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       #Post#: 353876--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Hayley Date: November 17, 2013, 3:50 pm
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       “If you prefer for me to call you White Fox over Rujin, then I
       shall do so.” She remembered his clear distaste for names when
       he first introduced himself, and she would respect his wishes.
       It would be better for her to be on his good side rather than
       his bad side. She may not know what exactly White Fox was, but
       he was strong nonetheless. Better to have him as an ally than an
       enemy. And just with that thought she felt pity for the White
       Shadow Marked – the people he was destined to hunt and kill. He
       said he was the worst of his brothers; so powerful he was only
       considered as a weapon to them and nothing more. At that
       thought, Chiara felt pity for White Fox. That was all he had
       ever known; hunt, kill, destroy.
       “How does being White Fox differ than being Rujin?” She mused to
       herself, eyes focusing on the lumpy shape of the stew in the
       pot, bubbling more and more as it got hotter. A growing bubble
       caught her eye; the biggest by far, and when it popped and
       splashed some of the hot stew out of the pot and on to her arm.
       Instead of feeling a hot burn, Chiara felt subtle warmth, but as
       she looked at her arm she was surprised to see her skin glowing
       red where it was burned. A finger rubbed the tiny spot of stew
       off her arm, popping it into her mouth as a tester. It tasted
       good, and the small amount didn’t seem to be affecting her, so
       perhaps she could have a bigger serving.
       
       Chiara’s eyes found the sharp lines of his face, glancing,
       taking everything in as he spoke, including his subtle loss of
       color. “Do you think that maybe I wander because I am in search
       of that path?” Her eyes lowered and she looked unseeingly onto
       the fire. “Or maybe my wandering is my path.” Pale lids closed
       over blue orbs; the darkness behind the curtain of her eyelids
       lit up by the fire. It was hard not to wander when people didn’t
       want her to stay; when they chased her away, when they didn’t
       let her stay. What was there to recreate when she had nothing?
       In order to create something new you need tools. Chiara doesn’t
       have the tools to recreate herself.
       Her hands robotically took the plate from him, head nodding in
       understanding at his warning. “I’m sure it wouldn’t burn me…”
       She mumbled beneath her breath, taking up one of the forks in
       her free hand Chiara stabbed a piece of meat, bringing it up to
       her lips. She touched it to her lips first, seeing if it would
       in fact burn her. Not knowing exactly what she was Chiara found
       out that she didn’t need to eat to sustain her life, or whatever
       it could be called. Without a reason to eat, she never did; she
       never found out how eating something would affect her. Bracing
       herself for any possible reaction, Chiara put the chunk of meat
       into her mouth, finding it cooled down immensely from the
       contact with her icy skin.
       The woman chewed it slowly; cautiously, and swallowed once it
       was grinded down enough. After a few moments with nothing
       happening, she smiled at White Fox. “I wasn’t necessarily
       worried, but I am glad you offered. Whatever you have would be
       okay enough for me to wear. You can show me after I’m done
       eating.” It wasn’t difficult for her to notice that he hadn’t
       touched his food, and she wondered what happened to his
       appetite. She didn’t have time to ask though, as he left back to
       his room.
       When he emerged she looked up from her barely-eaten plate of the
       stew. “I’m sure they’ll be fine.” She said absentmindedly,
       placing one last forkful into her mouth before setting her fork
       on the plate and setting the plate next to his untouched one.
       “I’m done; we can go now if you like.” But instead of getting
       up, Chiara looked through the changes of clothes he offered her,
       setting aside the pants and shirt she thought would be too big
       and grabbed the towels, clutching the bundle to her chest before
       finally getting up.
       #Post#: 353893--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Demonreach Date: November 17, 2013, 10:43 pm
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       His head tilted slightly at her question, wondering just how
       intelligent this icy beauty was. Perhaps it was just luck...
       "Rujin is... this. White Fox is that. Rujin doesn't have the
       world on his shoulders like White Fox does. He is... free.
       Within these walls, at least." He rolled his shoulders in a
       non-consequential shrug. Here, he could be himself, what was
       left, without having to worry about responsibilities, duty.
       Everything White Fox was, Rujin wasn't. He wasn't. However, his
       voice came again, though it was distant, small. "White Fox
       killed the woman who birthed him and those in the same room when
       he came into the world. He, I, was left in that room for days.
