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       Re: The Lake
       By: Miles Parker Date: July 9, 2012, 3:49 am
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       (It's the odd way of showing affection)
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       Re: The Lake
       By: Kaya Mitsume Date: July 9, 2012, 3:49 am
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       (You both hush! Fuckin' A. You squabble worse than kittens in a
       basket.)
       She took a seat, pulling Haro down beside her on the ground,
       looking directly at him. "Not wanting to leave his side right
       now had something to do with how I helped him tonight. I'll tell
       you about that, after I address this other part, and we get that
       put away. Because I don't want a whole lot of different
       questions at once." She pulled his hand into her lap, more as a
       way to link with him, and calm him further.
       "Miles doesn't hate you, not that I can feel from him. He was
       angry before when you were always with me. Because it meant he
       couldn't try for me. He didn't realize that the way he kept
       acting toward you just pushed me further from him.
       I had to have a talk with him today. And we got that figured
       out. I still care for him. He'll be my friend, until he proves
       he doesn't deserve that. And I do love him. Just not the way I
       love you. A siren's heart is a deep ocean, koishii."
       #Post#: 12643--------------------------------------------------
       Re: The Lake
       By: haro masamune Date: July 9, 2012, 4:01 am
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       "..." haro moved the hand she pulled in to his heart, taking her
       hand with it. "... my hearts... different... memorys of my
       mother.. and you. thats what it consists of... you... " he
       sighed. "i know i cant have your heart to myself... but..." his
       hand trembled abit. "thats what mine begs for... but your
       heart... its an ocean. i know..." tears started to fall from his
       eyes. "it... its a sin to contain the ocean... to keep it to
       ones self... the ocean is vast... free... you can never contain
       it... never ... but my heart wants to ... wants to try... it
       begs. it crys. it screams for it... but..."
       #Post#: 12655--------------------------------------------------
       Re: The Lake
       By: Kaya Mitsume Date: July 9, 2012, 4:32 am
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       For just a moment, she looks as remote as the ocean on a cold
       grey day. Her aquamarine eyes flared with something, some other,
       for lack of better terms. She took breaths before she spoke. Her
       eyes still look distant, and her voice is lacking in the
       expression it usually has.
       "The last man that tried to seal away the ocean was swallowed by
       her when she finally found the way out. He, like you, loved her
       so that all he could think of was possessing her. He tricked
       her, and stole away her freedom. And she remained at his side.
       At first, she still loved him, even if he did wrong her.
       But as the sea yearned for her freedom, her love turned to hate.
       And then hate to indifference. He burned out the spark she held
       for him by smothering her. By not believing in her. By
       imprisoning her. I'll be no different.
       I'm no toy to play with, boy. To slap at the hands of other
       children when they try and touch. I can chase away the hands I
       don't want." Those cold eyes settled on him, grey smoke settled
       over blue green. There is something else in there. Perhaps it
       was the part of her that made her a siren.
       Her voice was slightly more hers, but those eyes held sway now.
       "If you don't trust me enough to believe there will never be
       another like you for me, there is nothing I can do. But I won't
       be a thing. I won't be a captive, a prisoner in my own skin,
       because of you. I loved you with an innocence. Don't make me
       regret doing so, in spite of what the stories warned me of. I'll
       not be a captured selkie." She informed him of the last like it
       was a threat. She cotninued to look at him. For once, his pain
       isn't fazing her. He's struck something inside her.
       #Post#: 12660--------------------------------------------------
       Re: The Lake
       By: haro masamune Date: July 9, 2012, 4:46 am
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       "..." he droped her hand, his own falling. what had he just
       said... "...im sorry... i... im so... so sorry... its... a
       selfish emotion... i never want to contain you... to steal that
       freedom... its part of why i love you... " he bit his lip. he
       cant believe what hed said.. how he felt... but it hurt...  "...
       i fear nothing... i dont doubt you... but still i... " he
       couldnt even look at her. he felt like some kind of monster for
       ever feeling this... hed never felt so cold when with her...  he
       couldnt breathe... couldnt speak. he wished he could take it
       back... that hed never thought this way...
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       Re: The Lake
       By: Kaya Mitsume Date: July 9, 2012, 5:00 am
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       The voice spoke again. It isn't so cold and wintery now. But nor
       is she apparently willing to yet be consoling. "Man is a selfish
       creature. And a daughter born of the sea will never go without a
       wanting eye cast her way. But a smile, a kiss, a touch does not
       win a heart so unfettered. It takes courage and strength, young
       waterman.
       Courage to continue forth and weather her storm when her song
       would dash a ship upon shoals. Strength to guide your way
       through even her darkest of days. But the other thing required?
       The thing her heart would call for? That you must find within
       and offer. Or simply let her move away like the water she is.
       The men that lack that last thing are the onse who would make
       her less to fit her by their side. The man who would hold her
       most precious of gifts is one who raises himself to stand next
       to her. Look for the difference." Those eyes moved to his,
       before that misty grey began to fade from them. He's left well
       aware that he's spoken to something powerful.
       #Post#: 12667--------------------------------------------------
       Re: The Lake
       By: haro masamune Date: July 9, 2012, 5:05 am
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       he cant move... cant breathe... hes crying but his face shows no
       sign... he hadnt felt so cold since his mother died...
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       Re: The Lake
       By: Kaya Mitsume Date: July 9, 2012, 5:08 am
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       Kaya filled those eyes back up again. The warmth came back to
       her, if it wasn't slightly wounded. She doesn't like him
       hurting. And she doesn't like him crying. She reached out for
       his hand, a testing gesture. She's ready to have him shy from
       her or slap her hand away.
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       Re: The Lake
       By: haro masamune Date: July 9, 2012, 5:11 am
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       he cant pull away... but he cant look up. just keep repeating
       "im sorry kaya... im sorry... im so sorry..."
       #Post#: 12674--------------------------------------------------
       Re: The Lake
       By: Kaya Mitsume Date: July 9, 2012, 5:19 am
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       Her eyes are confused and a little wounded, but he can't see
       that. "Why would you speak of containing me, koishii? I thought
       you loved me enough not to try and do that. You said you
       understood. I'm yours. I've told you that. I promised you
       forever. But I don't know what more you'd want from me.
       I...don't understand." Her voice shook vaguely at the end of
       that sentence. She was trying to hold it. And succeeding, for
       the most part.
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