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Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: Alf Razzle Date: September 14, 2019, 5:38 am
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Just wondering if Animal and Ox have sacked it. Enjoyed reading
their journals on here and on MT of old.
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: dirtyvest Date: September 14, 2019, 8:50 am
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Ox hasn't been as frequent for while due to moving and changing
job which are monopolizing his time.
Animal went away nearly 2 weeks ago. Maybe he was going for 2
weeks not 1 hence his slightly extended exodus. Not seen him on
IG either so I am assuming he is still vacationing
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: Brett Date: September 15, 2019, 2:49 am
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Yeah they both had good journals. Like DV said ox had to pull
the pin due to starting up his own training business and moving.
I believe he’s on insta and doing YouTube vids though.
Animal I’m fairly confident he will pick up the journal when he
gets back. He loves us too much to leave us out in the cold!
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: ANIMAL Date: September 28, 2019, 4:04 pm
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I’m still around just took some time away from the internet. I
really needed it. I’ve had mental health issues most of my life
but last 6months it’s got a lot worse to the point where I’m
being assessed for biopolar disorder.
I have good, really good weeks where I’m the most productive and
positive person and I don’t stop. I built a whole gym from
scratch in the garden over a few weeks in the summer, impulsive
crazy thing but then I crash and badly, and get to the point of
full blown breakdowns where I’m self destructive.
A couple things recently have caused a proper spiral. My
grandmother died who I was very close to. I’m also on the other
side of the world, away from my family and that does affect me.
It’s all so sh!t on face time.
Took a couple weeks off work, nice
Holiday, day after we get back I come off my mountain bike and
smash into a boulder and hurt myself pretty badly. Dislocated
elbow, bashed up shoulder and my back has been fvcked since.
9ish
Hours in A&E later and I haven’t been and able to press or pull
and I can’t put a barbell on my back. I keep trying to tell
myself I’m lucky as I didn’t break anything and others have had
it a lot worse but not being able to train has massively
effected me.
Probably the wrong time but when accident happened I decided to
come off gear completely after 5years. I needed to see if I
could do it and also see what effect it having on the rest of
me. I’ve only ever done blasts when I’m in a good head space and
Test has always helped with my anxiety. PCT is just one day at
a time!
For now I’m losing weight, doing lots of walking and focusing on
not using food as a quick fix which I’ve done my whole life.
I’ve increased the amount of King Fu classes I’m going to
although I can only really stand at the back and work on my
technical forms as I can’t participate properly and hit anyone
or a bag. But that’s helping and I hope to move up a grade next
month with all the extra form stuff I’m doing.
it’s been good away from the net. It can be such a great a place
but also terrible! I hope to be back soon and start building
things from scratch.
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: dirtyvest Date: September 28, 2019, 5:50 pm
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Well... it's good hear your still around and in one piece (just)
But, man, I'm really sorry to hear you've been struggling. The
fall and the injuries suck but they will hopefully heal. Having
the mental health crash sucks, I know you are always fighting
the good fight but you had seemed to have had more highs this
year than lows so I truly hope you can get thru this alright.
I know we always say it's good to vent anonymously here but if
you need the break then take it. You know we're not going
anywhere
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: Alf Razzle Date: September 29, 2019, 7:14 am
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Life really sucks at times. It seems like you have the mental
fortitude to pull through each time though. I hope you get back
on track shortly mate.
All the best.
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: billy2shots Date: September 29, 2019, 10:07 am
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Nice to see you back posting Animal. Sorry for your loss and
then the accident on top of that. Sounds painful!
Time away from the net is underrated and I think everyone should
do it from time to time.
I have breaks but I also limit myself on how invested I get. I
may come across as rude because I like to read people’s journals
and posts but don’t comment. That’s done on purpose because the
way I’m wired has me genuinely too wrapped up with others
struggles and goals to the point where their bad days and
experiences effect me. I know that sounds daft but hey ho. You
have been a great sounding board for many on here and MT over
the years so maybe try not spreading yourself so thin and keep
things light and simple.
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: JayBoy Date: September 30, 2019, 7:17 am
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Glad your still around Animal and hoping you heal up quick as
you can. Just take it 1 day at a time mate
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: Trident Date: October 5, 2019, 8:36 pm
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Happy to see you around mate. TBH I know a few people who
Suffer from anxiety and social media seems to cause them all
kinds of problems, I wounder why they even go near it sometimes.
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Re: Have Animal and Ox done a runner?
By: billy2shots Date: October 6, 2019, 2:11 am
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oops, quoted instead of modified
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