       Partly because they were scared, but also because they couldn't
       get in. It happens, often, that infants kill their mothers as
       they can't control their gift. If it manifests itself that early
       on. Some don't get it until they are a few months to a few
       years, some never get their gift. Six people died bringing me
       into this world: husbands, brothers, uncles, fathers, sisters,
       mothers, aunts. Their families made sure I knew that I was a
       monster, a beast of burden. A useless clown meant for nothing.
       "I didn't feel sorrow, how could I when I didn't even know them?
       Didn't understand what death even was? I hated myself for it,
       the lack of sympathy, of understanding. Of not caring. I was
       born as you see me: bereft of emotion, or a severe detachment
       of. I do not expect any kind of emotion towards myself as I do
       not feel any, but they were so angry, all the time. This is
       where White Fox and Rujin come together perfectly. Rujin creates
       while White Fox destroys."
       He sighed softly, dragging himself to his feet as she finished,
       having used the ensuing silence to ponder her questions about
       herself. "While most wander all their days looking for their
       purpose of life, their calling, some never find it. I believe
       that is a lost cause. Simply take life by the short hairs and
       cut yourself something new. It is never as easy as it sounds, or
       looks, but once you start, there isn't anything greater.
       Protecting this village is a way of making up for the lives I've
       taken. Instead of taking them for the sake of the war, I do it
       to protect lives. Not that I hadn't before, but this is more...
       personal, I suppose. I've taken a liking to this place and would
       hate to see it fall around me. Now, enough of this heavy talk.
       Let us soak our worries away, shall we?"
       He walked to the east side of the room, sliding the door open to
       reveal a rather long, narrow hallway. Walking into its depths,
       he emptied his mind as he was wont to do, pushing aside his
       worries for the most part, the dark thoughts that crept subtly
       upon him. His expression became a blank mask instead of the
       hard, stone-like visage he usually kept up.
       Sliding open the door at the end of the hallway, steam rolled
       out, bathing him with its warmth, though it did leave specks of
       water along the visible flesh, the white clothes absorbing most
       of the water and clung to his body tightly; he continued on
       inside the room, which was lit up by candelabrum and smaller
       candles set into the wet stones that decorated the outside of
       the spring. He walked over to the other side, stripping himself
       of his clothing, slowly to keep it from ripping. Naked, again,
       his legs carried him into the water, the heat searing as it
       reddened his flesh though he paid it little heed. In other a few
       steps, the water carried itself past his waist. He rested
       against one of the larger stones, allowing his upper body to
       submerge as well, leaving only his head as he watched the woman.
       Then he remembered he had forgotten his own towel, but let the
       thought pass, closing his eyes as he let the water sooth his
       muscles and bones.
       #Post#: 354681--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Hayley Date: November 24, 2013, 12:10 pm
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       Due to the lack of light, Chiara followed close behind White Fox
       so she would know where to go, not close enough to touch him,
       but close enough that he would be able to feel her coldness
       crawling up his arm and shoulder. It didn’t take long for White
       Fox to stop, and when he did Chiara’s arm just barely skimmed
       his in her awkward attempt to stop beside him. The light from
       the candles was enough for her to see most of the otherwise dark
       room. But it was the warmth of the bathhouse she wasn’t
       expected. The humid air made her clothes stick to her body.
       Steam rose up from her skin as the coldness of her flesh battled
       with the warmth of the room. She wondered just what would happen
       when she went into the hot water. Maybe she would melt? Become
       one with the rest of the water? That didn’t seem likely so she
       pushed the very childish idea from her head. She wouldn’t melt,
       she knew that. Nothing was hot enough to.
       White Fox immediately took to disrobing once they were in the
       bathhouse. The cold woman forced herself to look at the steaming
       water, though every now and then her eyes would act on their own
       and look at him. She had never met someone as… open at he was.
       In town he dressed so no one could see him, but now he was
       baring his whole to her. It made her wonder if he was doing it
       on purpose – doing it because he knew she was watching – or
       doing it simply because he didn’t care whether she saw or not.
       Either way, Chiara’s eyes didn’t stray lower than his waist.
