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#Post#: 260141--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Bellz Zalack
Date: August 20, 2012, 8:25 pm
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Jeza just stood there as he spoke to her; her fingers curling
into her hand as she bunched her hands into fists. "Why didn't I
tell you?! What that I have a kid!? Because, that's not the
first fucking thing I tell someone. It's not my fault you found
out this way, I would have told you sooner or later." Sighing,
she walked around him, and sat on the bed, looking up at him.
"she was a mistake, a one night stand... One day I was with a
friend, and he and I grew drunk off each others scent. And we
fucked, yeah I regret it big time, but I didn't know I'd get
fucking pregnant! Nine months later, bam a baby. Roxy, is just a
kid, whom I have to take care of, she was supposed to be with
her dad, until I got things figured out." She dropped her head
into her hands and whispered, almost inaudibly. "I didn't mean
now... I mean I'd like to have kids with you... Later on...
Not... Now... Yes, I do age, but very very slowly... Do you want
me to leave?" She slowly stood up, with her hands hiding her
eyes, she didn't want him to see her sad expression.
#Post#: 260167--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Pandora
Date: August 20, 2012, 9:26 pm
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Ben kept his hand on the back of his neck and huffed out as he
upset her. He didn't mean to in his spazziness. But it made him
angry now that he did. "No, I don't want you to leave." His face
turned from a scowl to one mixed with concern and displeasure
towards himself. His hand reached up to caress her cheek and he
bit his lip, eyes filled with regret. Slipping his fingers
through her hair, they curled themselves around the back of her
neck and cradled her head as he pulled her lips to his. His
other arm slipped around her waist to the small of her back as
he inched her back and sat her at the edge of the bed. He didn't
pull his lips away from hers except once to gasp for breath. He
stood over her, his arms at near her hips as he held himself up
from falling onto her and the bed. When he finally did pull
away, he stayed doubled over his nose touching hers. "I'm
sorry..." He spoke softly, still lingering in their kiss. "I
just... I'm not used to this stuff. It's a whole new fucking
concept. And it's scary." He stood completely upright with a
sigh and went back to the door, opening it as he looked back at
her. "P.S. Your kid's kind of a snot. I might have to fix that."
#Post#: 261316--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Bellz Zalack
Date: August 23, 2012, 2:26 am
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[center]As Ben told her that he didn't want her to leave, Jeza
rolled her eyes up til she was looking at the ceiling. Her lips
parted as she took in a deep breath and nodded her head. "I was
hoping you didn't want me to, even though if you had... I would
have left..." She let out a sigh until the warmth he brought her
curled around in her stomach as his hand curled in her hair and
cupped the back of her neck. she looked at him just in time to
feel those lips against hers. It was almost like he knocked the
damn breath out of her! Once she felt his hand on her lower
back, Jeza's eyes drifted shut, until she felt herself being
perched onto the bed, she opened her eyes until he pulled away.
Her breathing was a bit raspy as she spoke gently to him. "I
knew that this would be a lot for you to handle, it's why I
didn't... It's why I tried to stop myself fro growing attached
to you... Truly. I should have listened to my sister, I'm sorry
if I brought you any kind of trouble, I hope that..." Jeza shook
her head, unable to finish what she was going to say, when he
went to the door, she listened and a soft smile curled up her
lips. She looked over at him and gave him a slight nod of her
head. "She's like me... A lot to handle."[/center]
#Post#: 263326--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Pandora
Date: August 26, 2012, 3:24 pm
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Sighing, Ben stared at his shoes, his hand gripping the door
knob. "Yeah... I noticed." Looking at the floor across the
hallway, he ran a hand through his dark wavy hair and then
forward to the stairs. "I'm uh... Gonna go finish what I was
doing." Ben gave a quick glance back and trotted down the
stairs. Today... As boring as this place was, today was becoming
more and more interesting. He picked a glass back up, just as
Tilly walked back through the doors, scaring him. It joined some
of the pieces from the last as it collided with the hard floor.
He jumped back and clutched his chest as he saw who it was.
"Shit, Tilly. Why didn't you say something...?" The woman rolled
her eyes at him as she set her bag behind the bar and walked
around. "Language." She watched as Ben started to clean the
glass up, placing the ones he'd already cleaned where they
belonged. "You don't gotta clean those. ' Ain't nobody comin' in
anyways. Not today." She went back to the door and shut off the
sign, locking it as she did so. "Besides, I brought you food.
Where's your friend?"
