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Let's talk about something
DIR By: Isaac
Date: May 8, 2016, 10:03 pm
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Well, just so no one assumes I'm dead or do not want to
associate to the site as much, I'll post a message here about me
rambling on about a subject that I've been dealing with myself.
And that is "Moving on".
Look, this is probably one of the topics that a lot of people
would relate to and talk about, so I'll get on with some of the
main things.
I've been dealing with a potential Hiatus in life, meaning, I
feel like I'm in a gap because I feel like I'm losing friends,
the stress of doing certain things IRL, and just overall
loneliness and depression. It's not major, but it's there, and
it gets me thinking "What am I even here for?" "Is there even
anything that'll interest me?". Well, let me tell you. Even
when you're given these thoughts thrown and bashed against you,
just think this:
"Everything is alright, you're going to do good out there!
You've still got a lot to live for!"
I cannot bare the fact or even accept losing people I am
emotionally close to or feel like I would never want to grow
distant from, but...that's were the main subject comes in
mind... "Moving on". Well, I'm not saying I want to forget all
of you, nor would I want to forget our good times. No, in fact,
that's the very opposite. I need to remember the good times
we've spent, and never forget any of my precious and loyal
friends that I've made. And this very much includes most of
Nalah's server's regulars and staff members.
Let me tell you this. Starting in Nalah's was a time when my
life was in a rut: I was a very awkward person, I dealt with
love issues, and even had very heavy depression, and even had
suicidal thoughts run throughout my mind secretly, without
anyone knowing of my issues (well...not a secret anymore). But,
I felt like a child, in a good way, mainly because I began to
grow and admire all the people I met with there. I bonded and
loved, and even if that may sound like it goes against my
"Satanic, evil and devilish ways", well, I guess it would, but
if you know me as a person and not as my commanding persona, I'm
far from that. I'm very loving, caring, and
compassionate...hell, I'm that rare person you'll meet in life
who is "epic and so nice" at the same time.
Now, with moving on, well...it's hard for me to. I hate the
thought of moving on and potentially growing past all of you.
But, life on the internet, and possibly in general, is like
this, a cycle:
We meet, we bond, we cherish, we become occupied, we grow
distant, we start anew.
And the cycle would just repeat from there.
Why must I say this? Well, for those who feel it hard to move
on, remember what I've said. Remember the good moments you've
spent with the person/object/place you've been so closely bonded
with, and smile. Do just that, remember the good and smile.
It's so simple, yet so helpful in the long run of your new life.
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Wow, well, this might've seemed very emotional and powerful,
but, that's how I wanted it to be. I hope this helped some of
you out as I did this ramble...lol.
Remember my friends, stay positive in life, you'll do great and
you'll have a lot more to see out there (:
Yours Truly,
-Isaac
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