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Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Mika Sasaki Date: September 17, 2012, 3:23 pm
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Mika appeared out on the beach. She walked to the water letting
herself sink waist deep, as she sat in the waves. She stared
out at the moon over the ocean and cried. Her tears fell into
ocean mixing with the vast expanse of salt water. She had known
it was going to be hard, she just didn't know how hard.
Why, why had she left her room today. She should have just
stayed, but the things in her room that held memories for her
had been taunting her. She had needed to get out and clear her
head. She just couldn't face Shinji when he had shown up. She
still didn't regret helping Hunter. That would never be
something that happened. She was glad to have him back with the
living. He more than deserved it, she was happy to have him
back. It was just hard, agonizing to suddenly see the life she
had built with Shinji disappear, watch him completely forget
her.
She flicked her wrist and brought the wedding dress from her
closet. The other symbol of their life was safely hidden in a
box in her bed side table, the dress was the other. She
couldn't bare to have it stare at her, mock her any longer. She
ran her fingers over the design she had spent so much time
crafting to be perfect for him. She stood slowly and walked
deeper into the ocean. With all her might she tore through it
and flung the pieces into the sea. Walking back to where she
had sat she collapsed back down and stared at the waves.
#Post#: 29020--------------------------------------------------
Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Kaya Mitsume Date: September 17, 2012, 4:50 pm
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The waves rose to enclose the gown. This ocean had seen no end
of tears over the years. Heartbreak fed this water in as much as
the rains did. Swallowing yet another dream, and seeing another
happy ending shattered.
One petite brunette woman watched the silent ceremony, eyes the
same color of the heartless waters grave and sad. Few would
understand how much Mika hurt, and even less would ever know why
the choices were made. But the Greek goddess knew. She padded
close, offering her presence silently.
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Mika Sasaki Date: September 17, 2012, 6:18 pm
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Mika watched the dress fragments disappear beneath the waves.
Taking with it the last threads of composure she had been
clinging too. Her whole form, seeming more frail than normal,
shook lightly as she cried silently. She wrapped her arms
around her knees and pulled them in tightly trying to steady
herself. her forehead fell on her knees and she closed her eyes
softly. I understand, there's nothing left, pain so familiar
and close to the heart. No more, no less, I won't forget.
Mika finally noted the other presence there with her. She could
feel a bit of comfort from it, she felt some understanding.
Truly glad to have someone who wouldn't push. Who wouldn't try
to drag the past back out into the open. Enough salt had been
ground into the open wounds today. The sea breeze ruffled
through her wings softly, as she lifted her head slightly her
gaze falling on the ocean again. Words alluded her as she
stared out thinking about everything. There was too much in her
head, too many emotions all at war. All she could do was stare
and cry. After a few moments she finally managed to turn her
head towards the woman through tear stained eyes.
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Jasper Date: September 18, 2012, 12:40 am
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"the green dragon landed softly near mika, not saying a word the
dragon curled his body around mikas and placed a wing over her"
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Mika Sasaki Date: September 18, 2012, 12:48 am
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Without a thought mika let herself lean back into the dragon
letting him comfort her slightly. Part of it hurt, Jasper was
part of her life with shinji. Still jasper was a friend and she
needed a few good ones right now. She closed her eyes softly
the tears still running down her cheeks.
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Jasper Date: September 18, 2012, 12:53 am
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i am here to lsiten, if you wish to speak "the green dragon
nuzzled mikas face with his snout, licking a tear off her cheek"
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Mika Sasaki Date: September 18, 2012, 1:02 am
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Mika could barely bring herself to look at Jasper. How could
she speak, she couldn't tell him what she had done. She burried
her face in his scales. [I]"I....I just can't. It hurts. I'm
not sure I could speak."[/I] Even her thoughts are jumbled and
laced with pain as the tears continues to fall mixing with the
waves.
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Jasper Date: September 18, 2012, 1:28 am
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"the green dragon nodded" if the words hurt too much, then i
will just comfort you with my presence "the green dragon nuzzled
mikas head once again before laying his head down next to her.
making sure to keep her wrapped tightly"
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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
By: Mika Sasaki Date: September 18, 2012, 1:36 am
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Grateful that Jasper didn't make her explain, didn't question
her. She knew he must be confused as well but she just
couldn't. She could make things any harder than they were. She
curled into the dragon slightly letting the silent tears fall
just letting jasper be there for her.
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