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#Post#: 34702--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Mika Sasaki Date: December 15, 2012, 3:14 pm
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Mika laughed lightly, "Im pretty sure it was more crazy than bad
ass. I think I caused more worry than feelings of wow." She
shrugged lightly. "Well for fun I like to play my violin, and
to sew. I make most of my own clothes. Wings aren't really
standard for clothing distributors."
Miyako kept her eyes closed but still was keeping a close eye on
the boy. Miyako sighed as he pulled up the scene, she didn't
need to look, she could see it with her own eyes. "Her freaking
out was justified. I'm surprised she's as together as she is."
She sighed running her hand through her hair. His last question
caused her eyes to snap open. Shadow feathers swirled around
her as she stood facing him on the chair. Her wings twitching
violently as her fist clenched. Her eyes cold and pure ice.
"What right do you have to know if or why she hides her
emotions. She has every right to do so. The brat has been to
hell and back numerous times. The fact that she is still
standing and functioning, hell im surprised. I don't intend to
let these floodgates reopen. For anyone."
#Post#: 34703--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Shnji Date: December 15, 2012, 3:27 pm
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Shinji chuclked and looked into her eyes. He become lost in her
eyes, he tried t put a name on the colors but was unable too
but henotice the pinch of blue of blue in them." Your eyes have
pinch of ice blue in.them...thats really cool." He mumbled
loudly, not noticing how loud his voice was.
#Post#: 34704--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: SaiCon41@yahoo.com Date: December 15, 2012, 3:39 pm
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Kurei frown at her words as the scene crumbles down, then burned
away. He didn't respond back, instead he sigh a bit, he fades
away, appearing behide her, black flames flickers at his feets.
"Why is she still suffering then, she got peoples she care, yet
she never get better. What holding her back from having new
experiences, new emotions, what is really stopping her, I do not
have the right to know, but it a question that Rei constantly
been thinking, you don't have to answer me." He fades away and
reappear above her, black flames flicker violently around him.
"Now there a question for you, why haven't Rei come yet, he
would frantically look for me, knowing that I not in my body at
the moment. Where is he, that my questions. However, you both do
not know, I do not know. While I am stuck here, I won't able to
do anything! Hot fires angers swirls around in his eyes and he
take deep breathes, calming himself as flames decrease, pinching
his nose a bit as he stand on ground again behide Miyako. Mika
would not feel anything from him since he can't affect Mika,
other than the warm presence. "I don't have the right for
anything, so while I stuck here, I might as well obey you two."
#Post#: 34705--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Mika Sasaki Date: December 15, 2012, 4:04 pm
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Mika tilted her head slightly, the blue becoming a bit more
pronounced as someone became agitated. She however hadn't known
it was there. Smiling lightly she tried to let it slip by. "I
guess with grey sometimes you get some of those blue tones
showing up in them. Maybe its the lighting?"
Miyako's eyes narrowed on the boy as the flames became violent.
"Scars on the soul don't heal. She does her best to move on,
but its pretty damn hard to move on when every time she turns
around someone is shoving her past back down her throat. You
think she doesn't want to move on? Nothing would make her
happier, but every other fucking day someone shoves a piece of
her painful past back in her face and says "here deal with this
its fun I swear." Having people she cares for and who care for
her make it easier expect when they are intricately tied to the
past pain that haunts her every godforsaken waking moment."
She spun around as he appeared behind her, grabbing his shirt
and raising him to look him in the eyes. Ice bore though him,
as he stared face to face with a royally pissed off demon. "You
have a question for me. How the hell do you expect me to find
out where your damn body is. We were out, you seem to
understand that, but what do you want me to do. Magically poof
myself somewhere and look for him. I am not taking control and
taking my form as she sits there talking to Shinji. That would
do no good for anyone. I don't plan on ordering you around
until we get you out of us, but I will not have you dredging up
things that should be laid to rest or having things happen that
would just cause more problems for the brat."
#Post#: 34706--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Shnji Date: December 15, 2012, 4:19 pm
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Shinji blushee heavily, looking around the restaurant for
something more than happy to see the.waitress bring there food."
Look are food is here."
#Post#: 34707--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: SaiCon41@yahoo.com Date: December 15, 2012, 4:29 pm
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Kurei only stares at her for moments, not scared of her as he
seen worst stuffs. He became a flame shadow, fading away again,
he reappear again, floating away from her. His flames are normal
again, only appearing around his barefeet. "Your right. I have
no say in this matters, you really are right." he said softly.
He walk on air for a bit and then fades away.
