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       #Post#: 408155--------------------------------------------------
       Farrah in the City
       By: Brina Date: June 5, 2017, 9:45 am
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       A city in the fall: orange, red, and yellow leaves gently
       cascade to the ground. Sunrise kiss the buildings in the morning
       and at night. Kids run to their bus-stops early in the morning.
       Then, with their friends, they tighten their lips and blow out
       fiercely pretending to be dragons if they can see their breath.
       Women in red plaid scarves, men in black wool coats that tie in
       the front. No one lived here in they didn’t want to be watched.
       Farrah didn’t have a choice where she lived. After escaping her
       uncle in Lincoln City, Oregon, she had been sent to the foster
       program. Somehow she had landed half-way across the world or the
       country. She didn’t care enough to learn the geography. She only
       knew that she was too far away from an open water system, only a
       stale lake rested here. The tourists called it a ‘must-see
       attraction’ and ‘beautiful’.
       Farrah lay in the high grass of the park, watching the leaves
       dance to the ground towards her. They reminded her of the
       stalactites in the cave, reminded her of. . . A taxi honked
       causing her to flinch. Taxis. They were like the dolphins of the
       city: always moving, always communicating with honks, and
       chirps, and occasionally shouts. They were more annoying than
       dolphins though, and less compassionate.
       
       She leaned her head back to look at the busy street about
       two-hundred feet away from her. The bus, her school bus, was
       coughing up to the street corner. She should go, she really
       should go. Her body felt melted against the grass, though. This
       was the only time she was allowed to be in nature, if she dared
       called it such, and she only had this freedom because she told
       her foster parents that she was doing an early school program.
       Lies, of course.
       A man walked by, scruffy and slightly smelly and Farrah froze.
       Not because he was homeless, but because she didn’t want to get
       caught. She had always been told she had young features: black
       doe eyes, straight black hair, clear skin, a prominent philtrum.
       She heard the bus creaking away, leaving the corner quieter, but
       not silent as she would have preferred. There were always
       suitcases running by, people yelling, people crying, couples
       kissing, someone laughing. Shrugging her shoulders, Farrah
       looked back up to the sky. It was her last year of school,
       anyway. Plus, school had recently started, so it was okay if she
       skipped this time. “I never was good at making the right choice
       anyway,” she whispered to a vibrant leaf that landed on her
       chest.
       #Post#: 408156--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Farrah in the City
       By: Entropy Date: June 5, 2017, 2:40 pm
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       Frantic breaths escaped between parched lips as a
       haphazardly dressed man; or so he liked to be thought of, went
       barreling down the sidewalk and towards the nearest bus stop.
       His small backpack hung precariously from the crook of his right
       arm while he sprinted forward and tried feverishly to pull his
       jacket across his opposite arm. The whole maneuver was straight
       out of a bad b-movie; clumsy movements easily mistaken for bad
       acting, on top of darting glances to and fro at each alleyway or
       walkway where another person could step out at any moment.
       The boy; being only seventeen at the time, and hardly
       seeming manly as he almost plowed through a small group of
       gathered businessmen at an intersection, tripped and rolled
       across the hot dry pavement and nearly slid face first into a
       swirving car. Luckily the driver wasnt as absent minded as he
       was, and the worst of his injuries was a rather scraped elbow
       and forearm. After a great many derogatory words from the
       motorist, and a few light laughs from the men who witnessed his
       rather hilarious tuck and roll into the intersection, the boy
       righted himself and momentarily took measure of his belongings.
       His wallet still lay firmly in his right rear jean pocket, the
       backpack once hanging by a strap from one arm had slid some
       distance and rested on the curb nearby, and his black and grey
       jacket was now twisted almost impossibly around his left arm and
       shoulder. How it had come to be in such an odd position he
       couldnt fathom, nor did he have time.
       
       "The Bus!" He almost yelled, grabbing his bag after finally
       fixing his jacket so that it wrapped around his thin frame
       properly "Im gonna miss the bus AGAIN!" As if it wasnt bad
       enough that he had fallen after running so far; being winded and
       barely able to continue the jog onward towards the bus stop, the
       young man seemingly lost his wits and ran towards a different
       bus stop altogether. He cut across the intersection when he had
       the chance; turned sharp left towards the parks exterior nearby,
       and ran headlong towards yet another disaster. This time he was
       simply too late; too slow after his fall to catch the bus now
       turning away and leaving the corner he sought to arrive at. He
       stood no chance of making it; the expression of defeat evident
       on his face as he let his bag slip gently from his grip and fall
       to the sidewalk beside him.
