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       lights they blind me [ OPEN ]
       By: puddincat Date: August 31, 2013, 1:23 pm
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       [font=comic sans ms][color=periwinkleblue]The medic was having
       another emotional breakdown. It had become something of a
       routine now. God, it was probably obvious she liked
       Emptypromises now, what with the scenes she was making. But she
       felt guilty about wanting to be with him, not only because she
       was a medic. Pheo was her friend, and she should feel happy for
       her. She did, but it killed her inside as well. It was
       complicated.
       But that wasn't the only reason she was upset. Fairytale was
       dead. She'd barely even got to know her! And how could she
       handle being a head medic? She was no leader! She was an
       immature, jealous coward hiding under a mask of giddiness. And
       now there was no way to change. She shouldn't have been such a
       shy and insecure cat that she had to cover up any trace of
       authentic emotion.
       But it was hard to trust cats. She thought Lakewaves would be by
       her side forever, and then she left RainClan for a bunch of
       heartless jerks. She thought her and Phoenixpaw could be best
       friends, but now that she'd decided to be with Emptypromises she
       could feel them drifting away from each other. And she hated
       herself for still being able to trust Eppy.
       Sometimes she wondered why she even stayed in a Clan. It would
       be much easier to just be a loner, she thought. But she was
       loyal. She had friends in RainClan she could never leave, no
       matter how much they hurt her. They probably didn't know they
       were killing her on the inside anyway. Not their faults. She
       would not leave. Ever.
       Emotions swirled through the she-cat like a tornado. She
       couldn't tell anyone. She would suffer alone her whole life.
       This terrified her. Would she be like this her whole life? Would
       she just die alone? Would anyone miss her at all? All the medic
       could bring herself to do was hide herself in a tree and cry.
       Life was hard. It was hard and nobody understood.
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       Re: lights they blind me [ OPEN ]
       By: black rose Date: October 16, 2013, 7:34 pm
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