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       Happy Heavenly Birthday, Dalez!
       By: BarbaraEKompik Date: January 27, 2020, 12:23 am
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       Today marks the first day of year three that Dalez has been gone
       from us.
       A friend asked me what I felt on this day.
       I feel sad.  I cried.  I miss my son.  I miss his laughter, his
       smile, his hugs, his conversation and his wisdom.  His sense of
       humor.  His way of knowing the depth of a person.  He was a
       special young man.
       I realized that the feeling I had when my he was a toddler that
       he would take care of me in my old age had vanished.
       But I also have a feeling of resolve. A strong feeling that I
       know where my son is now after years of him stepping out the
       front door and not knowing where he was going.
       Now I know.
       I have listened to Bethel Music's  "All is Well" video over and
       over again, remembering when it played the afternoon of his
       Celebration of Life service and lifted my hands in praise and
       surrender to my God's will for our lives.
       My Dalez.  You are loved, sweet boy.  I will see you again.
       Happy Heavenly Birthday, Darling.  The angels are celebrating
       your new birth.
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