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oh man easter's around the corner....and im not ready
By: Sephieroth Date: March 26, 2016, 10:23 am
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yeah, easter is tomorrow. im not exactly thrilled, though; ever
since i was 18 (i had a horribly shitty year at that age. school
sucked, and holidays were even worse on my end), days like this
being so close have made me nervous. my relatives are all
christian (as far as i know), but....im not, i went my own way,
because i knew its what would be best for me. even though mother
went through a lot of pain when she first discovered that about
me, i still stood my ground (if you know what i mean). of
course, i was also kind of upset about how she felt then, but i
figured she would get over it eventually (dont worry; she did).
but anyways, im always afraid of how christian holidays are
gonna go for me, cuz during the year that i was 18, they were
all the most shitty days of the year for me. i know it sounds
weird, but im not making this up. even though the following
years went just fine for me, i've still been afraid that days
like easter, christmas, etc wouldnt work out for me. and even
though the end result was the other way around, the year they
didnt...has had that lasting impact on me. thats why i fear
christian holidays: cuz im afraid they wont work out for me.
well, i guess there's not much i can do about it, either way.
just gotta see how it goes, i guess....
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