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       Drake Salvador's Journal
   DIR By: Sgt Salvador
       Date: October 20, 2017, 6:07 am
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       OOC: Reminder, you would not have access to this ICly, this is
       just for everyone to enjoy or not. Go fuck y'ahself. Drake keeps
       his journal on him at all times.
       *The book is a black, hardback, medium-sized journal, with the
       words "Don't let yourself forget."*
       *The first page, although labeled page nineteen, as the first
       eighteen pages are ripped out, or covered in blood to the point
       of illegibility, is titled "Arrival in City Seventeen... again.*
       **Everything is written rather neatly, with a few side notes
       such as "Don't forget them" and "Fate has fallen, let it
       fall."**
       Page Nineteen - Arrival in City Seventeen... again.: "Well...
       here I am. The Capital of the Union. Received a relocation
       coupon in City Forty-Five after my 'retirement. Odd thing how I
       drop my life as an active rebel, just to be forced to pick it up
       in an old, familiar City. The biggest one nonetheless. Funny,
       kinda'. Ironic, even... just rambling, haven't written in this
       thing for months. Feels weird holding a pencil, like I forgot
       how to hold one. Anyway, so I'm writing this a bit late from the
       time I arrived to now, maybe a day or two from arrival? Think my
       first day here, I met a girl named Hannah Walker. Cool person,
       although seemed rather uneasy after I told her about my time in
       the XCCR. Ah, the XCCR... my old family, scattered and mostly
       killed... I wonder if James is still alive, maybe Carly? I hope
       they are... old bastard probably is dead. Would be great if he
       was still alive, would love to see that old man again.
       Memories... those ones are good, but sad. Of the XCCR, y'know?"
       **There'd be a detailed drawing of what looks like six people in
       a group photo. Four of them have distinct features, while the
       others seem to just be simple people, smiling for the picture.
       One had a large beard, and seemed pretty old. The second is
       definitely of Drake, with his massive size, third one is of a
       female with distinctive blue eyes. The fourth is of a female
       with the name "Hearts" written over her. Possibly a nickname?
       The only things colored in the picture are the girls eyes, and
       Drake's XCCR Patch on his left shoulder. It'd take up the rest
       of the page.**
       Page Twenty - New Friends: "Right, so I met this girl named Ally
       today. Awesome person, cool friend. Not gonna' lie, pretty cute
       too, but I'm too old for her. At least twice her age, right? I
       think? Anyway, met her over by the Flats, near the Grotto... or,
       what are they calling it nowadays, the Dionysus? We met after we
       saw some dude disappear in the Flats. Heard some... domestic
       disturbances underneath the flats, so we went to tell a unit
       about it, but they ignored us. We went over, turns out they were
       under us, in the Cafe. Some kid named Marvin was gettin' his ass
       kicked by a girl. Poor bastard had a concussion. Tried to give
       him some meds that Ally gave me, but he only took one. Doubt he
       took the rest. Got some gear from a guy named Uniform. Lucky
       bastard had an O.S.I.P.R.*. Simple gear, not much. A gas mask
       with no filter, broken MP7, and a MOLLE vest. Also, apparently I
       am in something called the Imperial Industries now. Hann Baer
       pulled me in. Pretty good second day.
       **A Doodle of an OSIPR is seen on the bottom of this page,
       rather crude but is in the shape of the Union Firearm. It'd take
       up the rest of the page**
       Page Twenty-One - Beautiful, just beautiful: "Right. Today, I
       made my signature beauties. The PSI Gloves. Full-fingered
       leather gloves with steel plates sewn inside the knuckles, and a
       tiny bit of padding to protect your knuckles. Can't tell you how
       many peoples jaws were shattered by theses. Twice as many ribs
       for sure too. Uniform gave me the metal for it. Awesome dude.
       Turns out the girls name is Teeth. More than likely I'll find
       out later. Hope it's not as cringey as I think it is. I'll draw
       later a picture of a diagram showing how to make them, what
       tools you need, et cetera."
       **This page ends short, being taken up by a list of items you
       need, including full gloves, and ten extra small strips of
       leather, or other tough surface, a sewing kit, and ten small
       steel plates, specified about as small as your knuckles. The
       diagram shows where you insert the plates, where to sew, and how
       to use them, including multiple techniques.**
       Page Twenty-Two - Hiatus: "Haven't written in a couple of days.
