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       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: xroleplaygirlstudios
       Date: June 14, 2011, 1:03 pm
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       I really need to rant. So here it is.
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       My first love is causing me stress. We broke up because I am
       really independent and he isn't, so we didn't click. He leaves
       in two days for his first deployment. I was okay with it until
       he told me where he was going to go. IRAQ!!! I freaked out,
       everyone I knew was going to Korea, and he is the one chosen to
       get shipped of to IRAQ. I know I shouldn't be freaked but I am.
       Its also causing some of my stress, that I need to keep under
       control. There is always a place in your heart for your first
       love, and my boyfriend gets that. That is why he is telling me
       everything is going to be fine. I am just so freaked, I don't
       want him to get killed. He is going to be a truck driver on the
       front lines. Which freaks me out more!
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       Okay now I feel a little better to get that off of my chest.
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       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: BoomerAANGProduction
       Date: June 14, 2011, 5:16 pm
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       Oh no! D: I'm sorry Laia! *hug* Don't worry about him. I'm sure
       he'll be fine. He's been trained enough to know what to do out
       there. :)
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       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: GuiltyyDreamer
       Date: June 14, 2011, 7:22 pm
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       I'm very sorry Laia!  I know what you mean about there always
       being a place in your heart for your first love, it's totally
       natural to be worried about him. But like Spree said, he's been
       trained, and at least he'll be driving (and not in any actual
       combat ya know), so I'm sure he'll be fine!
       #Post#: 1043--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: xroleplaygirlstudios
       Date: June 14, 2011, 10:21 pm
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       Thanks guys I just needed to vent. I just don't know if I should
       go see him before he leaves or not. We have been spending time
       together and old flames are sparking and I don't want to put
       myself in a place to choose, you know. I am so confused.
       #Post#: 1044--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: GuiltyyDreamer
       Date: June 14, 2011, 11:14 pm
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       I think you should definitely see him if you guys are still
       friends! Especially if you're already spending time with him,
       then seeing him one more time won't make that much of a
       difference, will it?
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       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: Kaila301
       Date: June 15, 2011, 1:07 am
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       Here's my rant, because I'm really upset now, and I just
       want to let it out.
       Long story short: My older brother has been misbehaving lately
       for the last 5 years, he has been smoking, drinking, taking
       drugs, went to rehab once, failing school and is being total
       jerk!!!! X( He going to be at court next wednesday (or tomorrow)
       because of his actions.My mother, my grandmother and him were
       having a arguement about drugs, school, what he's going to do at
       court and lastly.... me.
       My mom was bringing up how he is ruining his realtionship of our
       family, she was crying at that point (I was in the center of the
       arguement)and he says that I cry because that I'm too
       sensitive!! So yeah, i'm upset now, but believe me, this isn't
       first time I was involved in a fight :'(.
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       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: xroleplaygirlstudios
       Date: June 15, 2011, 1:11 am
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       Ingrid- I feel like I should see him, its just i don't want my
       old feelings to take over and me screw up the relationship I am
       in. We are friends, but I don't want to be too close of friends,
       because of the whole "I still have feelings for you" thing. I
       have never truly gotten over him. I want to see him and I don't.
       My mind says one thing and my heart says another.
       #Post#: 1050--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: KizotHejaaeSan
       Date: June 15, 2011, 6:15 am
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       --- Quote from: Kaila301 link ---
       >
       > Here's my rant, because I'm really upset now, and I just
       > want to let it out.
       >
       > Long story short: My older brother has been misbehaving lately
       for the last 5 years, he has been smoking, drinking, taking
       drugs, went to rehab once, failing school and is being total
       jerk!!!! X( He going to be at court next wednesday (or tomorrow)
       because of his actions.My mother, my grandmother and him were
       having a arguement about drugs, school, what he's going to do at
       court and lastly.... me.
       > My mom was bringing up how he is ruining his realtionship of
       our family, she was crying at that point (I was in the center of
       the arguement)and he says that I cry because that I'm too
       sensitive!! So yeah, i'm upset now, but believe me, this isn't
       first time I was involved in a fight :'(.
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       oh my gosh Kaila...:( No worry I hope that your brother will see
       the right way...Just keep hope Kaila!It will be alright!
       #Post#: 1053--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: BoomerAANGProduction
       Date: June 15, 2011, 10:22 am
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       Oh, I'm sorry Kaila... I'll pray for your brother... I'm sure
       he'll see the right way eventually, he just needs a little shove
       in the right direction. And there's nothing wrong with crying!
       It doesn't make you too sensitive. You had every right to cry,
       with the way he is.
       #Post#: 1055--------------------------------------------------
       Re: RANT Page
   DIR By: BellaPrincipessaRosa
       Date: June 15, 2011, 10:47 am
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       I know I'm a little behind on all the latest rants, so:
       Spree-Lucky! I've never been to Disney World! I've always wanted
       to go!
       brokensmolder-OMG, seriously?! Here is my reaction:
  HTML http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOxt9PoJNkg
       Ingrid-I wish. But after receiving my college schedule
       yesterday, it looks like the only days I could go to Disneyland
       are Fridays-Sundays. Plus I would need a way of getting there
       since I'm not bringing my car with me, and someone to go with.
       Laia-OMG, I'm so sorry. Believe me, I know what it's like. No
       matter what, the love you have for your first boyfriend never
       goes away, no matter how much you try. But try to think on the
       positive side. At least he isn't doing any actual fighting. As
       for spending time together, I can understand why you're torn.
       You don't want to spark anything right before he leaves, but
       you're afraid not to see him for both his sake and yours. But
       overall I think you should. Because if God forbid something
       should happen (I don't want to scare you and get you worried!),
       and you didn't see him before he left, then there is this guilt
       that never goes away. I kinda know from experience because
       during the last 2 months of my dad's life, I refused to be in
       the same room as him, and now I regret it. And when he does come
       home, who knows what feelings will occur between you two.
       Kaila-Oh my goodness (yes this shocked me so much that I
       couldn't bring myself to simply put OMG). I'm so sorry. Do you
       know why he's been doing all of this? Peer pressure? Anger? And
       he dared to say that you cry because you're too sensitive?! What
       normal human being wouldn't cry in this situation? Don't take
       what he said personally, he's clearly not thinking straight.
       Even the most unsensitive would cry at this. I hope everything
       will be alright in the end. I'll be thinking of you. <3
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