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Forgiving Me
By: ThaBreeze Date: February 8, 2013, 4:11 pm
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Forgiving Me
Written on September 18th, 2012
I must confess
This feeling sits with me, not like the rest
The feeling of forgiving one’s self
For something you don’t even know you did
But you suffer none the less, just like a kid
I can’t seem to do it
I feel I have done nothing wrong
But this shadow hangs over me
I can’t seem to love my self
At all
Am I to forgive the trespasses done against me?
I did nothing wrong, why can’t I see?
I am unlovable
It’s nothing new
I would fix it if I knew
How do I say I am sorry
So I can love
Me
And others
And
Life
I have transgressed in the past
And I ask God to forgive
Isn’t that supposed to suffice? Really last?
I have to forgive myself
For not being able to forgive myself
I say the magic words
Suddenly my heart doesn’t feel heavy anymore
A weight has been lifted
I can see light
You see? Forgiveness isn’t for them
Its for you
and I dont hate me any more
I am finally free and my heart is no longer sore.............
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Re: Forgiving Me
By: Pizmit Date: February 9, 2013, 12:33 pm
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Hauntingly beautiful, wow!
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