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Racing Thoughts
By: ThaBreeze Date: December 5, 2012, 3:37 pm
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What is it like to have racing thoughts?
Your mind wonders around like book plots
It can never stay focused for very long
Something just feels wrong
It races a mile a minute
Faster than a speeding bullet
Never slows down
You feel like your having a breakdown
Sleep? Forget about that
Your body will relax but your mind likes to chit chat
Over and over, it plays its own tune
You pray it stops, soon
You see every hour on the hour
With no sleep in sight, you get up and take a shower
You lay back down hoping sleep will come
Instead, your racing thoughts start to play their anthem
Soon it is time to rise
Your head hurts and you feel tired
Still your mind won’t let you rest
You can’t stop thinking, every thought is caressed
One thought pattern leads to another thought pattern
Your mind feels like it is always making a u turn
Every thought is over thought and over thought
Soon you realize you’re distraught
Heavenly sleep is what your mind craves
Only your mind says, no way
How much more can your body take
Lying in your bed, wide awake
Please God, let my mind have a rest
I can’t take much more, is this a test?
I just want to shut down, my mind and body
For Christ sake, my brain feels like taffy
Pulled in all directions
This seems to be part of my affliction
Sleep is all I need
I wish it would proceed
Life would go smoother, if I could rest my mind
Then I wouldn't snap all the time
Get a grip and write some rhymes
Write a book before I am in my prime
Or sometime
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