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       Goals
   DIR By: fox
       Date: January 7, 2019, 11:30 am
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       My tentative plan is to update this with additional replies with
       new monthly goals because I'll be changing them as I make
       progress each month. I am starting slow because setting
       challenging but achievable goals is very important to me in the
       beginning.
       Fitness/Physical Health
       - drink 40+ Oz's of water daily (Not nearly enough, but this is
       my minimum to keep me accountable and tracking on the weekends
       when it is easy to go lax.) 70+ Oz's of water daily. (My doctor
       mandated this change the week of 1/10)
       - go to the gym once per week (Minimum to get me back into the
       routine of going after having two months of bad health that
       knocked me off kilter.)
       - Go to the gym an extra day three times over the course of the
       month. (I want to get back to going 3-4 times a week, if not
       more, but I don't want to set myself up for failure just
       starting out. This way I have three extra gym days (7 total) for
       the month, and any extras are gravy.)
       Mental Health
       - Read 1 chapter per day in the self-help book I got that is
       meant to give me techniques to overcome my sometimes troublesome
       self-image. (This is my goal for the next 9 8 days) - I got to a
       point in the book where it doesn't make as much sense if you
       haven't completed the prior exercises, so I am going to reboot
       and revisit the earlier chapters earlier than I planned to make
       sure I can complete and understand the later ones.
       - [s]Once I have read the book, I'm going to focus on one
       chapter per day to re-visit and really think about/process how
       to incorporate the teachings in my daily life. (The next 9
       days.)[/s
       - After I've finished with the book I'm going to evaluate what
       would be a good next step based on what my needs are and what I
       feel I have accomplished by completing the above.
       Creativity
       - Write 200 words per week on a creative project of my choosing.
       (Not a lot, but again I'm trying to get back to a habit building
       place.)
       #Post#: 60--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Goals
   DIR By: alienjenn
       Date: January 7, 2019, 11:51 am
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       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > My tentative plan is to update this with additional replies
       with new monthly goals because I'll be changing them as I make
       progress each month. I am starting slow because setting
       challenging but achievable goals is very important to me in the
       beginning.
       --- End Quote ---
       That fits my philosophy so I am glad to see it!
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       >  Fitness/Physical Health
       >
       >
       - drink 40+ Oz's of water daily (Not nearly enough, but this is
       my minimum to keep me accountable and tracking on the weekends
       when it is easy to go lax.)
       >
       - go to the gym once per week (Minimum to get me back into the
       routine of going after having two months of bad health that
       knocked me off kilter.)
       >
       - Go to the gym an extra day three times over the course of the
       month. (I want to get back to going 3-4 times a week, if not
       more, but I don't want to set myself up for failure just
       starting out. This way I have three extra gym days (7 total) for
       the month, and any extras are gravy.)
       >
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       sounds doable!! I am hoping to get back in the gym myself. I
       went last in march. I have a SEVERE iron deficiency!! ;)
       I also like gravy!!
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > Mental Health
       >
       >
       - Read 1 chapter per day in the self-help book I got that is
       meant to give me techniques to overcome my sometimes troublesome
       self-image. (This is my goal for the next 9 days)
       >
       - Once I have read the book, I'm going to focus on one chapter
       per day to re-visit and really think about/process how to
       incorporate the teachings in my daily life. (The next 9 days.)
       >
       - After I've finished with the book I'm going to evaluate what
       would be a good next step based on what my needs are and what I
       feel I have accomplished by completing the above.
       >
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       girl, you can't leave me hanging like that! What's the book?!?!?
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > Creativity
       >
       >
       - Write 200 words per week on a creative project of my choosing.
       (Not a lot, but again I'm trying to get back to a habit building
       place.)
       >
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       Again, sounds TOTALLY doable and like it'll be a stretch for
       you!
       You don't have to diminish your goals. They might not seem like
       much to others but WHO CARES they're YOUR goals!! They aren't
       meant to encourage, stretch, and grow someone else.