       Was dealing with stuff between Teeth and Marvin. Let me fill you
       in. Marvin is Teeths Step-brother. Marvin thinks Teeth is dating
       Marvin. Teeth says otherwise. Marvin doesn't like it, so ends up
       nearly killing this girl Teeth was with, which in turn made her
       pull a broken bottle on him. I had to pacify her by popping her
       in the leg a couple of times. Nearly killed her on accident when
       I got shot, made me shoot her right in the neck. Luckily it was
       a four-point-seven, so it went straight through, and missed
       everything important. She doesn't understand how lucky she is.
       So, I'll be taking a few days from the journal to make sure the
       group is safe. The group, Marcus. Marvin. Teeth. Scar. Uniform.
       Mask. Uhhh... Zala I think. Only heard about her. Don't know if
       I'm forgetting anyone. If I am, I'll fill it in down below.
       Signing off, something just happened."
       **Down below, there'd be a drawing of the 4.7x30mm bullet. Below
       that would be a small description of said bullet, its purposes,
       and the year of usage. Yet again, taking up the rest of the
       page.**
       Page Twenty-Three - Another Injury: "Right, so, Marvin is an
       ass. He fucked up Teeth, I guess hit her head against the wall?
       She has amnesia now from the looks of it. Doesn't remember her
       brother, doesn't remember Zala. Fucked. Marvin needs to go.
       Someone put a hit on him during the hiatus, gave the job to me.
       Two-thousand to kill him. Teeth offered two-point-five thousand
       to not. Employer offered four-thousand for it. I said give me
       his trigger finger, and three-thousand, then I'll call it off.
       Employer wasn't very happy, but fuck 'em. I've made my money.
       Print of my sorrows, and others suffering for the greed of money
       and fear. **There'd be a blood print right next to it, like
       someone took a dropper of blood made a sloppy circle with it
       right next to the sentence** Honestly, I don't know why I do
       this. Maybe I need the money to supply food for the group? Maybe
       I need money in case I get caught, try to pay them off? Who
       knows. All I know is that I felt bad a bit, because it made
       Teeth cry. I hate seeing people cry. No matter how many people,
       units... things I've killed. Seeing anyone cry gets to me, but I
       still must do my job without hesitation. Hesitation means
       indecision. Indecision means death. Death means failure. Don't
       fail. Never fail. Double rations, can't miss up on this
       opportunity, got to go."
       **Below this entry, there'd be random drawings of smiley faces,
       with the words "Remember, don't forget. Don't forget, remember."
       Underlined multiple times on the bottom of the page.**
       Page Twenty-Four - Revenge: "I was betrayed. A month in the
       Outlands because of a short Irish fuck who told my name. I'll
       remember him. I remember his face, his voice, his words. He
       seemed empathetic, but he didn't care. I hope he burns in hell
       for what he did. For what he almost did to me. I will get him. I
       swear on my life, I will. He will pay for his actions. Took my
       first life in my ironic new life in this City. Marvin. I had
       killed him for causing this. He got Teeth hurt, in which I had
       to deal with him instead of help her. She was fine medically,
       she wasn't going to bleed out... she did seem to have a tiny bit
       of brain damage, but she'll be fine. I had to deal with Marvin.
       That Irish fucker turned me in that day for not helping her. I
       did what I could. I was going to help her by removing Marvin
       from her life. Marvin caused this, but I won't forget the
       Irishman. I don't know if she'll forgive me for what I did. She
       was devastated, but I had to do it. It was going to happen
       sooner or later, but it was either I do it relatively quickly,
       or someone else does it slowly. I just hope she does. This group
       doesn't need a bigger wedge between it."
       **Below this entry would be a rough drawing of the Irishman.
       It'd take up the full page, with the words "Remember his crimes"
       and "Don't forget him" written on the sides and below the
       drawing.**
       Page Twenty-Five - Remember: "God damn, I haven't written in
       fuckin' months. I uh... I forgot what happened. All I remember
       is I was in extreme pain in my body... someone dragging me
       through the Outlands... I can hear two things from the memory. A
       distinctive biosignal loss and... a girls voice. It's like a
       wound on my memory. I can't remember... I forgot. I tell myself
       to never forget. Always... but I forgot. I don't know who the
       girl was. I can't remember anything. **Obvious eraser marks
       here** I remember pink hair now. I'll have to ask someone. This
       is awful, I can't remember who was doing this. I checked the
       pages before this, but nothing hints to who it was. So many
       names... god damn this brainwashing... it's starting to kick in.
       What if I forget my family? What if I forget who I am? I already
       lost the XCCR picture... luckily I drew it in here... last time
       I saw it was in the Outlands, but god dammit why can't I
       remember?
       **Below this would be the words "Remember." written in various
       intensities.**
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