       "Again" He whispered. The sudden loss of even a slight
       redemption from the earlier fall left him shook and he couldnt
       help but stare in astonished confusion for a few seconds. The
       school was quite a distance away, and he knew whether he ran or
       not there was no way he would make it in time; no way he could
       possibly make up any distance or catch another bus. He thought
       about waving down a cab, but he had precious little money to
       make it through the week, and couldnt risk wasting too much
       unless he didnt want to have food. All hope seemed to drain from
       his features as he took a few steps towards the nearest bench;
       kicking his bag along the ground as he went, and with a light
       grunt took a seat. He stared blankly up at the sky for what felt
       like forever to him; his eyes beginning to water as he forced
       himself to bathe in the heat and light that nearly blinded him,
       and when he had finally caught his breath and once more found
       some sort of calm in the mental storm raging, he looked around.
       At least it wasnt too cold out yet; a small flower of hope
       blooming beneath the despair that recently rocked him, and
       perhaps he could afford a day without the constant hassle of
       school. The idea definitely wasnt a bad one; the tortures of
       class and classmated who were often impish and ignorant was
       something Alex was loathe to deal with at that moment. He felt a
       slow creeping wealth of confusing joy spread over him as he
       second by second blew off even attending school today. "Forget
       it... Not like I NEED to go anyways" He said under his breath.
       "After all, I could pass those classes while in a coma" He
       laughed
       Things were looking a bit brighter; the scenery of the small
       park and whisper of the wind through fallen leaves lightening
       his mood moment by moment, and before he realized it, Alex was
       honestly happy to have missed the bus again. He had a whole day,
       nothing to do, nowhere to be, and not a care in the world at
       that moment.
       "What should I do then" He thought aloud. A bit louder than
       he realized as a few passing people gave him a confused glance
       and kept walking...
       #Post#: 408167--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Farrah in the City
       By: Brina Date: June 7, 2017, 9:21 am
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       Farrah closes her eyes and dreamt of the sea. She does not dream
       of the water she used to overlook in Oregon where her uncle
       lives, no. She remembers her home, her first home, where her
       father currently spends his day half conscious at bars and her
       mother’s soul lives in the water: Scotland. She remembers her
       mother’s arms wrapped around her as they walked foot by foot
       into the water, learning how to swim, to not be afraid. If she
       concentrates hard enough she could almost make the lake nearby
       smell like the sea. Even that constant traffic tries to mimic
       the hiss of the water against the rock. Almost. The city is
       clumsy and cluttered and no place for her.
       Her daydreams are interrupted by a commotion to her right. She
       kept her eyes closed allowing her mind to picture the scene
       around her. A scuffle: she imagined a drunk man stumbling down
       the street or two men brawling. Always men, always clumsy. Even
       in the city the women had a catlike sense about them in which
       they tenderly stepped around obstacles. They weren’t as precise
       as people in the country, the hunters, but they were better than
       the unaware men that stampeded to their destinations. Laughter:
       probably not a brawl, potentially still a drunk man. . .
       A siren nearby cut her off from the clumsy being and caused her
       to jump. Just as she was about to fall back to her daydreams she
       heard the lackluster stomps of a human being. The shuffle-scuff
       of shoe dragged against pavement, the murmurs of discontent.
       Farrah peeked one eye open out of curiosity and to ensure no one
       was trying to creep up on her.
       She saw a boy placed about thirty feet from her; a place for
       joggers to rest, or the elderly to people watch, or the homeless
       to sleep. Now she opened both eyes and squinted them a bit. He
       felt familiar somehow, young just like her.
       It clicked. She remembered seeing him shoved into a locker by
       the school bully, Logan. Vividly, she remembered the brightness
       of his face, the crinkle of his nose as though baring his teeth.
       This boy, though, was an underdog. The bullies knew he would
       never actually fight back, he was too concerned about his
       grades, his future. The only way the bullies would stop would be
       if he defeated them, showed dominance. That’s how the sea lions
       sorted out their business, that’s how the hunters come out on
       top. Dominance. This boy lacked it. She didn’t even know his
       name.
       Farrah, however, when she decided to go to school, held her
       head high. She had transferred in last year and didn’t talk to
       anyone which retained her new girl polish. She was pretty enough
       to avoid taunts, and when teachers asked her questions, people
       heard her Scottish accent, which seemed to be an instant power
       in America. Accents, who knew it would give her such power?
       Farrah watched the boy for a moment longer. She wasn’t about to
       go approach him. He was probably getting his sea-legs to this
       whole ‘skipping school’ business. In fact, she half expected him
       to catch his breath and go running towards the school. Farrah
       chuckled to herself quietly and laid back down in the nest of
       fallen leaves, wishing for Scotland.
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