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Mental struggle - "I feel alone in this"
DIR By: KinaK
Date: June 24, 2020, 5:35 pm
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There are times when we feel scared, angry and sad at the same
time. I find it difficult as I dont know anyone who has any
health problems, my friend are fit, they run, they ride a bike
etc. and I can't and don't want to properly explain how I feel.
My physical pain feels like someone is ripping my skin off, my
muscle do what they want, I am exhausted. The only way to
describe what I feel is through very detailed and 'yucky'
descriptions, and we know that people don't want to hear it.
I try to pretend that I am fine, that everything is ok, and that
I am coping and go on with my life normally. But it is
impossible, I can do that for few hours if I have a good day.
But no one understand why the next day I need to stay in bed.
Even my husband often says "You say you can't go to work, but
you work like crazy at home" what is true, we have two kids, he
is working, and I am scared that if I will stop doing everything
I can for kids and house I will loose some fight. That this
f*cking disease will win. Oh How much I would love to stay in
bed, whole day, every day. But who would cook kids dinner or do
their laundry. I dont want to be replaced, I want to prove
myself that I am not completely broken, I am THE MUM if I can't
take care for my kids, and can't pursue my career who am I?
Please share your struggles we should be able to talk about it.
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