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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: notte nera Date: August 11, 2012, 7:59 pm
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his face twisted in frustration and sadness, his eyes and fists
clenched tight. "Your wrong!" he shouted. "You are a kind,
loving beautiful angel who was cruelly cursed to falling in with
a horrid bastard, and not having enough self esteme to relize
your so much better than this!"
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: Sienna Martinez Date: August 11, 2012, 8:25 pm
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His yelling made her jump, but finally she didn't retreat. She
couldn't let him believe such a lie. Perhaps it was because
she'd finally begun fighting back against her own shattered
psyche. Perhaps it was because he'd known her well enough to
stand beside her. Something gave her strength.
Her voice wavered. She hadn't stood against a man in so long.
Even with this burst of courage, it's obvious she's still
unsure. "I am not an angel! And it's only right that I be cursed
into service of the sort of man that I couldn't keep away from
in life! The sort of men that I let do the things that made me
into what I am. I made the choices that made me this way. I
fucked myself!" Tears were in her eyes, but she refused to cry.
The curse word coming from her mouth shocked her ears, and gave
her jitters. Men didn't like women who swore... A voice
whispered to her, but she ignored it. "I let myself be driven
into the ground, and then dug my own cursed grave, Notte! I let
them hit me, because I didn't deserve better. I became their
whore, trying to repay the debt my birth incurred." Her eyes
closed, and when they opened, they met his. "I am a whore, I am
damned, I am tainted and dirty. I am what came from light ripped
asunder by evil. I can't be saved. I was never able to be saved.
And I won't let a good man fall on a sword that he shouldn't."
Her hand reached out, balling into his shirt, as if to hold onto
him, perhaps keep him in place.
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: notte nera Date: August 11, 2012, 8:57 pm
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nera bit his lip, and for the first time ever, he was the one
that cryed. his hand clenched his heart.. his heart? it... was
beatting... racing... speaking. "Your my angel damnit! And i
dont care what kind of pessamistic, self loathing reasoning you
come up with to justify your suffering! I will not hear it!
Nomatter your reasoning, I will not let him or anyone else hurt
you anymore! I cant sit by like this while the woman i love
suffers! "
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: Sienna Martinez Date: August 11, 2012, 9:35 pm
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Her fist tightened convulsively in his shirt. Eyes wide on his,
her white knuckled grip loosened, both hands lifting to his
face. They brushed at the tears he cried. Even as her heart
elapt with joy, it fell in despair. "Amore mio, io sono un
disastro." Her mind was still racing to try and catch up. The
woman he loved? His angel. She'd hurt him. It was only a matter
of time.
She lowered her forehead to his. "Oh, God, you can't. I'm poison
to everything I touch. All I ever leave behind me is
destruction, death and heartache. I can't do that to you." The
flat of her hand slapped against his chest. The shirt even dulls
the sting. It's just a very light strike. "You weren't supposed
to love me. I've loved you for some time, but you weren't
supposed to feel this way for me."
She shook her head, still leaned against his. "Dolce notte, ti
amo. E siamo fottuti." The words broke her heart, because all
of this was her fault.
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: notte nera Date: August 11, 2012, 9:51 pm
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"you... love me..." he mumbled, wide eyed for a moment. she
realy... nera took her hands, and placed a gentle kiss on her
lips. "... mio angelo, l'unica cosa che potrebbe danneggiare il
mio cuore è vederti soffrire ..."
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: Sienna Martinez Date: August 11, 2012, 10:40 pm
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She nodded her head in answer to his unfinished question. "E
avrebbe fatto male il mio cuore al caso avere nulla ti succeda.
Tu sai tutto di me, e ancora, credi che io sia un angelo. Vuoi
ancora che io sia tuo. Io non lo capisco. Io non ti capisco!" It
flabbergasted her, this fact. "Sarebbe impossibile non amarti,
dolce notte. E non mi sento degno di voi. Non lo farò mai." She
returned his kiss, and held his hands tightly.
She leaned forward, whispering in his ear, eyes closing. She
wouldn't keep making the same mistakes. "Come possiamo risolvere
questo problema? Voglio essere libero per voi."
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: notte nera Date: August 12, 2012, 3:11 pm
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nera smiled. "dobbiamo semplicemente uscire .... lasciare questo
alle spalle. andare a vedere quelle rovine si voleva vedere.
siamo in grado di far cadere il passato, proprio qui e se ne
vanno insieme." he said this as if it was the simplest thing in
the world.
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: Sienna Martinez Date: August 12, 2012, 4:20 pm
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She shook her head. "That would make all of the work that I have
done mean nothing. I nearly shattered my mind further to achieve
this information. I must see this through. Will you stay at my
side until after thisis done?" There's a stubborn resolve to
see this ended.
She looked up at him, and fear was in her eyes. "Egli non
permetterà che le mie catene andare così facilmente. Voglio
essere libero così male, ma questo mi spaventa." Her hands
framed his face, thumbs tracing his cheekbones. "Non voglio
lasciarti andare, ora che ho te."
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Re: the calm before the storm [8/11, evening/sunset, private]
By: notte nera Date: August 12, 2012, 4:29 pm
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"non si può tenere. insieme siamo più forti di lui ..." nera
sighed. "i will never leave your side, mia angelo."
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