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#Post#: 3968--------------------------------------------------
I feel like typing...
DIR By: Frits
Date: August 19, 2018, 11:56 am
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Hi guys, or who is left and what's left of that you,
Just feel like typing, so that's what I'm gonna do. It's been
coming for some while now, and it feels like it's there. What?,
you may wonder, well gather 'round kiddies, I will tell you the
tale of he who thought he was but wasn't.
I thought I was a lot of things in the almost 53 years of this
existing-trip. The most important one was that I thought I was a
musician... until halfway through the year 2014 I was sure I was
a musician and then I stopped writing and making music.
Sometimes I pick up a guitar, or a bass-guitar, or press some
keys on the piano, mostly no longer than 5 or 10 minutes, but
I've never really played since 2014. To paint a picture, I used
to play in bands, write music and perform before an audience
from the time I was 17 years old until I stopped at the age of
49 and now there is not one bone in my body that wants to do
that.
But I still had another persona! Ooh, and it was a big one. It
was the enlightened persona who was awakened. The "let's all
wake up" persona that wrote on two blogs trying to let people
know how to "wake up" and was trying to save people time by not
buying into the spiritual bullshit that was spreading around.
The "I know what it's like and so you don't" persona that would
beat you awake with his righteous zen-stick.
Well, that persona died today. Which means I have nothing to
cling onto but the "whatever this is" body that "does whatever
it does" and "feels whatever it feels"... and it feels pretty
cool. It seriously does. It's been dying for some time now, but
still managed to stay alive through whatever bullshit it made
up... but now it's dead. And although I have no idea what to do
-- I truly have nothing to do that actually specifies me as,
well, "Hey, that's Frits, and he's a ..." (fill in the blank) --
I feel kinda liberated and free in a sort of "hey, I could die
tomorrow, but I don't care" kinda way.
I am actually no body and I have no where to go and no thing to
do. I am defined by nothing, but I apparently exist.
Does that make sense? To me it does.
#Post#: 3970--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: rgardner
Date: August 19, 2018, 1:05 pm
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Welcome Frits!... -Much the way Ray exists at this point.
Still working on the physics that support this amusement park.
Got a pretty fair hypothesis of the physics that fits empirical
observation, but still have no answer for sensible purpose.
From one to all to one....for what?
"Does that make sense? To me it does."
#Post#: 3971--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Frits
Date: August 19, 2018, 1:12 pm
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Maybe no hypothesis needed? Maybe no answer or sensible purpose?
Maybe just this without understanding? Only existing, nothing
but existing... without understanding. How cool is that?
#Post#: 3973--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Plato
Date: August 23, 2018, 9:45 am
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Oh Frits, did I just fall in love with you? Or is it just my
shredded ego wanting to say "I told you so!" Haha! When I read
your response to Justin on the other thread I thought "holy
shit! what's got into Frits? He just went next level!" I posted
my response and headed over here to see this... Wow.
For as long as you have been making music as "THE MUSICIAN" I
have been creating art as "THE ARTIST" so I get that story well
and as that started to dissipate I slowly became... (Drum roll
please Frits) The guy who had two God Consciousness events
happen to "him" Whoa! Doesn't get any more special than that
does it. I remember 3 1/2 years ago the moment I realized (typed
out during the plunge on IGF) that those events didn't matter...
Oh f uck did that realization hurt, this was the pebble that
upon striking the vessel of "me" opened the largest crack. I
mean, where does the ego reside when it's last bastion, a sense
of moral superiority based on it's "spirituality" is seen as
nothing? When that goes it's officially over, I'd seen through
it all and it's rubbish, later that day the vessel that held all
my beliefs dis-integrated. Gone.
Voila! No me at all, and there never was.
Welcome home Frits :)
#Post#: 3978--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Frits
Date: September 1, 2018, 3:32 pm
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Well, Plato, I'm not sure if it's "home" or just "square one"
after all the time believing square four was the starting point.
The down side is that there's not so much left to talk about. So
be it, well no, so is it. :)
#Post#: 3989--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Plato
Date: September 7, 2018, 2:05 pm
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Home, square one...whatever, all just poor euphemisms for
no-thing and no-where, which when encountered, leaves nothing to
do. Doing, in my experience, is mostly an effort to prove
existence, except when it's not and that only showed up here
after home and square one...whatever, all just poor euphemisms
for no-thing and no-where, which when encountered, leaves
nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is mostly an effort to
prove existence, except when it's not and that only showed up
here after home and square one...whatever, all just poor
euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when encountered,
leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is mostly an
effort to prove existence, except when it's not and that only
showed up here after home and square one...whatever, all just
poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one...whatever,
all just poor euphemisms for no-thing and no-where, which when
encountered, leaves nothing to do. Doing, in my experience, is
mostly an effort to prove existence, except when it's not and
that only showed up here after home and square one......
#Post#: 3999--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: rgardner
Date: September 8, 2018, 2:54 am
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Can I quote you on that? ;) :D :D
#Post#: 4000--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Frits
Date: September 8, 2018, 5:45 am
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Yes, doing is always used to proof something is. Being, on the
other hand just is. It's not what is, cos that would be an act
and therefore doing proving being is, no, that's not it; being
is. (no proof required)
#Post#: 4096--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: biisuto
Date: October 3, 2018, 12:03 am
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--- Quote from: Frits link ---
>
> Well, Plato, I'm not sure if it's "home" or just "square one"
after all the time believing square four was the starting point.
...
>
--- End Quote ---
Hi Fritz, maybe it’s “Square ZERO”...?
- and damn, Plato, wtf was that, man?!
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
#Post#: 4103--------------------------------------------------
Re: I feel like typing...
DIR By: Frits
Date: October 3, 2018, 3:00 am
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--- Quote from: biisuto link ---
>
> Hi Fritz, maybe it’s “Square ZERO”...?
>
--- End Quote ---
Your point being? Other than renaming something I already named?
You can call it "fvck all" or "my little pony" if you want, but
if you don't see what it's pointing at, you won't see it... so
maybe you should look at it first, before responding with a
useless response. You don't have to, of course, but it is what I
propose.
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