       When his body was fully submerged, save for his head, Chiara
       finally met his eyes. He kept looking at her. She wondered if he
       was expecting to disrobe in front of him like he had to her,
       without any concerns. The woman once thought the naked body was
       something only seen by a lover, but the time of lovers was long
       gone in her life. So, without further adieu, Chiara slowly began
       to peel off the clothing as though it were a second skin,
       clinging to her ice cold body. She dared not look up when she
       was taking her clothes off lest she have to face his
       scrutinizing gaze, devouring the newly revealed skin, analyzing
       the parts of her he found exemplary and those he did not. But if
       he were to look up, he would see the palest of skin staring back
       at him; smooth and icy cold to the touch. Her body was shapely,
       completely hairless save for the brown tresses falling from her
       head in glossy waves, reaching down to the gentle curve of her
       lower back. Despite being ‘dead’, Chiara had the body of any
       other woman. But hers was more deceiving. It looked warm and
       alive, but her skin was cold and a deadly white.
       Once her clothes were removed Chiara began to step into the
       water. The heat was excruciating at first, but given time for
       her body to adjust it felt almost pleasant. All throughout the
       experience her face would remain stoic; however her body gained
       a light pink color and began to appear livelier – more human.
       The woman picked the furthest spot away from White Fox to
       occupy, and unlike him the water would lap gently at her lips
       when she sat due to being several inches shorter than the man.
       “What about your father, Rujin?” The name still sounded foreign
       to her; an awkward feeling overwhelmed her as the word was said
       with slight hesitation. Rujin was the name given to him at
       birth, but it didn’t feel right to call him that. True she liked
       it better than White Fox – it was warmer, welcoming – but White
       Fox is the name she knew him by.
       Her nose wrinkled bitterly at a thought that crossed her mind.
       “Never mind. You don’t have to talk about it. You’ve told me
       more than enough; I will try to reign in my curiosity.” Already
       Chiara had asked so much of him, and she hadn’t divulged a
       single detail about herself other than her name. Her pale blue
       eyes looked away from White Fox’s dead ones and gazed lazily at
       the water in front of her. Her hair fanned out about her body,
       protecting the luscious skin from being seen by anyone. After a
       moment Chiara dove her head under the water, thoroughly wetting
       her thick hair and her smooth face in attempts to clean herself.
       Minutes ticked by before she finally reemerged with a slight
       gasp, hands rubbing the water from her eyes. This all felt… too
       human to her. The water managed to thaw out her skin, coloring
       it just slightly, but it didn’t get deep enough to warm her
       bones.
       #Post#: 354808--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Demonreach Date: November 27, 2013, 2:22 am
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       He felt the soft ripples as she stepped into the water, felt her
       pause to let her body get accustomed to the heat and then felt
       her moving again. Even as he opened as his eyes, he saw her sit
       down and watched as the water rocked against the soft pink lips.
       While he knew this wouldn't be a permanent cure for the cold
       that plagued her body, it was good to see some life return to
       her. A good soak in a hot spring did wonders for the body and
       soul.
       At her question, his head turned towards her more; the alertness
       of his expression making him seem much like his namesake, had he
       the ears, "My father..." he murmured, glancing away to lean his
       head against the rock. "I couldn't say, really. What about him?
       He's... different, I suppose. He came from a strong bloodline,
       but he wasn't born with any Mark. Neither was my mother, but
       father could affect people's emotions; their frame of mind.
       Which is how he got close to mother to begin with. I took away
       his sight and sense of smell, accidentally of course. I was but
       a child, but it was not an excuse to him or his family. I am
       alone, bereft of any ties but this Mark and my sense of duty and
       obligation to my Clan. He loved me, sure enough, would've given
       me anything that was within his power to give. I suppose I
       broached a sensitive topic and curiosity got the better of me.
       He blamed me for mother's death, which was true, and blamed her
       for my stubborn streak."
       He let out a soft sigh, letting the words die on his lips lest
       he speak more than he dared. It wasn't as if he had a problem
       talking about his family or past, it did nothing to stir his
       emotions nor did it offer any unpleasant nightmares; his sleeps
       were often dreamless. It was simply a matter of censorship, of
       how much one wanted to hear. Did she care that his father took
       away most of his emotional feelings? Or that when father had
       beaten him, White Fox had struck out with his Mark and took away
       the sight and smell of the man who sired him? It was curse, his
       Mark; a curse he had an iron fist on, now. In truth, his father
       had probably helped him more than anything, by making him all
       but numb to emotion, as his Mark used his emotions as a cause
       for action; the more intense an emotion, the stronger the
       reaction, which was a crude way of looking at the red mist.