#Post#: 278996--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Jez
Date: September 26, 2012, 5:38 am
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[center]Jeza watched Ben with sad eyes; she knew she had to do
something… Something to make up for how her daughter
treated him… She didn’t know what she was to do, but
when he left to… Continue doing what he was doing, she
stayed on the bed. Her head hung low as she thought about what
she could do… She also knew that she could possibly avoid
Ben for a while… Just so he got ahold on how things were
going to be now… But as soon as that thought crossed her
mind, she mentally shoved it away, slightly angrily. “I
cannot fucking avoid him…” Jeza now stood up putting
her finger nails to her temples, and pressing a little too hard,
almost breaking the skin, the blood came rushing to the spot and
her flesh warmed under her fingers; sighing she dropped her
hands, and walked over to a wall pressing her palms against the
wall, and growling under her breath. It was not fair… She
couldn’t control herself around him, she always wanted to
kiss and hold his hand while being near him but Roxy had to ruin
it. And all Jeza would do was let both her daughter and the man
she knew was ‘the one.’ Walk away….
She seemed to always let go so easily, but this was going to
change. “I’m putting my fucking foot down.” As
her words slipped her lips, she walked to the door, and opened
it, stepping outside of the room, and closing it. ‘Step
one: Gain confidence.’ Nodding to herself, she held her
head high, hands on her hips and a bright smile on her lips as
she descended the stair case. Looking towards the bar she saw
Tilly and her smile became even brighter than before.
“Tilly! Hello!” She smiled, though her eyes wandered
over to Ben for a moment, they came back to Tilly with the same
expression in them. She was truly happy to be there, and would
have never chose another place, her smile continued to grow.
[/center]
#Post#: 281075--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Pandora
Date: September 28, 2012, 9:29 am
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Ben proceeded in dumping every broken shard into the trash,
staring holes into Tilly's soul as she simply meandered around.
Every time she gave him a mini heart attack, she almost never
said sorry. It irked him. Though as she spoke of food, his eyes
shifted over to the bag she'd set on the bar counter top.
Salivating, he gained a little more giddyup in his pace. His
stomach rumbled as he realized exactly how hungry he was. Before
Tilly could say anything, Ben had already attacked the bag,
grabbing the made up plate that was his. Tilly was too busy
holding Jeza in a motherly embrace, explaining that she'd
brought food. By the time Tilly had turned around, Ben was
already shoving french fries into his mouth at a record speed,
making it seem as though he hadn't eaten in ages. With a deer in
the headlights look, he acknowledged both Tilly and Jeza's
presence. Mouth full he garbled out a "What?", talking over a
mouthful of food. Tilly simply shook her head, tilting it to the
side as she gave him an almost disapproving look. "You're such a
gentleman, Ben. So very uncouth."
Before she had the chance to utter another word, Bed was
skittering up the stairs, plate in hand. Turning to look at
Jeza, Tilly sighed, the hint of a smile appearing. "He's a real
handful sometimes. Good luck." She giggled lightly, pushing the
remaining plate in the carrier towards Jeza urging her to eat.
"He's probably sitting up in that room watching TV right now.
He's such a little kid really. He seems like such a tough guy
and then you realize he's just a goofball." Shrugging, she
finished straightening up behind the bar. When she was finished,
she rested her elbows on the bar. "So... Are you ready for
tomorrow? Or should I train you a little?"
#Post#: 303947--------------------------------------------------
Re: Ben and Jeza
DIR By: Jez
Date: December 5, 2012, 1:02 am
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[center]Jeza watched Ben walking towards the bag of food, and
she laughed. Such a boy... And than she looked down a bit...
That's all Ben was... A boy. He didn't need to settle down at
the age he was, he could go have fun and fuck girls then leave
them, be a player, than settle down. But not till years later.
This was going to be hard for her, she sighed, but then looked
towards Tilly and smiled softly. "Yeah, you're right... He's
just a boy..." she was about to say kid, but had kept her mouth
shut at the right time, a sigh slipping her lips, she relaxed,
and closed her eyes for a moment. She knew her sister was
lurking about, she could feel her like her own skin was
tingling. But... Something was different this time... Jez didn't
have that red glowing hatred that filled her own core, the red
hot burning sensation that always made Jeza shiver with fear.
She could feel another emotion that was buried in the depths of
her sister... Longing? Love? She couldn't tell from the distance
that it was, but she shrugged it off and simply smiled at Tilly.
"Might wanna teach me so I don't get anything wrong..." She let
out a nervous laugh, her eyes sparkling as she looked at the
woman.[/center]
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