"I will just wait, I apology but it wasn't anyone choice that
I'm stuck here,. It wasn't anyone choice really, life are cruel,
but some's are worst. I admit I never knew about her past at
all, and I was too oblivious to see her pains, how I was shoving
it back in obliviously. I doubt you both would forgive me, after
what happens since I appear. And don't you dare call Rei my
'body'. That insulting. It all deji's damn faults." instead of
appearing, only a voice is heard. "Choices, life, it was never
easy. Scars, wounds, it pains me. I doubt I'm Rei or me are one
of those she cares for, cause it seem I'm one of those who
bringing pains to her again. She shouldn't let me live then,
that would make things easier at least for her hopefully, you
could have killed me first when you had the chance. Me just
living is bringing her pains. I tried not to bring up my own
damn pasts after I learn it, try to move on, Rei had it easier,
because he was the one who helped me alot when I was alone. Mika
helped little bit, despite her own problems, I didn't want her
or anyone to be in pains!"
He finally appear, in the middle of ground away from Miyako, his
eyes were close, his flames wavers around him, as if trying to
comfort him.
#Post#: 34708--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Mika Sasaki Date: December 15, 2012, 5:39 pm
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As Shinji was turned away for a moment Mika rubbed her head,
feeling the emotions leeching out from in her head. Knowing how
angry Miyako was she was sure the blue would stay in her eyes.
As Shinji mentioned the food she smiled softly, "It smells
really good and I think im definitely hungry."
Holding her spear her feathers bristled. If he wasn't scared of
her now, she could change that if she needed too. "No one sees
her pain, because she doesn't want them too. There is only one
that she shows that side too. But there are only so many times
you can move a cracked mirror before it shatters. Do you think
you're the only one that causes her pain. She should go into
seclusion at this point, she'd fare better. You really want to
get indignant with me about what Deji has done to you?
Seriously, you're staring at one of his favorite little
projects." She kept her eyes on him as he stood away from her.
"Letting you die wouldn't have helped her, and she would have
hated herself if I had killed you. Killing someone....that's
the last thing she needs blood of an innocent on her hands.
That clearly would have made for a happier Mika. Its not like
her damn father will ever really leave her alone. The ones that
could help her through this the ones that could ease the pain.
Are the ones that she has caused pain and those which still
cause her pain. I don't need to explain our past to you,
because going through it again....the things that are the most
scaring....would shatter her, and one is a choice that involves
the one sitting across the table from her. Do what you want
while you are here, and when we find Rei we will get you out.
But if she shatters and im left to deal with the pieces i will
forcibly extract you myself, I have my ways. Either that or you
can live in shadows here or I'll tap into mika's light." Shadow
tendrils shoot out of the ground and smash him forcibly to the
ground. The ground below him starts to writhe and move about as
if trying to swallow him to the depths of her mind. It doesn't
drag in very far before the glistening silver of the spear is
pointed directly in his face.
#Post#: 34709--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: SaiCon41@yahoo.com Date: December 15, 2012, 6:01 pm
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Kurei's expressions was blank as he listens, even when he was
smashed into the ground and even when the ground writhe, he did
nothing, not even expressing pains. He stares at Miyako and only
spoke softly. "Don't tell me the past. I think it better to
focus on the present and the future, no one can change the past,
unless your a time traveler. She think of me as innocents?
Strange... everyone else don't think that way about me. Do not
mind me if you do not need to. I have my own, you have your own.
Your choices, you choose, I not in control here." he sigh to
himself.
"I rather hide my past and never look back, that what Rei kept
telling me when I having mental breaks. Whatever Deji done to
me, happens, never be fixed. We should both calm down though,
I'm apology. I was never a thinker, so I tend to say things that
push peoples' button." he said, wondering if Mika able to see
this fight, not really caring what would happen to him, thus
still not scared of her still, although he is showing that he
trying to calm himself down too, and is really apologetic,
knowing that he being here will cause problems to Mika and
Miyako...
#Post#: 34710--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Shnji Date: December 15, 2012, 6:17 pm
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Shinji tryed to focus the food but hiseyes was drawn to the girl
in front of him. At times, his food competely forgot because he
would stare to long at his wing goddess infont of him.
#Post#: 34711--------------------------------------------------
Re: dreaming of her all the time.(clear night-12/14- open-ish)
By: Mika Sasaki Date: December 15, 2012, 6:40 pm
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Mika noticed him watching her every so often. She smiled
softly, she had done this with him before. Her head ached
slightly, but she didn't let it show. Her mind raced on its own
as she ate her food. Part of her was worried, while part of her
just enjoyed the meal. The smell of the desserts still playing
at her nose.
Miyako kept him bound to the ground with the shadows still
glaring him through icy eyes. "You haven't wronged her in any
particular way, thus you are innocent. Not looking at the past
may work for you, but our past shapes who we are. We cannot fix
the past but we can grow from it, so we dont go through the same
again. But it means we have to keep the past close." She kept
the shadows around him, but she walked back to the shadow throne
and settled herself down in it and closed her eyes. For mika's
safe she was going to just keep an eye on what was going on
outside her mind.
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