       It simply took away each of the five senses, slowly, gradually;
       not in any particular order, but it wasn't always permanent. His
       Mark had made him an excellent assassin, had given him a purpose
       in the Clan beyond being the black sheep. He was accepted, if
       held at arms length. Touching the mist wouldn't harm the person
       unless there was an open wound, but it required to be inhaled;
       the more one inhaled, the more the red mist got into the system,
       the faster it worked and it was a slow process to get rid of it.
       But he could also heighten the senses to an otherworldly level.
       He had also gotten his mothers knack for being unnoticeable,
       even when being looked at dead on. He didn't rely on it much,
       however, as when your opponent couldn't hear, see, smell, or
       even move, what point was there?
       Through half-lidded eyes, he watched her dive under and reemerge
       minutes later. Slowly, the steam turned red and, as one inhaled,
       they'd notice their skin felt tingly, like their arms or legs do
       if they lay on them awkwardly. Slowly the water would get warmer
       to the touch, not from more heat, but from the heightened sense
       of touch. It wasn't painful, though for her, he'd have to crank
       it up a bit; with this, it helped the muscles of the villagers
       relax and worked deep into their bones, especially when they've
       been sparring for several hours. A lot of the elders came just
       because of this. They thought it was the hot springs, and not
       White Fox himself doing it. It was a small gift and it kept his
       abilities honed for the most part so that he didn't too rusty or
       lose the control he had over it.
       After another minute or two, the red mist would vanish, though
       the feeling wouldn't; not for another half hour or so. It varied
       upon the person, in general, however. "Let me know when the
       tingling feeling goes away..." He murmured just loud enough for
       her to hear as he submerged his head and came back up, pushing
       the silver-white locks out of his face. "This is one of my
       guilty pleasures... I feel human, sitting here in the water.
       Even by myself, it brings a sense of calmness over my mind." His
       voice died as he closed his eyes once again, leaning back
       against the rock to enjoy the heat of the water relaxing his
       muscles.
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       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Hayley Date: November 29, 2013, 6:06 pm
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       Chiara was astounded by how desolate White Fox’s life was.
       Everything he divulged hinted at a solitary life topped off with
       hate and a sprinkle of death. No wonder he was the way he was.
       But such a life made Chiara imagine just what he would be like
       if he was born differently; if he wasn’t a shadow marked at all,
       if he hadn’t killed his mother, or angered his father.
       She imagined his parents first. They were beautiful. Rujin would
       be the spitting image of his father. The disheveled white hair
       and his lithe and solid body would all be inherited from the man
       who made him, but he would act most like his mother. He would be
       caring, warm, selfless, and his eyes – oh his eyes. That was
       Chiara’s favorite part of him. They would be a silvery blue and
       sparkle all the time with warmth. She imagined him not as White
       Fox – he wouldn’t be known by that name. No, he would be Rujin.
       A Rujin who had no curse, a Rujin who wasn’t tied to a fate of
       solitude.
       Imagining such things caused a stirring deep within Chiara’s
       chest, making her eyes widen with curiosity. Her fingertips
       danced delicately on her skin under the water, over the direct
       spot where the stirring originated – and spot where, if she had
       one, her heart would be. Now it was her turn to be put in a
       different universe, and it began right as she closed her eyes.
       The first thing she saw was herself, or was it? It was hard to
       tell when the woman was so full of life and warmth, the complete
       opposite than the way she was now. But Chiara had to admit that
       she kind of liked herself that way. The woman she saw – herself
       – moved fluidly, and she imagined her dancing with elegant turns
       and leaps. She had long dark hair, glossy and wavy. Her skin was
       pale, but it held some color that made her appear warm. The eyes
       on her face were a bright blue, unnaturally so, but they suited
       her well. Her skin would be soft to the touch, and her body
       would be toned to near perfection. In this world, Chiara was a
       woman; warm, soft, desirable, everything she wanted to be. But
       it wasn’t real, it was all fabricated in her head, though well
       enough she could believe it was how she was before.
