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Re: The Long Journey
By: jentybhullar Date: May 20, 2019, 8:41 am
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I know I am it.. my mind doesn't. It is still chasing
something... like the pot of gold at the end of enlightenment...
but there's no pot of gold. It has seen the glimpse of
underlying structure of the dream.. but it can't come to terms
with the fact that it can never get there. It keeps seeking.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: Jed McKenna Date: May 20, 2019, 9:49 am
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It's simply that you are carrying too much baggage to make it in
this journey to self. It's the only real problem any human has.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: Anonymous1 Date: May 20, 2019, 6:31 pm
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Hi Jed,
I am not sure why my account was deleted, but that's ok.
Hope I didn't say anything wrong, If I did, I apologize.
Thank you for all your guidance so far. I wouldn't have made it
here without you.
With love.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: Jed McKenna Date: May 20, 2019, 10:50 pm
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No problem.. I'm just extra busy these days.
Cheers.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: jentybhullar Date: May 21, 2019, 5:55 am
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Hi Jed, Thank you for all your help on this journey.
I am done now. There is no figuring this out. It's just the self
and only the self. Everything else is imagined. Not just the
mind, but all the senses are imagined. It's beyond everything.
I have let go off my last delusion that there is something to be
gained, the pot of gold at end of enlightenment lol.. There is
nothing to be gained. There is no chasing of any experience.
There is only the self, which never left me.
Thank you with my whole heart.
With Love.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: Jed McKenna Date: May 21, 2019, 8:05 am
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Thank you for our kind work and dedication to the task.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: jentybhullar Date: June 20, 2019, 6:21 pm
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Ha! We are just an animal aware of it's surroundings. What a
joke. There was never anything to figure out or to achieve.
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Re: The Long Journey
By: Jed McKenna Date: June 21, 2019, 11:29 pm
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Perhaps an animal with one addition, awareness that we are
aware.
Love ya, Jed
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Re: The Long Journey
By: jentybhullar Date: October 9, 2019, 4:13 am
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Hi Jed, I have arrived at a very confusing place. No matter how
far I go, truth is always further. Thoughts can not reach it,
but then how do I know it's the truth? I have come so far in
this journey.. yet I feel like I haven't moved at all.
I have already accepted death few times on this path.. the
further I keep going, whole of existence starts begging me not
to wake up. The Reality in front of me is just as fluid as the
Mind in the back. Reality changes and weird things start
happening the further I go. Coincidences which are not possible
by random chances. I was given all of life's answers I ever
wanted and so many desires on the way, but I keep going
accepting nothing and rejecting nothing.
I am, and yet I am not. It's beyond and beyond and beyond. I
feel like it's all just me, but I know this isn't it. I have
woken up before, and I had no words to describe that state. I am
tired. I have no energy to keep going but I can't stop either.
Already accepted death, faced fears and removed beliefs. What
else is remaining that is in the way? Is it the 'I'? How do I
remove that last I? I want truth more than anything.
At this moment, I have arrived at 'Nothingness'. The stillness
that always remains whether I move or stay still. Good, bad,
right, wrong.. everything is disappearing. But I know this isn't
it. Truth is further..
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