streamflow?" he
asked. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"
#Post#: 33188--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Raven`
Date: October 15, 2013, 5:02 am
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Idk why but whenever I see Streamflow sad I feel sad.
Is that bad? XD
Oh. And track because Idk who to bring in.
#Post#: 33193--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 15, 2013, 6:49 am
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She'd disappeared. Again. Joy. Knowing her, it was probably some
more drama. Owlfeather padded out into the forest to look for
her silver medic friend. It wasn't that she minded helping her.
It wasn't that at all. The white she cat wanted to help her with
whatever she could but the silly cat wouldn't TALK TO HER. Owly
knew a lot of things just by watching but one had to talk to her
for her to fix things. That's just the way it worked.
"Streamflow! Where'd you go?" She called, not too terribly far
from her friends little hiding place.
#Post#: 33196--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 15, 2013, 9:51 am
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Oh great. Not this guy! Streamflow pretended to yawn and just be
tired and taking a nap. No talky for her, nope nope!
#Post#: 33206--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: black rose
Date: October 15, 2013, 3:48 pm
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Emptypromises narrowed his eyes. He heard Owlfeather's call and
called back, "She's over here!"
#Post#: 33222--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 15, 2013, 4:41 pm
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Well that was surprisingly close. How lucky she was. The white
she cat made her way through the few bushes separating them.
"What are you doing?" She asked Streamflow. Why on earth was she
pretending to be napping in the middle of the forest? This
definately had some drama shizz written all over it.
#Post#: 33228--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: puddincat
Date: October 15, 2013, 4:45 pm
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Ugh. Now everyone was gonna wonder. She awaited the cats'
arrival in shame, embarrassment, and anxiety.
Then Owlfeather came. She was screwed. That chick was gonna
question the crap outta her. Nope not answering lalala! She was
sleeping.
#Post#: 33244--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: Spotteh
Date: October 15, 2013, 5:20 pm
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Owlfeather stared at her. Fine. Be that way. She slumped her
body over her friends. "I guess I'll just take a nap with you!"
She announced loudly in her ear before turning into sheer dead
weight.
#Post#: 33247--------------------------------------------------
Re: That's it, I give up -- open
DIR By: black rose
Date: October 15, 2013, 5:23 pm
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Emptypromises laughed, watching them. He stopped though,
wondering what was wrong with Streamflow. She never ignored him,
and he wanted to know why she was now.
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