       When she opened her eyes Chiara felt a pang of sorrow stab her
       chest. It wasn’t real. She swallowed hard and blinked her eyes
       into focus, though she stared upon the empty water between their
       soaking bodies. “So your father is the cause for your warm
       presence and friendly personality.” The sarcasm was evident in
       the tone of her voice, even her facial expression gave way to
       her jest. But she arrived to that assumption based on what he
       said: “…father could affect people’s emotions; their frame of
       mind.” Going on to say he angered his father by taking away his
       senses, it was easy to arrive to that conclusion, but there was
       also the off chance that it was all some freak accident, though
       that was highly unlikely. Clearing her throat, Chiara looked up
       at White Fox, a small smile on her face. “What do you think you
       would be like if your childhood happened differently?” She
       questioned. She already had her ideas, but she wanted to hear
       what he would think about it.
       The stirring in her chest slowly spread over her whole body – it
       hadn’t gone away, but she was occupied enough to not think about
       it. However she hadn’t noticed that the steam was now tinted an
       eerie red that reminded her of the mist she saw White Fox make
       when they first met. Her suspicions were confirmed when he told
       her to inform him of when she stopped tingling, which was a
       better word for what she was feeling. As the sensation grew, the
       deeper the warmth spread throughout her body. At first it scared
       Chiara. She wasn’t supposed to feel things as strong as that,
       but after a while she decided she liked it. It made her feel
       normal.
       “I’ve decided I like you, Rujin.” Her voice purred lazily, eyes
       closing as she leaned back to relax just as he. While his
       detached and dead personality would intimidate others and scare
       them away, it only drew Chiara in closer. But she didn’t know
       how close she could get until he pushed her away.
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       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Demonreach Date: December 12, 2013, 3:07 am
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       An eye opened to watch her as she had been silent for a minute
       or so, and worried if she had fallen asleep. It would be
       expected, but he didn't think she would, not unless she was
       truly fatigued. Probably a feeling she hadn't felt in a long
       time; a feeling he hoped this small break in her long trek would
       reawaken, if briefly. To let her know she wasn't as dead as she
       thought.
       As her sarcastic remark, he arched the eyebrow of the opened eye
       at her, but remained silent. He watched the thoughts flicker
       along her blue eyes, dancing subtly. As much as he wished her
       question caught him off guard, it did not, for it was something
       he pondered often. He allowed a small silence to reign over
       them, to see how if she felt doubt in her question and wondered
       if she had stepped too far, but White Fox merely shook his head.
       "A question I have pondered many days, and still no true answer.
       Maybe there isn't one, or this is simply how I must be. No more,
       no less." He paused a few seconds as he looked away. "Honestly,
       though, I would not have it any other way. I'd like to think if
       my life had been different I'd still think the same way. I am
       what circumstances made me. I didn't break beneath the pressure
       but merely... accepted it and changed accordingly. Why should I
       complain when I have the knowledge that others suffer far more
       than I have or will?"
       White Fox didn't dwell on the past very much, simply moved on
       and accepted it as it was; unchangeable. And if he could change
       any of it? Why would he? He wouldn't have been able to do the
       things he has done, seen the things he has seen, or meet the
       people he has met. His life was far from boring and not always
       filled with death and misery. Indeed he had felt joy, for how
       else could he feel sorrow? He felt anger, much like he has felt
       peace. He has seen beauty that made him weep with such joy and
       had seen horrors that made him weep with fear. But even as his
       eyes took her features, for the umpteenth time, he could see the
       beauty that remained frozen, locked in time. White Fox wasn't
       completely turned off to admire such features. He sighed softly,
       and turned his attention back to her as he heard her speak.
       In her next few words, he would chuckle humorlessly, "Just now
       deciding that? After walking with an unknown man into his abode,
       you are coming to the conclusion that he is likeable? I am...
       amused. But I am glad, however, that you enjoy my company as I
       find myself enjoying yours as well." He offered her a small
       smile, which turned rather impish; the shadows of mischief
       dancing in the red hues as they opened fully to take her in.
       "For my first question, why do you fear the open night?"
