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Poems written in a dark time.
DIR By: Bodomy
Date: November 27, 2011, 5:17 pm
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Hey guys; Here are some poems I've written in dark times of my
life. These are some very personal poems, ones that I previously
posted on my Facebook.
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> NEARLY UNNOTICED
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> Justin Reynolds
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> He is lonely
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> Even though you can't tell
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> He is reaching out
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> For what, he doesn't know
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> He will continue to sit in silence
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> And hope that someone may stumble across
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> Him and all of his emptiness
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> But the only hope is that they do it in time
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> Otherwise he will have drifted too far
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> And he may let go
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> Of whatever grasp of the world he has
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> As he slowly fades out of the lives of everyone
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> Nearly unnoticed.
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> The mindset I've been in lately has led me to think very low
of myself, I've tried reaching out to my so-called 'friends',
but none of them show the slightest hint of 'remorse' for my
'poor soul'. Being lonely is the worst feeling in the world, and
it leads to no good. I would give anything to have someone to
fall-back on when I need a shoulder.. some people just don't
realize how good they have it. I would trade it all for a
friend. A real friend.
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> Much love to those of you who know what I'm going through,
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> Justin Michael Reynolds
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That one was the last poem I've written, which I published
Friday, November 11, 2011 at 1:15am
This one I wrote when I was younger, I wrote it back in 2009,
but did not publicize it until Monday, May 9, 2011 at 10:33pm,
it's the 12th entry from a poetry book I've been working on for
three years.
[center]Suicide: 12
Stick this knife into my chest, It is for the very best. Swim to
the bottom and never breath again. Hold my breath and count to
10. Take the pills and don't puke them up. They put charcoal in
my stomach, they never give up. I cut my wrists and now I'm
bleeding out. I was gonna do this soon, no one had a doubt. I
play in the street because no one loves me. The pain in my eyes
how could you not see? All sharp objects should be put in a box.
Closed with 1000 locks. Put the fork into the outlet. If I died
would any one be upset? Tie the rope around my neck. Suicide
starts, a train wreck. Plunge this steak into my heart. We got
off to a bad start. Put the gun to my head. You can't take back
the words you said. Drink the poison to the last drop. Don't
quit now you can't stop. Do the drugs till you O.D. This way
you'll die happily. Live your life till there's no more. Life is
such a fucking whore.[/center]
Excuse the language... It was written in a rather dark and
gloomy time in my life, my father had just been paralyzed in a
Motocross accident, then my first girlfriend who I dated for two
years cheated on me with my Best friend.
Thank you for taking the time to read my poetry.
#Justin#
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Re: Poems written in a dark time.
DIR By: Skunky Room
Date: December 6, 2011, 7:20 pm
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deep stuff man... im glad to know i became a real close friend
to you to help you deal with those problems... much love to you
buddy im always here for you when you need me to be
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Re: Poems written in a dark time.
DIR By: Out of Time
Date: December 6, 2011, 10:02 pm
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There were a few parts of Suicide: 12 that stood out to me, both
good and bad. And the first one wasn't bad. Keep working on your
writing! As I'm sure you already know, poetry is a great
outlet. :D
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Re: Poems written in a dark time.
DIR By: Bodomy
Date: December 7, 2011, 12:16 pm
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Thank you Kyle<3. And thank you out of time, yes, sadly I didn't
know that for a while, until I kept at it, it really started to
help :).
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