       I like this goal. And I can't wait to read your stuff :)
       #Post#: 67--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Goals
   DIR By: fox
       Date: January 7, 2019, 2:29 pm
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       I feel like my goals are baby baby baby steps because I used to
       be doing so much better. Working on not diminishing my own
       attempts/efforts/accomplishments is part of why I need the book,
       haha. Logically I know I am "lapping everyone still on the
       couch" but it never feels like "enough". I am working hard on
       feeling like enough.
       Oh you poor thing. :( I hope you can get back in the gym soon
       (relatively), too. Glad you are getting close to that goal,
       though.
       This is the book! Overcoming Low Self-Esteem: A Self-Help Guide
       Using Cognitive Behavioral Techniques
  HTML https://www.amazon.com/dp/0465012663/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_fw7mCbFYG4RMY
       There is a new version out but I was able to get a used copy of
       this edition for pretty cheap from a Goodwill in TN of all
       places through Amazon, so I figured I would start here and see
       what sticks.
       What made it pop out for me was the fact that it uses behavioral
       therapy so it's actionable steps/things to do when you start
       feeling bad which is what I need. I will let you know how it
       goes! I finished chapter 1 for today and so far I like it a lot.
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       Re: Goals
   DIR By: alienjenn
       Date: January 7, 2019, 2:50 pm
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       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > I feel like my goals are baby baby baby steps because I used
       to be doing so much better. Working on not diminishing my own
       attempts/efforts/accomplishments is part of why I need the book,
       haha. Logically I know I am "lapping everyone still on the
       couch" but it never feels like "enough". I am working hard on
       feeling like enough.
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       When a MASTER chef makes a lovely meal, to serve to the Queen of
       England, does the meal preparation begin when he walks into the
       kitchen? Or does it begin years or even decades before, when he
       first found his love of cooking and decided to be a chef?
       YES you are doing baby, baby baby baby steps. FULL STOP.
       I don't like to think of where I USED to be. Thinking of used to
       be, or SHOULD be tends to add an element of shame to where you
       are now. I don't think one can shame themselves into a person
       that they love. This is not meant as admonishment, rather as a
       way to reframe your thoughts.
       You are where you are. And that's the PERFECT place for NOW.
  HTML https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZfGTL2PY3E
       Listen to Rafiki, don't make me use my stick! Let the place that
       you USED to be, help guide you back there. I know it sounds so
       wishy-washy but it's about reframing your thoughts from failure
       "I used to be X" to success "I CAN do V now, and I know I can do
       X because I have done it in the past".
       
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > Oh you poor thing. :( I hope you can get back in the gym soon
       (relatively), too. Glad you are getting close to that goal,
       though.
       --- End Quote ---
       Yup!! I could probably go NOW except for the proximity of
       Anytime Fitness and the super steady :P income stream that pays
       for gas
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > This is the book! Overcoming Low Self-Esteem: A Self-Help
       Guide Using Cognitive Behavioral Techniques
  HTML https://www.amazon.com/dp/0465012663/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_fw7mCbFYG4RMY
       >
       > There is a new version out but I was able to get a used copy
       of this edition for pretty cheap from a Goodwill in TN of all
       places through Amazon, so I figured I would start here and see
       what sticks.
       >
       > What made it pop out for me was the fact that it uses
       behavioral therapy so it's actionable steps/things to do when
       you start feeling bad which is what I need. I will let you know
       how it goes! I finished chapter 1 for today and so far I like it
       a lot.
       >
       --- End Quote ---
       That sounds pretty neat! I don't struggle like I USED to with
       self esteem, but I do understand that struggle. I hope it helps
       you, because you're pretty fricken awesome, my friend.
       I think when you get a chance to read the Mind Council, it will
       resonate with you as well.
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       Re: Goals
   DIR By: alienjenn
       Date: January 11, 2019, 2:32 pm
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       How's your week been?
       #Post#: 83--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Goals
   DIR By: fox
       Date: January 11, 2019, 9:53 pm
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       My week has been rough. I went back to the doctor this week for
       the vertigo I've been battling since the end of December. She
       thinks it's a result of dehydration and low blood pressure. (I
       stopped hydrating well at the beginning of November when I got
       super sick and I've been trying to get back up to where I was,
       but obviously not fast enough for my body's liking lol.)