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       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Hayley Date: December 15, 2013, 3:59 pm
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       A silence gave birth between them, making Chiara wonder if this
       was as far as White Fox would allow her to venture, but when his
       voice shattered the quiet like a mirror the corner of her lips
       twitched up into the smallest of smiles, the action unnoticeable
       in the dim lighting. His answer wasn’t one she was expecting,
       but he explained his view perfectly. After a nod of her head and
       the opening of her eyes, Chiara began to speak with a voice that
       was not her own; a voice that was altered by the warmth to make
       her appear as a living being. “So you’re okay with being this
       way?” A perfectly shaped brow arched at her question, and she
       leaned forward towards him. “Do you not want to feel anything?
       Love, hate, jealousy, pride, sympathy?”
       Her jaw clenched once her words stopped. She was jealous of him.
       His body was warm and alive, yet he acted as though he were
       dead, as if he doesn’t appreciate the heart that beats within
       his chest. He had the body, yet was as unfeeling as a block of
       ice, all the while Chiara was a block of ice with the emotions
       of any other normal human. It was unfair. She wouldn’t allow
       such thoughts to pass through her lips, though. As much as she
       didn’t like being the way she was, she couldn’t dislike White
       Fox for having what she wanted. It wasn’t his fault that he was
       the way he was, and he had treated her well. Nevertheless, her
       hands were clenched under the water.
       Her face took on the expression of false humor; a smile appeared
       on her face though it didn’t reach her eyes. “It was hard to
       discern whether or not I liked you. You’re not the most…
       welcoming person, but I deeply appreciate what you’ve done for
       me, which has in turn caused me to grow fond of you.” The smile
       on his face was enough to make the tingling sensation she was
       feeling go deeper within her, and for a split second she saw the
       happy and alive Rujin she imagined sitting before her in the
       water, but the image was gone just as soon as it appeared,
       leaving a sinking feeling behind in her chest.
       His question took her by surprise; brows rose in unison and her
       pink mouth formed a petite ‘o’, however that expression lasted
       only a few seconds before it was replaced with a contemplative
       look. “You’ve heard the cracking, yes? I’m sure you can imagine
       just how cold I am.” A small sigh left her lips and a delicate
       finger traced the crease of her lips. “Temperatures drop at
       night. While the day is just warm enough for me to break the
       ice, the night is too cold for me to do so. I would completely
       freeze; unable to do anything. Being that helpless isn’t
       something I am too fond of.” Her eyes narrowed at the thought,
       but she found it too difficult to hold onto the petty anger when
       she felt so relaxed in the steaming waters. She wished she could
       sit in the waters every night, but she knew her stay with Rujin
       would eventually come to an end.
       Chiara’s dazed gaze focused back upon the sharp planes of
       Rujin’s face, eyes alight with challenge as her head ticked to
       the side mere degrees. “Any more questions?”
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       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Demonreach Date: December 21, 2013, 3:04 am
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       His head cocked to the side at her question about him feeling
       anything. "I haven't been any other way, so why wouldn't I be
       okay with this? That's like asking a blind man if he would
       rather be able to see. Sure, he'd like to, but he is content
       with finding his own sense of beauty in the dark reality of his.
       If he isn't, then he has yet to come to terms with his own
       inability and deserves to be blind." He paused for a second,
       then continued, "Besides, why would I want to feel the pain of
       those I killed? To dwell on the consequences of my actions and
       therefore be unable to continue on? Let's say I do continue on,
       I wouldn't be able to find any joy in this life. I have the
       potential to feel it, but what else is there once the guilt of
       hundreds of deaths weighs upon your soul? I'd only feel the
       negative emotions, as to where now I only feel nothing but the
       faintest tugs.
       "Now, I could ask you if you'd rather be alive, and you'd say
       yes. Because you know what's it like to be alive as well as dead
       and being alive is preferable to being dead, no? Perhaps the
       blind man would thank you, but perhaps he would curse you as
       well. As it is now, I do not care for my past or my future, I'm
       not worried about consequences. I do not fear them, therefore I
       am able to act as I see fit and not moved to inaction by fear."
