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       Depression At It's Finest
       By: ThaBreeze Date: December 6, 2012, 5:04 pm
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       Depression at it's finest
       It begins at night, when you can’t sleep.
       You find your self tossing and turning and still not a peep.
       When morning comes, you don’t want to get out of bed.
       So you lay there as if you were dead.
       Your mind races a mile a minute.
       One thing leads to another, round and round it goes, where it
       stops on body knows.
       Your head hurts from all the thinking.
       Suddenly you feel your self sinking.
       Sometimes if something bad has happened in your life, you tend
       to dwell on it.
       It stays on your mind every other second, why can’t you forget,
       damn this shit!
       You want to move on, that is what normal people say you have to
       do.
       But before long, you find yourself gone.
       Sometimes it gets so bad, you don’t want to live.
       You feel no one cares and there’s nothing left to give.
       All you can see and feel is the pain.
       Nothing left to gain.
       That is why I am insane.
       It’s all part of the game.
       It sure is lame.
       Funny how it all feels the same.
       I hate being sad.
       It makes me physically sick.
       My brain tells me my whole body aches.
       Maybe something is really wrong, maybe a doctor visit will be
       all it takes?
       No, it’s all in my head, this sadness can last for days.
       All I can do is try and think happy thoughts.
       Read a Book, watch a movie, and talk to a friend.
       I really don’t want this to be the end.
       Attempting suicide as many times as I have, I don’t fear death
       like most people.
       I probably would welcome it, maybe that is why I take chances
       most people wouldn’t.
       I am not afraid to kill someone.
       Do these things make me crazy?
       My Government seems to think so.
       GOD how could I sink this low.
       Please help me up, I have fallen and I can’t see any light.
       I look forward to the night.
       Then I can dream away these bad thoughts
       and dream of being happy, something that I have sought
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