       My BP was like 90/60 at the appointment which she was not okay
       with. I guess I was not okay with it either? I don't know blood
       pressure things unless it's high.
       So my water intake goal has been changed, due to necessity from
       44 oz a day to 44 oz during WORKDAY HOURS and 70-90 oz total for
       the 24 hour period.
       Despite the frequent bouts of dizziness and other stupid I got
       to the gym twice this week. I didn't get to do everything I
       wanted to on the second venture, but I went! (And tbh I am not
       out of the woods with the vertigo so when I start feeling
       dizzy/nauseated I have to stop what I'm doing because I don't
       want to end up back in the hospital.)
       I also have read a chapter of the book each day, except for
       today. I'm about to read now, and then will be working on
       fighting the book dragon until it's time or sleep.
       Wish me strength since you don't believe in/like luck, lol.
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       Re: Goals
   DIR By: alienjenn
       Date: January 14, 2019, 7:17 pm
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       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > My week has been rough. I went back to the doctor this week
       for the vertigo I've been battling since the end of December.
       She thinks it's a result of dehydration and low blood pressure.
       (I stopped hydrating well at the beginning of November when I
       got super sick and I've been trying to get back up to where I
       was, but obviously not fast enough for my body's liking lol.)
       >
       > My BP was like 90/60 at the appointment which she was not okay
       with. I guess I was not okay with it either? I don't know blood
       pressure things unless it's high.
       --- End Quote ---
       generally, we prefer a systolic (top number) of at LEAST 90. We
       also look at the gap between the numbers (so 90-60=30 which
       isn't a very big gap. That can indicate a lot of things and we
       like it bigger :P
       In the ICU, depending on the patient and their "normal" we want
       >100 systolic. We also like the mean arterial pressure to be >65
       (the machines do it automatically but it basically takes the top
       number and the bottom number and throws in some fairy dust and a
       few choice words :P ) with 90/60 your map is 70. So it's not
       OMFG low. >65 map is the "omfg" of lows.
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       > So my water intake goal has been changed, due to necessity
       from 44 oz a day to 44 oz during WORKDAY HOURS and 70-90 oz
       total for the 24 hour period.
       --- End Quote ---
       that sounds good. I recommend if you are having a hard time, to
       set an alarm on your phone that goes off every thirty min. You
       can chug-a-lug and get your drinks in!
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > Despite the frequent bouts of dizziness and other stupid I got
       to the gym twice this week. I didn't get to do everything I
       wanted to on the second venture, but I went! (And tbh I am not
       out of the woods with the vertigo so when I start feeling
       dizzy/nauseated I have to stop what I'm doing because I don't
       want to end up back in the hospital.)
       --- End Quote ---
       DO NOT MAKE YOURSELF SICK
       It is better to skip the gym and just do a light walk and stay
       healthy than to force things and get sick!!
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > I also have read a chapter of the book each day, except for
       today. I'm about to read now and then will be working on
       fighting the book dragon until it's time or sleep.
       --- End Quote ---
       DO IT!!!
       --- Quote from: fox link ---
       >
       > Wish me strength since you don't believe in/like luck, lol.
       >
       --- End Quote ---
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       Re: Goals
   DIR By: Wyntyr
       Date: January 15, 2019, 11:34 pm
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       --- Quote from: fox link ---
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       > Creativity
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       - Write 200 words per week on a creative project of my choosing.
       >
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       --- End Quote ---
       I love this habit! It doesn’t mater if it’s 5 minutes, 100
       words, 200 words or more, just starting with pen to paper works
       the habit. Some days the 200 may be torture, others maybe 1,000
       will flow. But the habit is a good start.
       Can’t wait to see your growth!
       CBT ftw! [emoji169]
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       Re: Goals
   DIR By: alienjenn
       Date: February 7, 2019, 11:28 pm
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       Foxie!!!
       How goes!?
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