       His eyes caught the way her facial features seemed to tense up,
       the way the corners of her eyes seemed to wrinkle at corners and
       her lips moved into a thin line, though just by the barest of
       fractions of an inch. He wondered why she was upset, but
       refrained from asking. It wasn't his business and if it was
       important enough, she'd say something. Perhaps she loathed him
       for his own inability. They were the exact opposite of each
       other, more or less.
       He allowed a soft sigh to pass his lips, slowly changing the
       chemistry of the red mist to slowly take away the sense of
       touch, which would allow the muscles to relax much more. For a
       brief moment, and not for the first time, he wondered if his own
       Mark dulled his emotions as well. An impossibility, but
       something he had always clung onto.
       "Perhaps in the spring or fall," he murmured as she finished
       explaining. "But summer nights are just as hot as the days, if
       not hotter. Here, at least. Even our winters aren't quite as
       cold as most." He shrugged, not wanting to nitpick at her
       explanation, as it was plausible. His body always ran pretty hot
       most of the time anyway, which was a wonder why he wore so much
       clothing during the day, when it was especially hot, but he had
       his own reasons, or reason.
       He stood up, the water coming up to his naval, and he strode
       towards the wooden floor. "You can stay, if you'd like. I'm not
       leaving, but I cannot stand the water anymore." His pale flesh
       was a bring pink from the heat of the water; the black Mark
       glittering faintly with red as he used his ability to help her
       relax. He used his one towel to wrap around his waist, keeping
       his back to her; though he didn't have a problem with being nude
       in front of her, or anyone else --despite his earlier objections
       back at the village-- but she had displayed a sort of
       prudishness about being naked, so he respected her wishes for
       the most part. Just as his chest and arms and legs were free of
       any scars or blemish, his back was just as perfect and the lean
       muscles of his back shifted with his movements as he wrapped the
       towel around him. It barely his knees, which was just fine with
       him as he walked away from the wet floor to sit atop the large
       stone he had earlier been leaning against, sitting cross-legged.
       He rested his elbow on one of his knees and let his chin rest in
       the palm of his hand as his long, slender fingers made a tattoo
       against his Marked cheek. "I'm not good at questions, so I'll
       let you tell me your story, or as much of it as you want. Tell
       me something only Chiara knows. I want to know what dark secrets
       you harbor, my cold-bodied guest."
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       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Hayley Date: December 21, 2013, 12:48 pm
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       “We both fought in a war, though from what I remember mine
       wasn’t full of epic battles between two families that hate each
       other. No, I fought my battles myself, and usually, it was
       myself I was fighting.
       “I guess when I woke up I was completely… insane – I don’t
       remember much from when I first woke up. I knew I was confused,
       but most of all I was angry. I had a hard time understanding why
       this happened to me; what had I done to deserve this?” She
       paused and motioned to her body, an ember glowing in her eyes,
       threatening to start a fire. “I remembered thinking that if I
       couldn’t live and be happy, then neither could anyone else. I
       guess that’s when I went crazy. This is where things become a
       bit hazy for me; I don’t remember doing, but I knew I did it
       because all evidence pointed to me. I went to the nearest town
       and just… killed. Anyone and everyone. Man and woman. Young and
       old. I remember waking up in the middle of an ocean of blood and
       bodies, knowing what I had done, but not remembering how.
       “After my initial… killing spree, I became more experimental
       with my state. I rationalized that if I took away their
       heartbeat, mine would start beating again. I killed then not
       because I was angry, like the first time, but because I was
       curious. I thought I had to take away what made them alive, so I
       started to drink their blood. When nothing happened, I began to
       devour them, starting with their hearts.” She paused as a shiver
       racked her body and as her throat clenched. Her eyes, which were
       glazed over and looking intently at the water, flashed to White
       Fox’s face for the briefest of moments, expecting to see clear
       disgust on his face; but she couldn’t bring herself to analyze
       his features longer than a quick glance. “After a while guilt
       began to eat away at me. As much as I believed that I didn’t
       deserve to be this way, I knew that the innocents I killed
       didn’t deserve to die that way either. It was selfish of me to
       think that I was more important than them. I know that now, I
       wouldn’t be this way if I was.” A pained expression was water to
       the smoldering embers of anger. Any and all fight left her, and
       she slumped back against the sharp rocks behind her, finding
       that all energy was sapped from her body.
       “I just moved around from place to place after that. I thought I
       would be able to wander through towns and cities unnoticed; I
       wanted to blend in like the rest of the people, but somehow
       someone always managed to see that I was different. They’d point
       me out and get the other people to side with them. I was a
       monster in their eyes, and everywhere I went they banded
       together and ran me out. At first I believed them – that I
       wasn’t meant to be with other people. After years of traveling,
       I realized that no one should have to be alone. No matter how
       much you think you do – how much you think you’re destined for
       loneliness, you secretly crave the companionship of another
       being.” She gave him a look out of the corner of her eyes and
       swore she felt water trail down her cheek; a tear, but Chiara
       wasn’t sure if it was real or not.
       With a clenched jaw Chiara heaved herself out of the water. The
       milky skin that was previously hidden was now exposed for him to
       see, and she didn’t care. She had just bared her soul to him, so
       why not her body? She slowly made her way to her towel, wrapping
       it loosely around her body and not giving him a glance.  “You
       asked for something only Chiara knows. Well, Chiara knows
       everything; everything about her is a secret. No one has ever
       asked about her until you.” She straightened up and brushed some
       hair out of her face; it looked thick and unruly, but it was
       already starting to dry, gently curling around her face, making
       her look petite and elven.  “I’m not looking for sympathy, nor
       am I looking for you to criticize me. I told you what you asked;
       let’s just leave it at that.” Chiara gave him a look with
       narrowed eyes and then turned around. “I’m ready to go back
       inside now, if you don’t mind.” She whispered, shoulders
       hunching slightly. She didn’t to just barge into his home – that
       would be impolite. Besides, she didn’t remember which room he
       gave her for the night.
       #Post#: 366325--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Village of Harniraia: Home of White Fox
       By: Demonreach Date: July 10, 2014, 12:35 pm
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       White Fox watched her as she wove her tale, one that tugged at
       the heart strings and one that he could relate to, though not in
       any way she would really understand. But, as with most stories
       with such tragedy in them, it wasn't his place to speak or to
       show how he felt about it, though he was heartened by her trust
       in his person to confide that into him. When she would look his
       way, he offered her a small smile that, hopefully, conveyed that
       feeling.
       As she rose from the water rather abruptly, he rose with her,
       though at a normal pace, not wanting to offend or to come across
       as rude or some pick up some other title that he'd rather not
       have tied to his name. As he rose from the stone, he called the
       red mist back. Granted, it would be awhile yet before her senses
       came back to some normalcy.
       "It wasn't your fault, you know. I mean, it was, but that's
       because you didn't know any better; much like a child doesn't
       know right from wrong when they first begin exploring." He spoke
       as he walked up beside her, pushing the white hair back with his
       fingers as he opened the door to the narrow, and long, hallway.
       White Fox also made sure he would talk over whatever objection
       she might have about his 'lecture'. "That being said, I'm not
       saying your behavior was excusable because of that, but it is
       more... understandable, given that you had just 'woken up', yes?
       Sometimes we figure out life a harder way than necessary, but
       that doesn't mean we are any less wrong about it. Sure, you may
       have killed more than a few people and eaten quite a few more,
       but you learned that it was wrong, or that doing so would get
       you know where in this life. You've chosen to rise above that,
       and for that, I admire you.
       "Besides, mortality is so... overrated. Who knows what really is
       right or wrong? That's more of a personal choice than one that
       can be made for you, though most cultures or societies have
       their own laws that help decide for you. And even then, people
       sometimes ignore those. We all make mistakes, some worse and
       less forgiving than others, but the main thing is what we take
       away from that experience. No one is perfect, least of all you
       and I."
       As he was talking, he had guided her through the hallway into a
       another on the left and brought her to a door about halfway down
       on the right. "This is your room for the duration of your stay.
       The main room is just around the corner, which is where I will
       be most of the time. The hot spring is back down that way, which
       I am sure you can remember." His gaze, though seemingly innocent
       enough as he looked upon her, was rather predatory and intense;
       the blood-red irises not helping with the effect. "Oh, and here
       are these. I took the liberty of picking them up before we
       left." He handed her old and new clothing, his face the picture
       of neutrality as he spoke; his voice even and calm, as always.
       "Is there anything else?" An eyebrow that was already slightly
       arced by nature rose in time with the question.
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